Monday is a blue day): School is never exciting. But i ll conquer these 2 years! All things are possible through Him. Thank God! Oh, i took back my econs paper todayD: i shall not reveal the results but its quite badly done. To put it nicely, i did not study hard enough but i didnt fail!(: i'm just comforting myself. Huishi got 80! She's crazy!

Hudson Taylor, an amazing man of God. He was a missionary in China!!!!! CHINA! His story inspires me! Our God is great!

- The society that he began was responsible for bringing over 800 missionaries to the country who began 125 schools and directly resulted in 18,000 Christian conversions, as well as the establishment of more than 300 stations of work with more than 500 local helpers in all eighteen provinces.

- Historian Ruth Tucker summarizes the theme of his life:
“No other missionary in the nineteen centuries since the Apostle Paul has had a wider vision and has carried out a more systematized plan of evangelizing a broad geographical area than Hudson Taylor."

- In a letter to his sister Amelia Hudson Taylor he wrote in February 14, 1860,
"If I had a thousand pounds China should have it- if I had a thousand lives, China should have them. No! Not China, but Christ. Can we do too much for Him? Can we do enough for such a precious Saviour?"

Wonderful D5(: 2007

Grand opening in singpost!



During Zone D camp! We were taking pic for my testimony!

D5 worship after O's!

This is the cute pic which we took out our phone. haha!

Christmas eve '07:D


Vision weekend!

Nicholas with his camera!!! This was 2007's picture. haha.


Emo cg): Randyne spoilt the pic!

ANGZHILIN. This picture was taken during Christmas 2006. oh my GOSH. Haha. My eyes were bigger then): But anyway, we are in diff CG now. OK i'm sad but i know you're even more sad(: Haha! I'll miss those times when we ll just share with each other so many things and talk about our integrations. Remember dream team! I remember we used to have big dreams doing great things for God in future and we even wrote them down. haha! Now, we are to work in different teams. But we're still in the same ceg and we will still see each other in cafe and CO! Lets GROW GROW GROW!:D Our dreams and visions will come to pass(:

Carlo blahblahblah Qianda! QQ's brother! Haha. You're in d3 now but we're still part of the pasir ris sec revival! We will miss you! keep conquering new grounds!!!:D

Valerie Cheong! The amazing girl who started the PRSS revival and brought me to church. We're now in the same team and we're going to work together! Also in CO! you said its really God's plan that we've met in sec one and its really true. Haha. Lets run this race together!:D

/edit: i'm forced to add links to my blog because nicholas was forcing me too. HAHA. So he helped me by copying all his links for me. Thanks! But taggyboard. maybe soon!(: HEHH

The word REVIVAL is forever etched in my heart.

Hoho! Pastor Josh Kelsey waved and said hi to me just now! Ok to annlynn too(: Haha. We were on the way to ntuc after prayer meeting and we happened to see brother Christian and him outside coffee bean so we said hi to them and they said hi back! He is just so cool lah! Haha. He doesnt look like a pastor on the street but he is really powerful! I hope he can come back to hoGc again. And he said sth just now, he said if he were to stay in singapore he will definitely be in heart of God church! He really said it from his heart. Haha. But seriously, i dontknow where anyone can grow in God besides hoGc. i'm not being churchist or what but maybe its because i've seen how the people of other churches behave or maybe its just because i love hoGc subjectively(:

We had zone restructuring just now and there were not much changes except that we are being split into two CG, d5 and d50. But still, we are one! Now d5 consists of ALL GIRLS. LOL. we should go shopping for outings. And carlo is being transferred to d3!!!D: We will miss you so much! Annlynn fungqi and i were saying that carlo can build up the atmosphere in our cg. But its okay, at least noone will call me peggy now. haha. OK we are still in d zone and in hoGc, one big family!(:

Its back to school tmr):):):):):): I'ld rather have exams every week. Exams is much better than lessons and napfa test! But then again, school can be exciting. Its going to be a new term, new vision! Awesome! Nothing is impossible. i see names on the zone restructuring paper! i see names added. i see it. d5 is going to grow grow grow. d50 is going to grow too. we're going to breakthrough!


A Father's Day card i made!

My very young dad! :D

The message i wrote for Vanessa.

Ramen ten's scallop ramen!

Strawberry soda is nice!

My very happy mom! :D

Saw this book in school lib when we were finding chinese books to practise oral. I thought the title is quite interesting. hahaha.



