Hello.

Sports day today was quite fun except for the hot weather! we took many photos!:D i seriously cant stand the guys in our class. the one thing i dislike about my class is definitely that bunch of guys. HAHA. im so mean. but i bet the girls will agree with that.
Prayer group gathering at joash's house was fantastic(: it's always nice to be hanging out with God's lovely people. we met at tamp inter and i saw my parents on the bus we were taking. hahaha! they were quite shocked to see a big group of people. ok. so joash is rich. stay at some ulu places. haha. the pictures of him when he was younger was super comical! hahaha. we watched passion of the Christ and this is like my 4th time watching it so i prepared my heart before it. worship session was great especially since it was after watching passion. although althea could not make it): , daniel managed to learn fast!! hahaha. it must be by the power of God.

i'm so worried for my studies. i'm really afraid i wont be able to do well for my exams that are coming soon. mr gay is always not in school. i seriously have no confidence in history and china studies): i have lots of cafe duties this month. i would rather have more in april because all of my major exams fall on may and june. oh well, i guess the solution now is to plan plan plan and of cos to rely on His strength. i need to increase in wisdom wisdom wisdom! Lord, help me to expand my capacity. There's just so many things to be done yet little time to complete. PW alone can kill me.

So i yearn for You
Long to see You move
Lord i lift my hands before my King and pray

CRAZY WOMEN


we are so adorable right!

we love mooooo!




i think this pic is cute. hahaha. foreground and background

there's a bear on my head!

act cute!



they are my spiritual family and i love them loads!

Nick finally uploaded the pics and edited + photoshop them. these are just a few of them. and he said my face is clear and there's no need to touch up! WHHAHA.

tmr is sports day = no lessons!!! YAY. there's prayer grp gathering tmr at joash's hse. YAY. AI conference frm thursday to friday. YAY. building fund pledge day on sat. YAY. YAYYAYAYAYY!!!! i love my life! but i hate GP. today's test was horrible. i think the most i can score is 9 and the least i can score is 0. seriously. when we were walking out of the audi, i heard a guy saying " i felt like a china person throughout the 1 1/2 hr " HAHA i think its super duper funny cannnn!!! its okay. its my first test. ben n jerry givng out free cones! oh man, i want it so badly but school ended at 7pm. stupid GP test. i just dont feel like doing anything right now. let me rest for a night can? i heard the answer : cannot.

You are my strength when i am weak.

school is great! during one of the long breaks today, i had a short worship with althea and jasmine. Joanne joined us too! haha. i love althea playing the guitar! she knows how to play come holy spirit when i just sang the melody. she's zai lah. hahaha. wellwellwell, i really have to thank God for my h2 maths. it's defintely by God's grace i didnt get single digit score. i only studied for like 2 hours can! and many people scored single digit. i'm not saying that i'm smart or what but all the glory goes to Him. but i cannot be satisfied!!! i need to work even harder!!! so that mr ng will stop complaining to my parents. haha.

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You’re the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

we sang this during prayer meeting in the morning and i love the lyrics. every single word...
please send me this song if you have it!!!

more pics still with nick. he's editing them. he rocks lah!

ACT CUTE WEEKEND!:D hahaha! zone d special event this weekend and we all had to act cute. ahya. for me, i dont have to do anything and i'm alr cute lah. some ppl said that too okie(: HAHA. ok. but i tied two ponytails today lah. ahahaha. and my bro who took the same train as me was laughing at me throughout. this week sermon was just powerful! we reap what we sow. i always heard this phrase but now i know how to apply it into my life. heart to heart ytd was AWW so fantastic can. the presence of God was so strong and i cried and cried. dominic shared the story on the bible about the podigral son.
[22] "But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. [23] Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. [24] For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.
isn't it touching. that sometimes no matter how far we can drift away from God, God is always waiting for us to come back to Him and then, He will bring us back into His arms again. i commit myself that i will carry His presence with me wherever i go. i will never be too tired to stop praying or to stop worshipping.
i'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it.

if You can use anything wont You use me
Take me and break me
And mould me and make me
You died for me so i'm living for You

pictures for the act cute weekend will be up once nick edited them! hahaha!

i love school!:D

we love taking pics in the toilet(:


she just cant open her eyes when taking pic!

on the way to collect newspaper(:

stacks and stacks of newspaper


we seem so happy!

