let the pictures do the talking:

hello everyone! im back to blogging again! this holiday has just been awesome despite the business. so many things happen within these two months and i am just so blessed throughout these holiday. 2008 has been great. stepping into new schools, getting to know new people, conquering promos and just growing and growing. it has definitely be an awesome year and also for hoGc:D i know 2009 is gonna be even better. but somehow, im not really looking forward to it:( but with God, i shall conquer it. yes man! school is reopening..i have mixed feelings about it. on one hand, i know there's much stress coming and i hate studying like seriously.also, im beginning to imagine the torturous pe lessons we're gonna have. jc life isnt nice. on the other hand, im excited! like what jm said in her blog, i really miss hanging out with you girls! haha. and i miss talking nonsense with huishi and eating alot alot with her. i miss those funs we had. and the thing im looking most forward to is the harvest in school. school is really the best place u can reach out t more people! the harvest is plentiful! more people are gonna join jasmine and me! jessica is gonna grow to another level! im excited!

i just came back from bintan trip with my family and dad's friends and some relatives. and guess what, im having a diarrheoa now :S must be the dirty food there. everyone is just asking about my trip. so here is my post on my trip...... :( whao. my bro and i were really disapponinted on the first days when we found out we were going to stay at kelong. we thought it was a resort. rah. so throughout the 3 days. my bro and i kept complaning and whining. i almost died there. we lived on water for 3 days and the toilet is disgusting to the max. super... i shall not elaborate on it. but well.. its nice to get away from the busy urban life and see the nature. the scenery is nice there:) and the people are really nice. somehow, my heart goes out to them.. i dontknow how they can stand living this kind of life. the worst was at the villages and everything.its super... yucky. i really see sth we can never see in singapore. many thoughts ran through my mind throughout the trip. i think God really puts me in this trip for a reason. im glad to say that i survived! LOL. amazing. dogs and cats everywhere. mosquitos, lizards and even rats can be seen okay. im not joking. the last night, i was sleeping with my mom in the room and a bee just flew in. we covered ourself with blankets:S felt so dumb.even my mom was afraid. haha. in the end, my dad was the hero and rescued us. he killed the bee!:D haha. but i coudlnt sleep the whole night. kept thinking there were more bees or rats in my room! HAHA. but i survived!:D when i toldd people my story or rather my adventure in bintan, everyone was just laughing at me. zhilin was saying i go there for war, not holiday. sounds quite true. haha. but my bro is one irritating person. he talked AT me for 1 and half hr on the ferry to bintan. non stop! and so i couldnt sleep. and he kept making fun of people and im amused by all the jokes he made. felt so bad now:( i shall say i bond with my bro alot during this trip. he kept using the word "bond". i know he sees my blog but well.. he is really anooying sometimes. but funny. haha. i shall end talking about my trip. my stomach still hurts... D: and i will never go bintan again. first and last time! but i thank God for this trip. got some insights.

today had new gens meeting and went to watch twilight with joey,val,dom,ryan yap and a few zone f people. i didnt realy like the show. cos we sat at 2nd row-.- my neck hurts after that. and. i dont think i want a vampire for boyfriend. robot sounds better. haha. joey is such a nice guy lah. he is really sweet as a guy. always caring for people and helping others. its great he is back again:D God found him when he was lost:) christmas service was just awesome! was really glad that yishuen came back too. what he said after that really touched my heart. i guess thats what i really live for. to see lives being touched by God.

anyway, i suddenly miss so many people so much... people like althea, jm, huishi, cheryl and even zhenghui who is in kl now. i think im really blessed to have so many great friends around me!:D and the thought of j2 is pulling me down:( i haven started studying and everyone kept reminding me abuot it especially melvin goh. i told him i want to quit jc so not studying. haha. and he was saying that he will have peace next year.whalao. but still, he asked me dont quit cos cant see people go toilet anymore. whalao. i kind of miss mr ng too... hahaha. ookay. one more week. im gonna chiong everything! by faith, i will do well for my tests:D

i miss hanging out with you girls:)

Man.. i really think i lead an exciting life:D hahaha. but im just chiong-ing too much. i guess i really have to slow down sometimes and enjoy the scenery of life. haha. cool...

