beautiful moments(:

i hate e learning day!!! its horrible! i didnt even manage to study): and they are showing stairway to heaven now on channel u 6pm! the show that makes many cry... haha. i miss korean dramas... oh well... holiday faster come please!:D

E-LEARNING DAY

HAI!!! there are so many works to be done online and i hate it. i rather go school man!D: staying at home and staring at the com is boring. and zhenghui is pestering me to go tj to find her. if only i have a laptop, i will. but man, i need my com the whole day!

This week has been a great week!!! because sunday was my birthday!:D had an enjoyable time in church and pastor how's birthday celebration was humourous. they really can act! im sure jack neo will want them in his movies. hahaha. monday still feels like my birthday because people were still msging me birthday wishes and the prayer group celebrated my bd in the morning too. i didnt expect it man. but still, thanks to them! i think the best presents i received are the cards and letters, especially JM's one. HAHA. i didnt know you can write LONGGG letter! i was quite amazed by it. i love the card from d5. the good thing about cards and letters is that i can just read and read again and again(: perhaps maybe one of my languages of love is words of assurance so i love reading them. reading the cards never fail to make me smile(:

ytd was a fun day! had school blahblah and had cg at evening! ytd cg was poweful powerful!:D we just kept worshipping and just enjoying His presence. and oh! jasmine told me mon's prayer meeting was super powerful too even though she came halfway through the song!:D yay! it shall be like this every morning. im so hungry for more of Him every morning. thank You Lord for Your presence(: im so inspired to reach out to more souls! not satisfied with just one but i want more to come into His kingdom! its going to be easy if i pray and love people a little more... Pastor's sermon on self leadership of our will totally impacted me. a little more, a little further, a little longer... to move from good to great!:D nothing is impossible. Amen!

after cg, we hang out awhile in church and some of us went to eat supper! we actually decided it on monday night and wanted to go blk 85. but some of them stay far from there so we were deciding again and decided to eat zhu zhar tang near our church! at geylang-.- hahaha! so zhenghui, jasmine, jingfen, moo, carlo, nicholas and me headed off to geylang and we walked a really dangerous path! the girls were screaming or isit only jasmine and me. haha. the cars were driving past us and i can feel the wind. stupid carlo! led us to this dangerous path! we could have walked another safer path man! but we still enjoyed the laughters. finally we reached that place. its such a sinful place lah. my parents called and i was telling them i will tell them im in geylang. haahha. tsk! we ordered a little but we talked a lot and we were really noisy. but its fun! its usually at night when we get totally crazy. saying crazy stuffs. went home around 10plus. homw sweet home.

and now, i need to do e learning! i seriously rather go school! but there's supposed to be pe today so i should be thankful. haha. im still deciding whether i should go school tmr. i donwan do the muay thai thing and i want go back prss! and should i cut hair tmr? hmmm.....

You know that i love You
You know that i want to
know You so much more
more than i have before

These words are from my heart
These words are not made up
i will live for You
i am devoted to You

King of Majesty
i have one desire
just to be with you my Lord
just to be with you my Lord

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ANDPEIJUN!!!!:D

hahaha. i've lived on this year for like 16 years and im finally 17! it sounds really old): this is the 2nd year i'm celebrating my birthday knowing who my Creator is, the One who knows me even before i was born and the One who gives me a purpose in life. thank You Lord for finding me(: this year birthday will be the best one cos its on sunday and there's service today! i celebrated my bd last yr in church but its on a friday. this year, i'm going to celebrate my birthday under the presence of God. and there will be Pastor How birthday celebration later on! I'm so honoured that my birthday falls on the same month as my pastor's!:D hohoho.

I slept really early last night like at 11pm): i wanted to wake up at 12am to study and all these. however, i was only awaken by the dring sound of my phone. i was quite surprised that the first two msges were by cheryl chern and huishi! hahaha. their msges are so sweeeet can. so unlike them. hahaha just kidding! but i really thank God for them. they said that i make school great and enjoyable but without them, i dont think my school life will be fun too. thanks friends!(: after reading their msges, i went back to sleep and before i knew it, it was 7am in the morning and i looked at my handphone. there were 16 msges!!! i didnt expect it to be so much and after that, every 20-30mins, i received another one or two msg(: i didnt reply to all msges or else i ll be broke! so thanks so much people. all these msges make my day:D especially the msges from my pri school friends! shaochun, weiwei, siqi, zhangxiang, amelia... the people i have known for half of my life. love them so much!!!:D

going to church soon! bye!

This is a very cute mv of A1's ready or not. i loved them alot!!! miss them so much.