slacking at the playground while some are looking for the lost cat.

the human chain! HAHA.

happy birthday! look at cheryl's tooot face. haha!

i love this pic!


during interact!

and i was bored to tears!

we love to twist!




all the pics were stolen from cheryl's blog(:

COFFEE IS USELESS FOR ME. i drank nescafe in the noon, hoping i could stay awake but it cheated my feeling. my head dropped back during hist lecture and i suddeny woke up. i am so deprived of sleep. tests and tests. but really have to thank God for today's test. i only studied for 3 hrs plus but i managed to answer everything though i dont know how to do qns 2. oh well, its time to sleep and i shall wake up at 4 to study! there are so many ppl's birthday today! pastor lia's birthday is today! serena and joash birthdays are today too! so cool! about 4 more months to my bd! i'm getting older):




my eyes look tired and nick photoshop this! my complexion looks nice!(: ok. IT IS NICE! even without photoshop.

i think i'm really blessed to have so many great friends around me. i should not take them for granted. thats a lesson i learnt from my PI too. never take the people around me for granted(: thank God for them.

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

we sang this during 2006 christmas. when i was christian less than a month. and i cried under the presence of God for the 2nd or 3rd time. the lyrics touched my heart... what more could i say.

IM TIRED. both physically and mentally. had newspaper collection this morning and missed heart to heart. OH MAN): but newspaper collection was pretty fun actually. i thought we were quite efficient. the human chain was the funniest lah. hahaha. went home to change after that and went to church! stepping into church is just whao. i felt so refreshed and happy! combined service today was fantastic!(: praise and worship with all my fav songs! and i mean ALL! hahaha. hold me close, nothing's impossible, heart of worship and many more. fungqi shared her testimony today and it was great! she spoke really well. reminded me of the time i shared. i remembered that i was SUPER nervous and kept praying. but when i stood on the stage, i was not afraid at all! everyone was smiling and responded. if there will be a 2nd chance i can share testimony again, i ll definitely be much more confident! hahaha. and like what ian said, my pictures appeared lots of time on the screen today! first was pasir ris sec girls. that was like super long ago's one. my hair was un-rebonded. haha. second was the photo a few of us took ytd. it was to illustrate how every 10 ppl we bring to church, 4 will be saved. SUPER UNGLAM! haha. moo and me were like laughing at our faces. since we were among the four, we had to smile like angel and had a hallow above our head! third picture was when fungqi was sharing her testimony. hahaha. photoshop is sooo cool!!:D i love hoGc! pastor shared about our progress report! and we are having a revival! he told us that any church with 15-30% growth is healthy. but our church has more than 30% growth!! REVIVAL!

i'm so busy nowadays. i need to plan and live my life. there're just soooo many things i have to do. "be faithful to the little things," He said. details determine destiny.

i'll bring You more than a song

You search much deeper within
through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

i'm coming back to the heart of worship
when its all about You
and its all about You Jesus
i'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
and its all about You
its all about You Jesus.

tears just rolled down my cheeks whenever i worship Him with this song.
i'm coming back to the heart of worship...

i was looking at random files in my com and i came across this, a testimony i wrote last june:

Before I became a Christian, I led a normal life. I have a wonderful family and have many friends around me. However, I did not have any purpose in life and often look at the past wonderful memories.

When Valerie started inviting me to church on October 2006, I did not immediately agree to it. I had gone to my friend’s church before and found it boring. This leaves me a bad impression of church. At last, my mother asked me to go out as I was idling at home. And I agreed to go at the last minute reluctantly. I thought there was a special party in the church and even asked Valerie if there were food.

As I stepped into Heart of God church, I was truly amazed by the loud music and colorful lights. It’s so different from what I thought. I thought that there would be many old people and the church will have a big cross in front. The people there were so friendly! During praise and worship, everyone was jumping crazily that the floor was shaking. Many thoughts flooded my mind. I did not know why this people were so crazy. But at least I knew that God was real that many people are willing to sacrifice their weekends to come for church services. My opinion of church also changed.

Just like many people, I did not immediately accept Jesus into my life although I was interested in coming back to church. As I come from a non Christian background, I knew that my parents would definitely not allow me to go to church. I did not want to cause many troubles in my family as I love my parents a lot. Therefore, I will always put plans on Saturdays so that I will have excuses for not going to church. But God never gives up on me. I had signed up for SOW guitar on my first visit and I was to go back to church for lessons!