D5 and D50 is just a hungry ceg man. everyone is loving frogs now!!! hahaha. cool. Today was jessica's birthday and yiwen, jasmiine, qian and me went to surprise her. haha i shall not elaborate on it cos im tired to now. haha. but i really love surprises and i love to surprise ppl cos i just feel really happy seeing people surprised and touched. its a good feeling:) after that i chiong-ed down to church for CO and after CO, had a D5 ceg leaders prayer and worship session. it was great. Felt as though i lifted everything to God. Sometimes, things dont go as smoothly as we hope for and we feel weary and discouraged at times but God is just always there to catch us when we fall. i live to please my God and not people:) discouragement is the platform for strength :D when we are weak, He is strong. yay! i love my God. i cant imagine how my life would be without Him:) after the session, 11 of us went down for frog legs and jieru brought us to the place in geylang! whao! geylang -.- hahaha. the only good thing abut that place is that there're many good food! im so going to bring my parents back there for frog legs! its yummmmy!:D hahaha. we all kept wanting more. on the way on bus, we were just so noisy as usual and everyone just started to complain how high pitch my voice isD: i didnt want it that way.. God made it that way. hahaha. but i still thank God for my high pitch voice! haha. i shall use it properly so it will not sound irritating... hahaha!

Ytd was another day full of surprises! early morning, jingfen woke me up cos she was staying at my place. woah! she's really a disciplined person who wakes up on time man. while me... i just want to sleep and sleep forever. haha. we then went down to surprise jocelyn with zi xin zao chan!!! hahaha!! jocelyn is such a funny girl man.. she said us lame!!! how could you jocelyn! hahaha. but our ai xin zhao chan brighten your day yeah? hahhaa. then we met nicholas for breakfast at the round market. ate my fav wanton mee!:D after that, i went down to meet val and zh and surprise wilfrid with some stuffs to encourage hiim for his birthday:D hahaha. and after that had cafe in church. some of them just stood around cafe area and chatted with zhilin and me throughout. and they were really fascinated by cafe stuffs. and godric and choongkai want to join cafe! LOL! and godric is the funniest man. he actually went inside and tried to learn and help up. whao. confirm get in cafe alr. hahaha.

im looking forward to candy weekend!!! its gonna be great. oh its just a few hours later. haha. and next week gonna be another long week! there's AMT on tues to wed. and more surprises have yet to come! haha. well.. im tired now. its time to sleep. i hope i wont dream of frogs -.-

hahaha. a few of us are at skype now and going crazy soon. jingfen,nic,carlo and me are like talking. haha. and we saw a bug in my room just now. :( jingfen is staying over at my house:D and we are going to surprise jocelyn later:D exciting:D haha and after that breakfast with a few of them:D woohoo. they better wake up man..

anyway, today was a messy day. haha. long story and im lazy to talk about it. haha. i saw joash aka simpsons on the way to pasir ris! LOL. i immedialtely msged huishi! hahaha. and she confessed that she misses him! :x hahaha. funny woman. well, ii miss the j2s too D: i used to be quite close to some of them but things change.. haha. well well, i wonder what next yr is gonna be like :( i hope it ll be a good year. huishi is sad... :( im sad for her. haha. and i saw benny after that at pasir ris mrt! whaoo!!! my sec 1 friend! hahaha. he change alot man. he did... omgosh. i still remember how he was liked last time. haha. i miss those sec 1 days man.. hahaha.

studied at whitesand mac with qianqian, zheng, grace and siew chi. then went simei with qq to find shiyun and bought bubble tea and went qiyun's hse and bought bubble tea for her too:D haha. qiyun misses us lots lah:) hahaha.. i miss those sec 4 days.. hahaha. and we chatted awhile in her house:D hahaha.

after that, i went toa payoh to meet jingfen and supposed to find jocelyn. but it was a long story. haha in the end we ended up in tampines! and jingfen suggested coming my house to type report cos we had to send in by 1159!!! so she ended up at my hse and then decided to stay over cos its late. hahaha. and we're still awake now... tired... i dont want to type anymore. haha. NICHOLAS! I WANT PICTURES FROM STRIKE IT WEEKEND!!! YOU DID TAKE PICTURES! :)

The cross i see
Your blood redeem
My imperfections
Your hands divine
Come shape this heart of mine

i have so many things to blog about but i dontknow where to start.....