This is my favourite mv! i remember my brother and i always looked forward to this mv during the mtv show on sunday morning. miss those times!!!): i like ben! that center parting hair guy. haha.

i still enjoy my friday!:D

its been a long day out today from morning till now..and my eyes are tired): but still, its a great day so i shall blog and 10 yrs later, i ll still remember this day(: hahaha. thats my purpose of blogging.

the class celebrated the june to august birthday babies after econs lecture just now. hahaha. it was super funny. i didnt know they wanted to celebrate and was complaining that they took so long to take "teacher's day present". when mr ng came in, i was quite shocked. i thought we didnt want him to knw about it. he totally spoilt the whole surprise when he told jm "we should just buy a bao and put a candle on it and give it to her." so i know about the whole plan-.-hahaha. so they came in with the pink strawberry cake. and melvin said its mr ng who said i like strawberry cake and thought i dont like chocolate. i prefer chocolate cake okay! izza was thinking maybe its the strawberry pouch which im carrying that gives the wrong idea that i like strawberry. HAHA-.- the cake was full of cream!): haha.

after school, went for lunch with cheryl, huishi and jm at kfc. we wanted the 5.95 meal but i think the promotion ended alr): oh yeah, huishi and me still kept thinking of all those old pop songs and we sang it out. cheryl was irritated by us. i think mrs ting and the chinese teacher dont like us anymore): i used to like a1 so much!!! i love my childhood.. have been thinking about it since this morning. hahaha. life is good.

after the lunch, i went to jasmine's house with d50 people to bake bread for pastor how!:D sometimes i get really irritated by the lower sec people when i see them holding hands or flirting with each other, blasting their hp mp3 and talking loudly on the bus. however, when i see the group of pasir ris sec peoplein d50, choonkai godric all these people, i just feel that they are so different from those lower sec people i see outside. they might be young but dont despise their youth! they are always so willing to do big things for God and to love people in their school. they are just not your typical lower sec kids. im sure they will be great men and women in the future. seeing how they always make things seem fun make me smile. anyway, we had a great time at jasmine's house although i had to leave early. and jasmine is just another great woman. she actually stayed up late to prepare the dough!thats how heart of God church people are like, always willing to go the extra mile(: i thank God for this wonderful church and the wonderful people.

went to watch money no enough with my parents at century after that. its such a dumb show. although its quite funny, the show is too negative for me. haha. the end was happy but there were so much unhappiness throughout the show!): they showed the typical singaporean's life. its too pathetic man. the show puts me into lots of thoughts later. death is so scary. life is not just about living and dying. if thats the case, it ll be too pathetic! come on! there's so much more to life!!! when i grow up, i want to honour my parents and give them a good life!(:

i love this song!

every girl dreams of a beautiful marriage. hahaah.



Duriing gp lesson, jm,cheryl,huishi and me started talking about our plans for marriage, how we want our wedding to be and who are going to be the bridemaids for one another. its really a girls talk man. we really dream too much and i told them i want to hold my wedding on a cruise! hahaha. but then again, maybe not. haha. i want to watch northen light with my future boyfriend. haha. i watch too much dramas alr. its quite bad. jiamin did something really embarrassing just now! she wanted to tell bryan to be her best man but she said bride...groom!! HAHAAHA super paiseh lah!!! but its fun. we spent 45mins talking about all these stupid stuffs which might never come true. hahaha. all i want is just a guy who is faithful, serve God and love people, reaching out to the losts. i know God has a perfect plan for this(: i saw this picture while i was worshipping quite long ago. me and my husband in our room doing qt, lifing our hands and worshipping God together. isnt that picture cool!:) i know its a picture God has put in my heart. a Godly family:D

just now in school, jiamin, huishi and me started reminiscing throughout the whole chinese lesson. we talked about all the old songs we used to sing like A1, westlife, backstreet boy, boyzone, atomic kitten, blahblah! HAHAHA. and we liked britney spears until her "im a salve for you" album! LOL. and we started singing all or nothing by o town and if you come back by blue. hahaha. i remembered my brother and i used to watch this mtv show on sunday morning 10am. so we bought alot of english albums. until sec school, we started listening to chinese pop songs. and now, i totally lost touch with all the new songs. i still prefer old songs. they are more real. hahaha.