Soon, there was the Vacation Bible School which I have signed up for. On the first day of VBS was the first time I truly felt God’s presence. I started crying and hunger more for God. I accepted Jesus into my life that day. It was no easy being a believer especially when I come from a non Christian family, my parents were unhappy at first. But going to church has changed me to a better person and my parents have seen my change. I started spending times with my family and started to obey them more. Often, I would share with them the gospels and planted seeds in their heart. I have also learnt a lot from Pastors and I knew that it is important to spent time with my family. Now, my family is even interested in the reason why I am attending church! I knew that God was at work.

Furthermore, I have ever since stepped out of my comfort zone. I used to be a girl with low self esteem but now I have became a more confident girl because I know that God will always be there to guide me. Even during the darkest days, I smile. I also know that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. There’s always peace and joy in my heart now.

I thank God for noticing me and giving me a purpose in life. I also thank him for letting me have this relationship with Him. I believed that God will begin to touch my family just like how He has touched me.

- 18june2007

WHAO. hahaha. this was the testimony i wrote and sent to jieru LAST JUNE. that time, vivien was still here and i remembered us sharing with each other): i was so happy after reading it! it's a little different from the VBS testimony i shared in church last dec. i have seen God working in every area of my life all these times. He has definitely changed me to be a better person and i have seen myself growing so much in Him. He has given me His best, and i ll give Him my best too(:

You never fail to amaze me with Your love(:

Building dreams

oh dear. i miss korean drama SO SO SO much!!! i used to be so addicted to it but its been donkey years since i last watched a korean drama!): ahhhh!!!!!):):):

busy busy week. but i still love my life(: yesterday had co meeting and worship session after that with lynette. it was awesome. alot of things have been going through my mind nowadays. i felt discouraged that i have not been putting much efforts in my studies and my friends, especially the non christians, are doing alot better than me. i was supposed to be a good testimony but hey, i do not have as much time as they have. but im so glad to say that i have a greater purpose in life. God spoke to me during the worship session that i do not have to worry so much about my studies. as much as i want to be a good testimony in school, i also want to spend most of my time serving Him and His people. many people questioned about why am i always going to church instead of studying. they will never understand it. i would rather see lives getting changed than to see As in my report card. my life is definitely not just about studying although thats important. since He has given me His best, i will give Him my best too. i will have faith and surrender my all to Him.

i fell down in school today): the stupid stairs near the hall is the worst design in the school. its so not cool at all. im sure im not the first one who had fell there. thank God i managed to react in time to protect my head from hitting the ground although i hit the side of my head. it still hurts as i rub it now. i pray there's no internal injury. my beautiful leg has a scar now! hai.. i should have opened my eyes bigger. but still, i thank God i did not roll down the stairs.

i have to do my hw now. LIVE MY LIFE!

'love undeservedly' are the two words that come to my mind when i see her. i pray that God will show me how to love undeservedly. i donwant to hide my hatred behind a false front of kindness. Rather, i want to love sincerely with the love of Christ.

you may be richer than me, may be smarter than me, but i have my God who is more powerful than anything else in this world!

create in me a new heart,
a heart thats after You

i was just chatting with my cousin-xinyi about how horrible pw is. and i just suddenly came out with a great idea!!! i can do about an overweight person going on a journey of dieting. so cool and unique right!!!!! nobody would ever thought of that! but the problem is. WHO is the person? i went to google it and the results came out diet tips. hello? i dont need all these tips. haha. well, i ll just stick to the person i am doing now and i shall not reveal it. haha. cos its common lah!):

attack GP!!!!

i thank God for placing me in tpjc and for all the people i have known there(: i am going to make full use of the 2 years in that school. and i am NOT going to retain.

cheryl and me were bored during maths lecture and mr ng caught us taking pictures!

Lord, You catch me when i'm falling

i failed my previous two econs test): what a bad testimony i am. it's time i start being serious about my studies. i enjoy school too much that i am becoming less disciplined. zhenghui and me are facing the same problems. i need to study with her more! pw is driving me crazy. i realised that i'm such an unimaginative person because i couldnt come up with any creative proposal! now i know why so many people hate pw.

removing the stone of laziness away.

You are my God,
closer to me than the air that i breathe