Had a great day hanging out with my cousins on sunday. haha. we always hang out together after some celebration with the adults. We ate good food at suntec and played basketball in the arcade. haha. they never fail to make me laugh lah. especially when weiwei and kaikai come together. two jokers. and the funniest thing was that both of those two guys were wearing yellow and ling and me were wearing green! -.- oh ya, we went barang barang too. haha. we have to meet up soon again man!!!:D yes, the next outing we have will be to play basketball and swim and karaoke at weiwei's house. haha. i miss my cousins now:( and the saddest thing is that we cant go bintan togetherD: RAH. the adults... hai! haha.. but i love my parents. they are the best lah!

Ytd was zone D outing! like finally!:D haha. we were supposed to swim and run at jurong east but in the end, we only swam. And many things happened lah. haha. it was funny. I was wet inside out after that. haha. and some of us stood at the hand dryer area and tried to dry ourselves inside out. haha. look super dumb and people walked past the toilet were just staring at us. haha. we're like some despo people. desparate for the dryer. Had dinner and watched beverley hills chihuahua together:D it was fun. haha. the movie makes me laugh even after it ended. haha. i think its quite a good movie. there's meaning to it unlike hsm -.- haha. the dogs are so adorable! haha. whaoo.. friendship and love story of dogs. yes, i think its a good movie! haha:) i changed my opinion about that movie after watching it. haha. so you should watch it too:) we had much laughter. on our way back at boon lay mrt, we saw vincent bai! WHAO. it must have been God's plan. haha. even on the other side of singapore, we still see him!and he actually missed the zone outing -.- TSKTSK. haha. but he met us! amazing. haha. so we travelled back together to the other side, journey to the east:) and we really made much noise on the train. reached hme at 12plus am..

Today was supposed to be a study day for me. but... i failed D:D:D: dont ask me about it. haha. but i still love today. I had lunch with my mom at cafe cartel:D and my mom took alot of breads. haha. adults are funny. arent they. haha i love my mom. she always give me the best. i told her that i ll bring her to ritz carlton for dinner when im older:) haha. yes, i will! hahaha. after that, met zhenghui and we were supposed to study. however, we ended up talking alot. haha but girl! i have much fun talking to you. we laughed alot right? haha. really miss those time when we ll just mug together and talk about many many stuffs. haha. but she had to leave to church at 4:( so i decided to be smart and go tamp lib alone. -.- i felt dumb after that becase it rained heavily. really heavily. haha. i slacked in the lib. yes, i slacked, not studied. i tried reading econs but nothing just goes into my head. i've lost the momentum to study D:D:D: all the best to me man... haha. i need to get back the momentum!!! :D can one lah. haha. yes peijun! can one! im tired now.. haha.

this week is gonna be another busy week.. but im excited! i have 3 outings tmr:D haha. awesome! all 3 are at pasir ris:D haha. and frog legs with nicholas on friday and im gonna ask more people to join us. jiamin and cheryl just called me not long ago and told me they're at airport :x haha. i forgotten that the are leaving for japan today. haha. tsktsk. what a good friend i am. but i suddenly miss schooliing.. those tiimes we had. i hope next yr will be even better. well... more stress maybe. haha

have just been reflectiing alot these 3 days. i guess there're much more things i can do and build on. its about being blameless! yes thats the word God spoke to me on sunday. i thank God for al the people around me. Really. i thank God for you. YES, YOU! :D