what a glorious day
what a glorious way
that You have saved me!

:)

Prelims results are horrifying. Its time to work hard this last lap. Honestly, im feeling so much fear. What if i cant get into a local uni. It might be the end of the world. But i surrender all to God. His promises never fail. And no matter what it is, He'll have a great plan for me. I need to put in more hard work! Faith and hard work bring success! Speak faith!

Let Your will be done, Lord :)

Pastor Jamaal preached a great sermon this afternoon and the team from CCC was just amazing! Totally love their dance and praising and worshipping with them was just a privilege :) What an exciting weekend :) Heart of God church is just amazing. As pastor went through the report card, i was just so moved and touched by all the great things that God is doing in our church. For greater things have yet to come.. :D 2010 will be a GREAT year :)

Just saw a lyrics of "if i were a boy" by Beyonce. The lyrics is really cool.
and it says,
"It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong"

"You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed"

It makes me realise how people tend to take their closest friends for granted sometimes. Maybe because they are always there, you never really think of what will happen if one day, they just disappear.. I dont want to have any regrets in my life yet, i dont want to face disappointments from people. Like what pastor jamaal said, the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointments. That sentence just hit me. Trust doesnt come easy but people take trust for granted. Its time to do some reflections.

Still excited for the future.. :)

I have to blog this! I read this at cheryl chern's blog.

"To cut the story short, I dreamt that Hitler was holding us captive at my previous home. And he found out that we were arming ourselves with penknives (mine was a green one that I stuffed into my jeans). I stabbed him. and we ran and he gave chase. All the way to the first floor. OK, in the end, he was supposed to be dead. But when we were watching the news, I realised that he was being interviewed and he told my father to beware!"

This is really funny. haha. i hope i dream of... i dont know. haha. just not Osama or Hezbollah and all those fundamentalist groups. hahaha. okay.. This shows that i have not really started studying for cold war!!! All that is on my mind is only from the theme of religious fundamentalism. OH MAN. i shall start soon :)

Life is good, life is great! Studying can be fun too. I am proud to say, i have not broken down because of studying so far. haha. I think i have become a strong girl! I just hope i will not crash when my results come out :( I need to work harder, need to sacrifice more... while others have more time to study, its not an excuse for me to do badly in school. A change of mindset is needed here!

Well well well. Some people are just trying too hard. They just dont get it. I dont get it too. But some things are not worth to be a fool for. I admit i was once a fool. But today, im only gonna be a fool for Christ :) Everytime i think of what i've gone through in life, i thank God. Because, everything happens for a reason and if i follow the narrow path, i will get there somehow. Maybe if i have not know him, not known her, things might be different. Yet, God still brought me far and i grow matured as a person. Sometimes we just need to be honest and evaluate on whether what we are doing, is really in God's will. Afterall, its all dependent on your relationship with God.. I treasure this relationship more than any other relationships because only God will never disappoint me. People change, but God is the same, yesterday, today and forever! :)

Jeremiah 17:9
"The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?"

Three days ago, i made a decision to give my heart to God. Not that i have not given my heart to Him, but i felt that sometimes as humans, we lose control and we just want to follow our heart(which is deceitful and wicked). I told God to guard my heart until the day, my heart is thouroughly cleansed. Today, i feel that my heart is so much cleaner and there is the peace of God guarding it.

So many good news last few days :) Exciting things are happening. Truly, greater things have yet to come. I'm excited for my future!:)How about you?

I see us, lifting up hands and worshipping God in a classroom. God's promises never never fail... :)