life is exciting and full of coincidence. but i would prefer to say that all these are part of God's plans. hahaha. yesterday, i was talking to zhangxiang and we were saying that we've known each other for 5 years. but i remembered he is my long lost neighbour! haha! no lah. just that i know him since pri 1 cos he stayed near my old house. and our maids always talk to each other!!! he doesnt remember. but he remembered there's a girl. hahaha. girls usuall have better memory. he asked why didnt i tell him all along but i didnt really think about it. now that i come to think of it, its quite amazing. cos we are now in the same group of pri sch friends. hahaha! and shaun is coming to my church this sunday! i totally forgotten how he looks like! its like 4 years since we last saw each other? hahaha(:

promos is coming! and im still enjoying school although it gets tiring at times. even when trouble comes and all else fades away, i ll still bring praise:D

some of my fav old songs:






and the amazing thing is that i've got all these albums! from westlife to a1 to mandymoore to m2m to avril lavigne to boyzone to atomic kitten to even destiny child!!! WHAHA. still got many more. waste money!):

baking bread for Pastor How tomorrow(:!!
and watching movie with parents tmr night!!!(:
this weekend is going to be exciting!:D

We bow our hearts
We bend our knees
Oh Spirit come make us humble
We turn our eyes
From evil things
Oh Lord we cast down our idols

So give us clean hands
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh God let this be a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob

PICTURES PICTURES AND MORE PICTURES!!!:D

I am a happy girl! School as been really great this week and jiamin and cheryl really love yesterday although i felt it was okayokay. hahaha. cheryl claimed that we treated each other nicely yesterday. only yesterday! haha. but with a great bunch of friends, how can jc life not be fun! thanks friends!(: CG just now was awesome! more and more souls will come into His kingdom! i'm looking forward to our church growth. all things are possible! amen!(: went to eat with zhenghui and chatted with her about school and everything. its always nice to have friends whom you can share with about your life and they'll always be there to listen(: i love my life because my Saviour is living in me!

Can't live a day without Your presence
Closer to You i wanna be

My soul cries out for more of You
My Lord my portion and hope
i close my eyes and feel You near
There's nobody else that can take Your place in my heart

these people brighten up my jc life(:

saturday!:D

Woke up early this morning and went to church for discipleship class!:D:D:D i learnt so so many things from dom during the class and was really blessed by the sharing. He shared with us about responsibility and expectations. yeah. there's a great price to greatness and that is responsibility. as we rise up, there are more responsibility to be taken and higher responsibility also means that people have higher expectations of us because they see us differently. they will expect more from us and the little things we do actually can affect and influence the people. what really impacted me was when dom shared about being blameless and being a role model to others. we have to keep our lives blameless to become an influential leader and also to meet the expectation of the people around us. i want to build up the substance in me and be more Christ like.but first, i need to take responsibility over my life, spirtually, physically and emotionally. dom also shared this, a great church does not only take responsibility of themselves but it takes responsibility for the nation; a great leader does not only take responsibility for himself but he takes responsibility for the lives of others(: i felt God speaking to me that i have to work on my heart and character. i want to blameless in my character. God sees everything i do in the darkness. God knows everything im thinking. He knows everything.


1 Timothy 3:2-7 (New King James Version)
2 A bishop then must be blameless, the husband of one wife, temperate, sober-minded, of good behavior, hospitable, able to teach; 3 not given to wine, not violent, not greedy for money,but gentle, not quarrelsome, not covetous; 4 one who rules his own house well, having his children in submission with all reverence 5 (for if a man does not know how to rule his own house, how will he take care of the church of God?); 6 not a novice, lest being puffed up with pride he fall into the same condemnation as the devil. 7 Moreover he must have a good testimony among those who are outside, lest he fall into reproach and the snare of the devil.

Went out with my parents after GS and spent time with them(: we ate at swensen's!!!:D Walked around and bought many things. my mom was asking if i want to buy a cross necklace!!! but i couldnt find the simple one i wanted. haha. i love my parents so much and i feel really blessed that i have such great parents. now, im just looking forward to the day where they will come to know Christ and accept Him into their lives. i desire for this to happen. pray pray pray!

its time to continue with my study rule. i still left 2 hrs for this week's): oh! and i heard i got A for maths test and 2nd in class!!! YAY! all glory to God! the truth is that i only tried 4 qns before the maths test... :X i really think God helped me through and increased my ability in maths. i didnt do well for the first math's test and mr ng used to pick on me in class. but ever since mid year, i have been doing okay in maths. thank You Lord. i want to continue to glorify You with my results. indeed, all things are possible with Him!

