i want to blog because i have alot alot of things to say. jiamin said only people who have alot of things to say have blog. and thats true.

today was FUN! the dinner part was the funniest. we went to subway and the person at the counter was laughing at us. firstly because zhilin was talking and talking and she didnt give money to the person and he was waiting. she was busy talking to weiyin and me. the person then shifted the cashier price stand (dont know what is that called) and tried to hint her. it was super funny. and secondly, because i was asking everyone who was buying subway to chop the card where we can get free goodies after 9 stamps. denise started calling me aunty. hahaha. it's good to have hoGc ppl in subway. i was like asking everyone in the queue to help me get the stamp and i completed it! hahaha! free subway next week for weiyin and me!:D heart to heart today was great. lynette shared about the five languages of love. i have so many things to say later on. when i was doing cafe, i have a call from szemin. at first, i cant even recognise her voice. and i was asking, do i know you? haha. i found out after that that she was my mom's friend's daughter. and the amazing thing was! my mom actually asked her friend to ask her daughter to call me and to come my church. HAHA! my mom can ev. but she herself doesnt want to come): i was stunned. so i asked her to come tmr! exciting! service was the best part of the day. pastor preached about faith and i was really impacted by it. the most powerful part was when he shared about removing the stones in our life. the biggest stone in my life is definitely laziness. i need to get rid of it before i can see the miracle God has for me! faith is living life on the ATTACK!!! ATTACK H2 MATHS! ATTACK PW!!!
FAITH + HARD WORK = BREAKTHROUGH!

i have so many thoughts on my mind right now. i want to say that i really really love my life . its like what pastor said, although im busy, im tired, im stress, but i still love my life. i will NEVER exchange my life for others. and I LOVE HEART OF GOD CHURCH. i've seen alot of things recently and i feel so blessed to be in HoGc. i can never find any place i want to be in. i know there's just something diff about this church since the first day i stepped into this church. i want to be part of this generation who will give God their best years of their life. im so thankful for God to place me in this church. more than just a church, to me, hoGc is my second home where my spiritual family is. words will never be enough to show how thankful i am to be in this house of God. thus, only action can show it. i want to serve in this church all my life. alot of ppl always ask why do i spend so much time in church. i have so many works to do. but i know my piorities well. serving God and His people is my top piority. i admit sometimes i can feel so tired, but coming into His presence always refreshes me. and i love everything i am doing. i love my pastors, leaders and all my friends in hoGc. these are the people who have inspired me and who have helped me to grow so much spiritually. its amazing to see everyone growing in this church. through follow up, through getting started, through vbs, how can anyone not grow in this church. i'm sure not every church does that. thats why im feel so blessed to be in hoGc(: today zhilin shared her testimony. im sure it had impacted many lives. looking at how she was like in the past, she has definitely changed and grow so much in God. she showed me the card i wrote for her last Easter. i still remembered how discouraged i was when she told me she didnt even read her card until after Easter. but prayers and works always help. testimony is the best part of the service. i love to see how God has changed ppl's lives.

also, during heart to heart today, as i've mentioned, lynette shared about the five languages of love. people work is all about love. if you dont have the heart and cant love people, you cant do people work. i've learnt so much today and God spoke to me. people work is tiring. sometimes, we feel discouraged by it. sometimes, we feel so frustrated. right now, im feeling both of these. but its all because we see the burden to help these people. it wrecks my heart to see people not growing in God, to see people coming from broken family, to see people not living their life right, to see people having no purpose in life and to see people whom have never experienced love by the people around them before. and we want to bring them closer to God and to let them experience what we have experienced. however, noone gets save without anyone sharing and sowing into their life. i want to be responsible for their spiritual growth. but its really the 5 languages of love that will help us while getting these souls planted in church. be a real friend to them, not just friendly. love is the greatest thing God has given to us. love can touch people. sometimes, small gifts, spending quality time and words of encouragement can let someone feel loved. i dont want to be just somebody in one's life. i want to be someone who has showed them the true meaning of love, that is when we have Jesus Christ in our life. i just pray that i will have a heart after God, that whatever i do, is pleasing in His eyes. love others.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Livingstone

david livingstone(:

His story inspired me(:

"He took his final breaths while kneeling in prayer at his bedside."

i seriously hate maths so much now): i had been staring at the same qns since 6pm. of cos, i did other subj but now im back staring at the same qns again. i felt so discouraged by this qns. i think im going to fail my maths): well, what to do. the more i hate it, the more i need to love it undeservedly. i'm going to marry h2 maths. i need to do my maths assignment now. i believe that with Him, i'm strong to conquer and overcome any obstacles!

with You, i'm strong
with You, i'm free
to change the world
to be anything
my faith in everything
for nothing's impossible
with You who is living in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all
But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

cool right this pic!

look at whats behind us!

yay! me phoebe and jasmine:D

GIRLS!

jasmine and me!(:

phoebe and me(:

more girls!

we love swensen's!!! 08A02(:

us outside national lib!

the piano is so cool!

it was a tiring but fun day with 08a02! the funniest was when we wanted to go in the esplanade library to take pic but ended up got chase out by a librarian. we were so dumb. haha. we walked across all the bridges there. if im not wrong, there were 3 bridges? yeah. and we walked past vch. it brings back much memories. i miss those times when i would go there and watch performances. oh dear. i spent like $20 on food. horrible! but i enjoyed the dinner!:D prayer session tmr! it's gonna be awesome! EASTER DAY is coming!

i was in the clinic and my dad took a copy of Daily Bread to me. HAHA. so funny. and i was reading it and i happened to see this:

For God so loVed the world
....That He gAve
..........His onLy
.........begottEn
...............SoN
..................That whoever
......Believes In Him
.......Should Not perish,
....But have Everlasting life.

ISNT IT AMAZING! and it wrote that the best place to find love is not in another person but in a book, the Bible. God loves us like no one else ever could. AMEN!:D

the lovely people in my life. i've known them for like forever!:D

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i love HISTORY and im so glad im taking it. because history is His story!(: im looking forward to the topic on religious fundamentalism. i heard from daryl that we can see Bible prophecies come true! AWESOME! and also the establishment of israel as promised in the Bible. cool right!i hope i will have FUNFUNFUN in history! EASTER IS COMING!!! God has begun to drop names in my heart for the people He wants me to invite. Prayer and work will give me breakthrough!:D prayer alone wont help bcos noone will be inviting! similarly, asking people to come without praying wont help too! it will just be like asking them to join some cca or asking them to come for a party. i love easter! im sure all the backslidders and new friends will get impacted and experience His love. 1 John 4:9 says In this the love of God was manifested towards us that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through Him. Lets not forget all the great things He has done for us and more than just ourselves and God, lets spread His love to our family and friends. Pray hard for their salvations! End times bible study is awesome and im so blessed by it. From it, i also see the urgency to bring my family and friends to come to know Christ. we dont have much time left. let Your harvest in, Lord. i want to be prepared. At the end of my race, i want to say that i've fought the good fight, i've finished the race, i've kept the faith.

i was looking at my mom eating sweet potato. i suddenly miss the times in pasir ris sec and 4e6 when everyone used to call me potato. it was irritating then but i miss those times now. in tpjc, noone knows that im called potato. ok. im wierd. its not that i like to be called potato but in conclusion, i want to say that i miss 4e6!!! and all the nicknames we once had.

TODAY IS THE FIRST TIME I SIT AT MY DESK AND DO MY TUTORIALS! of cos i encountered problems, but at least it gives me a sense of satisfactory that i did my tutorials. and yes, I LOVE PE undeservedly.



this pic is so cool!!! mr ng wrote our names!:D

life is great! despite tutorials and lectures in jc, i still love my life because my life is not about me and myself only but its about living for God and His people. i want to lead a love driven life more than a purpose driven life! pastor preached a great sermon last weekend about how love is the beginnings and the end of everything. 1 corinthians 13: 2 states that And though i have the gift of prophesy, and understand all myseteries and all knowledge, and though i have all faith, so that i could remove mountains, but have not love, I AM NOTHING. Truly, if we have all the knowledge in this world but have not love, we are nothing. many people in this world often think that knowledge is powerful and that it can make you rich. but i just pray for a pure heart that can love others, even those who are unlovable. its difficult! its difficult to love someone who is so irritating and so arrogant, its difficult to love someone who never speaks praises of you, its difficult to love someone who mocks at your beliefs. its difficult to love someone who persecutes you. however, i think its even more difficult to bear grudges for years and to hate that someone. why hate when we can love. it doesnt require money to love. all it takes is a heart but yet, billions of people out in the world just cant love. everyday, people are killing, stealing, taking drugs. these are the people whose hearts are only filled with hatred because since young, they had never felt the love from the people around them. if we can fill them with the love of God, they will probably be living a better life. true love CAN make a difference in one's life. God's love has changed my life completely. i just want to be more like Him, want to love like Him.

met up with my pri sch's friends ytd night. weiwei, janice, siqi, shao chun, zx, richard and ryan were there. we had a great time talking about the past and the present. janice, zx and me are the only ones in jc. the rest scored well, but are going poly. with zx around, there was never a a moment of silence. haha. he was saying that he wore weiwei's blouse by mistake during p6! i can still remember it vividly and it was super comical! we talked about all the funny incidents that had happened. i really miss the times during pri school. life was so relax then. i wish i had a blog during p6, at least i can look back and read my pasts. everyone changed. some change for the better, some for the worse. but im glad to say that i've change for the better! hahaha! because of Jesus Christ in my life!:D

Live to Love to Live
Learn to Love to Learn
Lead to Love to Lead