You're the light in my eyes
You're the best of me
Beginning and end of everything
You are all i need

I'm just back from a shopping night with my mom! She was quite reluctant at first cos she knew i was going to burn a hole in her pocket. In the end, she herself bought two tops. Hahaha! And i bought a bag a blouse and a shirt:D we spent over 100 bucks. hoho. And we ate ramen ten which cost us 37!D: But its really yummy! haha. My dad just came back from a wedding and its a christian wedding. Haha. He said the pastor prayed for the couple. I know my parents will come for AE. THEY WILL COME. i see it. Fourth dimension!(: And there's no more stock of the book anymore!D: i need to wait for them to ship from korea which takes 1 to 2 months! SAD! i should have brought money last week!!!

something random. This is what Mr Ng wrote in his online message for us:
Hell starts next week. Be mentally prepared for more sleepless nights and nightmares. The pressure of JC curriculum usually peaks in Term 3. So feel free to seek free counselling sessions with our Full-Time School Counsellor (FTSC). Otherwise, you may wish to pay part-time and bogus counsellor (aka Mr Ng) a nominal sum of $120 per hour to listen to your pitiful woes.
WHALAO

Life is exciting! Pastor Josh Kelsey is not only good looking but he preaches very well too! So young and powerful! Haha. I'm really touched to see people going to the front. It takes a big step of faith and they took it! I'm sure they've made the best decision ever and their lives are going to be changed for the better! I'm looking forward for tmr's service!:D

I've found and met my Saviour! Have you?

i finished all my papers and chinese oral! but i dont feel good at all. There is school next week): Thats a very very sad thing. I'm NOT looking forward to it. NEVER! But then, school isnt that bad afterall lah. Hhahaha! I got so many things to talk about but i'm too tired to think of them.

I was looking at my school forum and there are lots of complains-.- Sometimes, i think that the people who post in the forum have no life and are bored kids. However, i'm must be really bored to look at the things they post too. haha! Its quite interesting to look at what people have to say about our school and about their cca. Cheryl wants to quit interact and for me, hmmm, i find no purpose in going to interact unlike during pae. In fact, im really disconnected to that cca can. i should have joined co instead but then again, im glad i didnt. i would not be able to commit much. I'm laughing at all the comments people gave for our school. About the revolving gate, canteen food and the security guard. Oh talking about the security guard. I guess that indian man recognised huishi and i because we caught his attention twice on tues and wed. He's quite irritating. He looked at my ez link card and asked if thats my sister. And he didnt want to let us in with slippers on Wed. Today in cafe, we saw him and he shouted something to me. So he remembered us. Ok. I've come to a conclusion that tpjc is an interesting school. I did not regret coming here): HAHA.

Some of the interesting comments i've read:

Can you imagine, You're in a rush to go home (because you got something on or tuition?) and there you are standing at the back of a neverending line... I know it doesnt take that long for one person to walk through that gate, but when you're in a line. and some just dillydally.. alot of time is lost.. Time, to us JC students, is very very very precious. It won't be soon before long I see students studying their notes while in the LINE..

The school have the money to install plasma TV and turnstiles but no money to replace the mirror in the Guy's toliet next to LT1 or change batteries in clocks. -.-'''

If a terrorist picked to bomb TPJC *should be vigilant*, lets just say once again for argument sake, bomb TPJC a terrorist will. What is a turnstile going to do?Scare the poor terrorist? Terrorist are afraid of shiny objects that goes in a circle?It is not going to stop a determined, trained and dangerous terrorist.Maybe an electric fence will make him think twice but a turnstile, highly unlikely?

And wad is this?A new way to discriminate against fat people? We have been a species that discriminate against ourselves. The old,handicap,blind,deaf,fat and many many more... Dun really need anymore fuel to that ever burning fire of discrimination do we?

I think they should remake the school admin staff first before remaking any facilities in the school. These past few weeks/months, they have been making several changes or "upgrades" in the school facilities, which they think is for our own good, but it doesn't turn out that way.

HAHAHAHAHA



This picture was posted in photoshare by joash also known as simpsons! Haha. He must be real bored. Ok. This pic shows how much trouble the revolving gate bring to the students. Its really dumb.