At the cross i bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done

didnt take many pics during FOP):

"Where i belong, where i keep my heart and soul, where we are one big family!"
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY:D

It has been a really tiring week): everyone is tired and emo. but we can still be hyper and crazy at times! i dont dislike school, just that sometimes, its really hard to be nice to some people especially the guys in my class): i've tried. and prayed for a change of heart in me.

today was national day eve and we had some bazaar thingy. anyway, my day started out bad cos i saw mr ng in the bus! HAHA. i was talking to huishi on the phone when i board the bus. i sat at the 3 people seats and guess what! i saw mr ng opposite me and i screamed AH! i felt so dumb. i didnt realise it was loud until he told me that. haha. then i talked on the phone with huishi and said loudly im so suay to see him. and he just laughed and stared at me. when we alight the bus, he told me that i embarrassed him by screaming and talking loudly in the bus. he said he heard my voice before he saw my face!!! oh my gosh. so mean. haha but i have to admit mr ng is the nicest, funniest, fun-loving and most caring teacher i've ever met in my entire life. although we love to make fun of him and he loves to make fun of me, he is really a nice person. during our bazaar today when some of us walked around the school to sell our food, he followed us and helped us! so nice right! he was telling me that he couldnt find my blog but im sure if he ever finds it, he ll be so touched to read this. haha.

during prayer meeting in the morning, we celebrated daryl ong's bd and my mom got the cake for me. i love my mom! not because she got the cake but because of who she is(: and the craziest part was when the guys tau pok daryl! whalao! and he made a really funny sound and althea told us it sounds wrong. HAHA. poor him. his face even got smash by the cake. i bet if there were girls there, they ll run forward to protect him. not that im not a girl, but im diff. hahaha! and i just heard girls talking about him in the toilet ytd. tsk. so sinful. and everyone in the prayer group calls me peggy now all thanks to althea and daryl ooi. i think im quitting school soon. hahaha. its so sad the j2s are having study break next week. althea wont be playing the guitar): huishi is even more sad.. i feel sad for her too. hahaha!

national day celeb was okay. i mean, how fun can it be. we sang along and screamed along. lalala. i still prefer where i belong and home. hahaha. red red red. everywhere, people were wearing red. we went to e hub to eat after that as a class. i really pity bryan because our class guys are so not happening. haii. went to church after that to study and for cafe. everything was good but i was reallllly tired....... and i have not completed my study ruleD:D:D: im so glad this week is over. i have not been sleeping well, kept thinking of my tutorials and tests and everything. test and test and next week i have history test. arab israeli conflict. i read and read the notes but just cant get it into my brain): im really terrified. promos is in 4 weeks time. help me....

i was just talking to zhilin just now and sharing some things from our hearts. im really thankful that God placed me in tpjc and met many nice people and great friends. i would not have survive in other jcs i guess. i read jiamin's blog and she put a picture of cheryl, huishi, me and her and wrote: people that are making a difference in my life. so sweeet!!! though sometimes we can be too straightforward and direct, we are just real to one another and that makes a genuine friendship. and for the school prayer group, my class and even for mr ng, i really thank God for them(: but more than that, thank You, Jesus, for letting me know You.

Beautiful...

All I once held dear, built my life upon,
All this world reveres and wars to own;
All I once thought gain I have counted loss,
Spent and worthless now compared to this.

Knowing You, Jesus, knowing You
There is no greater thing.
You're my all, You're the best,
You're my joy, my righteousness,
And I love You Lord.

Now my heart's desire is to know You more,
To be found in You and know as Yours,
To possess by faith what I could not earn
All surpassing gift of righteousness

Oh to know the power of Your risen life,
And to know You in Your sufferings;
To become like You in Your death, my Lord,
So with You to live and never die.

AHH how i wish i am at fop now. im stuck at home doing homeworks. i have 6 econs essays to complete and history essay outline and china studies essay and commentary plus studying for maths differentiation test on tues! give me a break!!! however, im not feeling stress at all. i kept thinking about fop and listening to the whole album of this is our God. all the songs are so nice nice! from the 1st song to track 16:D today is the last night of fop, it ll definitely end with a blast! oh welll.. i shall enjoy studying at home): pooor me.

Did cafe in church today because there was the cozycot shopping and i saw my dad's friend there! i made latte for them(: haha. i want holiday to come faster!!! FASTER!!!