So I'll wait upon You now
With my hands released to You
Where a little faith's enough
To see mountains lift and move
And I'll wait upon You now
Dedicated to Your will
To this Love that will remain
A love that never fails

i love this part of Second Chance's lyrics(:

Maths and history papers finally over! Most people would have finished their mid year by today BUT i still have china studies tomorrow-.- Just the very very few of us. Haha! And the worst part is that i have A LEVEL tomorrow!!! OK. i mean a level chinese oral):):): i'm like one of the first few students in singapore to take the oral. just because im in art class! Im like totally unprepared. And our chinese teacher didnt even go thru with us oral AT ALL before! I dont really know the format can. And i hate speaking in standard chinese. i cant communicate well in chinese because i have limited chinese words to use. haha. but well, not by my might but by His power! i might suddenly speak in tongues tmr! hahaha. joking(:

Maths paper is okay i guess. i prayed a short prayer before the paper and it helps. History is horrible. My brain was tired. I was just so tired that i almost dozed off halfway through the paper. Sleeping early did not help to keep me awake. I lost my momentum to study for chinese studies because everyone ended their paper! Cheryl was so happy just now as she can go out but Huishi, Jiamin and me have to sufferD: Just one more day! But still, i'm not really looking forward for exams to end because it ll mean that lessons are starting. HAI. Thinking of it makes me sick. haha. but well, i'm gonna conquer my JC life man!

Haha. it was funny how we were chatting just now and realised that jiamin, cheryl and myself have been watching da chang jing on channel u 6-7pm these few days! HAHA. we have to agree that the show is addictive. before june holidays, i was really disconnected from the tv world but ever since june holidays started, i'm back to my tv world. And now, its hard to get rid of this bad habit): it takes time and DISCIPLINE! i kind of miss my maid): Not because i have no one to bully or to order now, but because i need someone to accompany me at home. Parents are working and brother always out. Besides God, i have noone to talk to. However, i should count my blessings. i'm really a blessed child with great parents!:D i have been praying for my family every every day. They are going to be saved in hoGc one day! I see it happening. And not only them, but all the parents of youths in hoGc. it will definitely come to pass(:

i cant wait for sat and go to church! in fact, im going to church tmr for cafe duty!!!:D This weekend service is going to be amazing! Pastor Josh Kesley from CCC will be with us! He's really young and handsome. HAHA! But i'm sure his sermon is going to inspire us much.

Here I am, take me
As an offering
Here I am, every heartbeat
For your glory take me

The song that I have left
Is all I have of worth
I lay it at Your feet, Lord
It's less than You deserve
And though I've little strength
And though my days are few
You give Your life for me
So I will live my life for You

Like You spilled Your blood
I spill my heart as an offering to my King

Chinese paper ended!!! i dont know but it doesnt mean anything to me actually. i'm more worried about my history and maths. Throughout the THREE HOUR paper, i was feeling so cold and i needed the toilet badly! But they dont allow us to step out of the examination hall until 3 hr is over. totally insane! i was shivering and i could not focus on the paper. The paper was manageable though. I just pray that i did not make stupid careless mistakes.

Went airport with huishi after the paper. We wasted much time travelling. haha. We were supposed to study but we ended up talking for more than an hour. Thus, we did not study): So, we decided that we should go home and study instead. Oh yes, mr ng said something mean to me just now! He was teaching me some maths qns and he got pek ceh so he told me "now i know why you're a christian. because only God can stand you." and he gave me an evil smile. wha man!!! i shall be forgiving(: oh did i say, i have no paper until thursday! HAH. but its mugging time!D:

I happened to come across this song by City Harvest call Heart of a servant. Very very beautiful song. I think its quite a new song.



My Jesus my Lord
You're the love of my life
Wherever You go, i wanna be by Your side
No longer i, but Christ living in me
Serving You for all eternity

My eyes set on You
In this race that i run
No longer my ways, let Your will be done
Make me a servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross
I'll follow You

Was feeling sick for the past three days. Had fever, flu and cough D: Fungqi and i caught the fever at the same time. Its horrible! The fever comes and goes. But i've recovered and is able to jump and praise God during service just now! yay:D Service was great and Pastor How shared a great message with us. He was just so funny today. Haha. It feels good to be back in church again. i love my spiritual home!(: One more day and its my exam. Well well, i've not been studying much thanks to my sickness. I've wasted 3 days): But i do look forward to the new school term. Although i might see the person i dislike(or love undeservedly) and church people are not in my school, i've found my purpose of going to school and i thank God for it. Life is tough but its GREAT!:D

Nothing compares to this place where i can see You face to face

TODAY IS AN EXCITING DAY!!! hahaha! D5 is united and fun today:D:D:D especially at the airport. we were totally crazy, taking pictures everywhere, with people staring at us and us eating at the fountain. the whole image was just CUTE. yeah. thats us!(: we attracted lots of attention and we were super unglam throughout. then zhenghui was saying. eh you tpjc pioneer leh, how can behave liddat! hahaha! and i was thinking what if a tpjcian walked past and saw me behaving in such a way. and and!

WE WERE TOTALLY INSPIRED BY PASTOR JOAKIM DURING THE TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL SEMINAR!!!:D

the most exciting part of our night in airport is that we were discussing about working as a team to bring revivals to all the JCs in our cg. there are alr four JCs!!! TPJC! NYJC! MJC! TJC!!!! haha. as quoted by qianqian, "if we work together, imagine with me, one JC has 10 ppl added. then our cg will grow to 40 plus the pasir ris sec and the regulars, it will be around 80!!! WHAO! AMAZING RIGHT! so we are going to come together and pray together specifically for names we want to see them save! i love my d5!!! so the TP people then came together and talked about their future too. haha. then i told them eh TP TPJC must work as a team too! and TJ cos temasek poly. all the Ts work together! then NYP and NYJ. oh then MJ? since MnN so its MJ+NYJ+NYP. haha. and the rest of the sec schools work together(: yeah!!! the harvest is truly plentiful! use us, Lord!

Vanessa went to France today): there were many people sending her off. whao. and we sang one last ' i want it that way ' for her. But we failed to make her cry. haha. i believe she's touched lah. 2 years! thats really long. i ll miss her and especially her cute little brother lots! she called me potato jiejie! but FRANCE! my goodness! thats one of my dream places to visit with my future boyfriend(:(:(: hahaha! and i shall visit half moon bay! and yellow knife to see the northen light. soo sweeet!!! it will come to pass! hahahahaha! i really feel like flying! taking the plance and fly here fly there. but still, there's no other greater place than heart of God church in Singapore!!!:D

i love my life but more than that, i want to make others love their life too. pastor joakim's sermon really impacted me, especially the story of titanic's hero. i still cant catch his name. john something? but i'm gonna go research on him. he is a true testimony for God. i cant wait to step into school and make a diff in tpjc. the only thing i dread is napfa cos i have not been exercising! ahh!! but im so glad i went for school seminar. its a diff peijun the next term! my school my responsibility! i see a near revival..

but i pray for a change of heart towards her. i have to say that i have never disliked someone's attitude and behaviour so much before. God, please change my heart and use me to help her find You so her life will be changed. all i need is a bigger heart to love undeservedly. i know You put her in my school for a reason. it might be a test of my faith and love towards people. i will overcome it. i will triumph over all impossible circumstances, with God standing next to me.

D5 is having a mass conversation now!! haha.our nicks are cool.

! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! __________Pf is still Your's Truly
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! *~Nic罗~* (( ZoNe D )) A Glimpse Of Heaven.
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE -D)) JASMINE;
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) ❤.† chingHOON 2.0 Philippians 4:6-7 a life of SIGNIFICANCE
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) qianQIAN- #6085 altogether.
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! Fordster An Others Lifestyle
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) PEIJUN I'm carried in everlasting arms
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) VALERIE ; it's all about You

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace

i didnt want to blog but after seeing qq's blog, i decided that today is quite an interesting day to blog about! because its donut day! the donut song keeps ringing in my mind. Life without Jesus is like a donut like a donut like DONUT!

the day started when i woke up at 6am in the morning!!! on a sunday morning, thats really unusual. hahaha and its amazing how i was able to wake up at that time. and it was all worth it for BMT! haha the funny part was -We did not plan to meet each other before going to church except for fungqi, jasmine and me who did at tampines mrt. Yet, afterwhich, we saw valerie and annlynn. When we alighted at paya lebar, we saw gavin and qianqian! We were like on the same train! Then, we walked past the bread shop near the mrt station and we saw zhenghui in there buying bread. The whole scene was just so funny. i copied the whole chunk from qq blog. haha! but zhenghui was really funny!!! even typing this now, im laughing to myself. cos we were all running to church and zhenghui was slowly choosing her bread and buying, then she shouted "why you all running. its not late yet." HAHAHA. but we and some of the hoGc people are alr running. super comical. we reached at 745am ok!!! hahaha!!! AMAZING!

the whole BMT and service was great! from 8 till 5, i have been learning and receiving so much! PASTOR JOAKIM IS JUST SO POWERFUL LAH!!! i love the way he preaches. if only my friends and family were here): im sure many decisions had been made! i mean like, its so powerful! how can anyone not be touched! the presence of God was just so thick.

international donut day! have you gotten your donut!!! i ate half of pearlyn's donut. cos she gave it to me(: hahaha! she is my new friend! a very nice person and im so sure i saw her before on the bus. hahaha. ok. i gotta study. i have at least one thing on everyday next week. its time to plan my life. STUDYING FOR EXAMS -HIGH IMPORTANCE HIGH URGENCY

here's an edit : i just received jiamin's reply to our PW works and she's funny lah. i know she must be reading this now because she knows that i watched jap movie and cried! SO JIAMIN let me return you the kiss, MUAH! u gave me 3 but i think one is enough for you(: hahaha. yeah lets get A for PW!!! ITS NOT IMPOSSIBLE!



WENDY'S BIRTHDAY! all sec sch friends!:D




HOGC PRSS'07

i see a near revival
stirring as we pray and seek

today seems like a long day because i did lots of things. i went to study with huishi in the morning. she was there at 9 but i was still on bed at 9! haha. so i reached at 11-.- it was wendy's bd! so i met up with weiyin to go to jessica's hse for the bd bbq. manage to catch up with some of the old sec sch friends. there're 2 more gatherings next week. on mon, east coast park outing and on wed, bbq again. i doubt i ll be able to make it though. i really miss 4e6 lots!!!):

and here i am back at home using the computer, watching... korean and japanese shows! more and more! i think i'm going crazy. thats prob one of the reason why i hate june holi because i ll just keep watching sad emo korean or jap videos. hahaha. but i'm emotional not emo! because after watching these emo shows, i ll still be faith-filled, doing things with greater purpose! from tmr onwards, im going to start studying. YES STUDY. i love my lecture notes undeservedly.

PASTOR JOAKIM IS COMING ON DONUT SUNDAY!!! :D:D:D:D:D

i love my life!!!:D

there're just so many exciting things that have been happening since the june holiday started and none of them is about studying): although i had extra lessons the first week, i think i took nothing from those lectures. hahaha. bowling with jm, cheryl and huishi was fun. china studies test was bad): i had much fun in church and in zone d hangout! i slept well(: hahaha! except that it was really cold. BMT was fantastic. i learnt so much! i especially like the hour with God. its amazing. i love to dwell in His presence. new gen meeting was powerful! the most powerful thing is that we have at least one HoGc person in each and every JC in singapore!!! isnt that like WHAO! i think liane is powerful can! haha. take my school! God just placed the burden in my heart. often, i will think that most of the friends i have in tpjc are alr christians. who can i reach out to. but God spoke to me that there are MANY MANY more unsaved souls in tpjc. how can i overlook those souls. every one of them is precious to Him. i dontknow how am i supposed to reach out to these people but i know God will guide me. i just cant wait for school to start!!! because i have found my purpose of going to school!!!!!

Lord i come into Your presence
Here i stand in awesome reverence
Falling before the wonder of Your name
Humbly now Lord i surrender
This offering to You forever
Take all I am and use me Lord i pray

Make me what You want me to be
Teach me Your ways

I lay down my life before You
Throw down my crowns before You
Give up my all for Your name

My Saviour how i adore You
Healer my heart longs for You
Jesus You're worthy to be praised

Jesus You are Lord forever.

i finished watching this jap movie called sky of love/koizura at crunchyroll. and ITS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIE THAT I HAVE WATCHED!!! i cried like mad infront of the computer. i feel so dumb but i cant help it!): its such a sad sad show but yet a sweet and romantic show. it makes me daydream the whole day. until i see the stacks of paper on my study desk, it reminded me that im living in reality. I NEED TO STUDY. but oh well, its been a long time since i last indulged myself in korean or jap drama. im so satisfied now. but i cant get that movie out of my head. i just kept watching the mv again and again. if only studying is as addictive as k/jap dramas/movies... hahaha.




please watch that show if you havent(:
http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Sky_of_Love_-_Movie_-_Japan


i miss the ftms days! its the place where i first encountered Jesus, where i first had my follow up, where i first attended CG, where i first had my cafe duty, where i first had CO practice(and CO was not a ministry yet!), where i first met all the wonderful people in my life now. many memories were left there. it has been a great journey since those days. many people joined us, but there were some who left too. sometimes i think, how could they give up so easily when they have gone so far. For me, i want to continue building this church with my pastors and all the leaders. HoGc 2.0 :D