There is Love
That came for us
Humbled to
A sinners cross
You broke my shame and sinfulness
You rose again victorious

Faithfulness
None can deny
Through the storm
And through the fire
There is truth that sets me free
Jesus Christ who lives in me

You are stronger
You are stronger
Sin is broken
You have saved me
It is written
Christ is risen
Jesus You are Lord of all

No beginning
And no end
You’re my hope and my defence
You came to seek and save the lost
You paid it all upon the cross

Let Your Name be lifted higher
Be lifted higher
Be lifted higher

Living rain
Pour again
Over my life over my land
Living rain
Wash my heart again

this song is so nice nice!!!:D i totally enjoyed FOP these 2 days and really hope i can go again tomorrow. BUT there's school on monday): sadded. im really blessed through these 2 services. i love the praise and worship! Parachute band and Reuben morgan and team were awesome awesome awesome! They brought down the presence of God. Pastor Mark Conner is powerful man! i was really impacted by his sermons especially today's. the way he preached somehow reminds me of pastor joakim! haha. he loves using analogy. I love his preachings. its so applicable to our spiritual lives. i want to mature in Christ! Maturity does not come with age but it comes with the acceptance of responsibility. i've learnt so so much today! i didnt regret going for FOP today!!! im really glad i went!!! REALLY REALLY. though my parents are unhappy and alot of hw are undone. im really happy because i've received so much from FOP!

Before FOP, d5 had cg and it was great. Faith without work is dead. faith + work = BREAKTHROUGH! i see God working in our cg. more souls will be added! lets have faith and work towards it!:D Met fungus and went to queensway for high tea with dominic, lynette, fifi and a few of zone d ppl. we had great fellowship and had much fun! haha. the siew mai thing is funny. its comical to see how everyone is reacting when they are really really full. fungus and me were late so we didnt eat as much as them(: hahaha! i was really late after the outing and was hesitating whether i should go fop cos none of them there were going too. in fact, they were going dom's house.But i just felt so strongly that God is telling me to go for fop and thank God i obeyed(: i hate the going hme part though. but we still enjoy ourselves! the taxi uncle is nice. thank You Lord for everything today!:D

its time to go back to study rule ):

Come back
Back to your first love
Back to the cross

"Hi! Welcome to FOP! This way please!"

Today is an exciting day! Firstly, i reached school at around 620 in the morning and there were very few people! maybe only jasmine was there before me. hahaha. i went so early because i wanted to do my gp compre. its a long story how i lost the worksheet and couldnt do the previous night. sian! national day is coming so our school plays the national day song after 7am everyday-.- it is IRRITATING okay! Why? because its the time our prayer group always have worship and the speaker in the classroom will blast 'shine for singapore lalalalala' oh my gosh. its so much louder than us. so today, some of them tried climbing up to the speaker and use althea's jacket to cover. . they were so spastic! hahaha. they seem to have fun climbing up and kept laughing. in the end, daryl ooi went to the go to ask them to lower the volume. HAHAHA. super funny morning. thank God joash didnt come in when we were singing He is Lord cos that song is really high and i can imagine how he's going to sing. glorified is real low. i was just thinking about the prayer group and i think its really part of God's wonderful plan. we might come from diff classes, diff churches and diff spiritual levels but yet, we are bonded closely with Christ. i think its really nice(:

School is great except i was worrying about finishing my gp compre and AQ. huishi's voice is high-pitched today. hahaha. and during chinese lesson, we were singing jay chou's song. then i sang "就是开不了口让他知道..." huishi became emo! hahaha. i explained to her what the song means and she said it fits perfectly into her feelings. HAHA. exaggerating. then we walked out of class and saw her eye candy, then we sang "就是开不了口让他知道..." its super funny that i couldnt explain it. the song was stuck in my mind for a long time until i went back home.

FOP was EXCITING and it was fantastic:D especially when so many hoGc people are ushering together these 3 days. it was quite a challenge for me since its the FIRST time im ushering and its in the indoor stadium with 12000 people. however, i felt that the whole event was successful. though i met some unreasonable people(maybe not unreasonable but just rude), i still enjoyed ushering and smiling to the people. some were nice and responded, others just totally ignored you. one day, hoGc is going grow to as big as the indoor stadium. then we ll need maybe 200 ushers. hahaha. exciting! Pastor How is just so powerful and impactful. He is my pastor and i love him! Charleston is amazing! He's only 21 yrs old and leading 12000 people in prayer. He's my role model. The order of service was just like ours on weekends.it feels like home(: and we had parachute band! our church is just so close to them! those who missed friday's fop miss the best part of fop man! haha. ok lah. but tmr might be better. i want to go fop! but study rule...): i love all the songs we sang especially salvation is here! it was one of my fav songs but its been a long time since i listened to it! Saviour King too..

reached home at 1 plus cos we went for supper. and there was no more buses left ): so benedict and me took cab home. i had fun today but most of all, i was touched by the presence of God. i treasure every moment in His presence(:

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for Your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love You Lord, we worship You
You are our God, You alone are good
You asked Your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love You Lord, I worship You
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior King