im tired after all the studying for prelims last week. i dont think i put in my 100percent effort. im lazy.i hope i ll not be liddat for O levels.

Even though im really tired, but after today worship session, im refreshed again! Thank You, Lord! its great to worship You and to be in Your presence. Even though im busy with my studies, You never fail to comfort me and strenghten me. i know that i want to be a good testimony for You, Lord. i love You!


today tcher's day performance was not that good i think. although our class put in lots of effort coming together, other students dont see it i guess. but im sure our teachers see it. happy teacher's day! i must wish my tutor tmr,

and this is the first year i didnt go back primary school. feel so bad. its not raining this year. but im dying to meet my pri sch friends! but not many are going back anyway. its ok! we ll meet up soon!!! miss them so much!

and so we went to jieru hse to bake cake for pastor birthday! hee!! we practically did not much things and played there. poor jieru. the trip to giant ytd, similarly, she was the one doing everything!

my left eye is swollen!! its the same as muying's!! so funny. then i keep laughing. we blamed qiyun for it. haha! i asked my mom to see doc and im glad i did. the doc said if i hadnt seen earlier, it will grow as big and must go surgery. i was thinking of qiyun. she doesnt want to see doctor!!! so in the clinic i called muying and asked her to see doctor. she doesnt want to!! she wants my medicine. lol.

and i need to study hard next week!



fish and co with family!










RANDOM!

this week is a horrible week. i have chem hist and a maths. how am i going to study!!! dead! and i stil had an enjoyable weekend. so i only started studying today only. im pathetic.

but it was my bd on friday! so i had the rights to enjoy. i went to church to study and they celebrated my bd for me! thanks so much! and i received many small presents from ppl. and some of them say next time then give me cos of prelim. its sad to have bd during exams. but at least i had a good time celebrating my bd with my family too at fish and co! on saturday, we were deciding where to eat. then my brother said fish n co. and i was thinkng that is too ex. but we ended up going there forlunch! heehee. its cool! the food there is super delicious and the ambience there is nice too. and we kept exchanging our food. my dad had a blank look on his face throughout cos of the price i think. haha. it ended up with 89 but its worth it! the food is nice! i dont think i will ever goo back there again :( the service charge is so ex but the service thereis good.

then at evening, my parents bought mp3 for me! yay! its the samsung touch screen one. so happy! and we went to my aunty hse for dinner. there was crab too! i ate so much that day lah! and my cousins and i watched campus superstar and we kept criticizing the ppl especially that rgs girl. yucks. hahaha. and we watched tv and talked and eat crab until midnight. i felt so guilty for not studying. but its okay to relax right. my life is just too relaxing. but its great to be me and i enjoy it! except for studying.

and ytd was AE weekend! my parents came! and they so funny. they told me that now church got band one ah. hahaha. and my dad keep repeating what pastor said. its wierd at first lah. but i think they got diff opinion of what church is like now. yay!

gotta STUDY now!

i've got so many things i want to blog about! but im just lazy to think about it. the grand opening was exciting! the new church is so beautiful!!!!! and the cross on the stage so cool!!! i cant believe thats our new home! but that IS our new home! ytd 3hr plus service was really great. and pastor shared with us about our church dreams. i love HoGc!

and i went out with my cousins on friday!!! its always fun hanging out with them. weixuan is always doing silly things that make us laugh non stop. there was one thing he said that really make me laugh loudly. he said " all the RI students' purpose in the school is to bring the school glory. but my friends and i purpose is to bring the school happiness " wth! haha. it might not sound funny but it is! i still cant believe he's from RI. and we talked about all the good schools and im motivated to work harder!!! and we saw some SJI geeks studying at the bowling area.

and we ate seoul garden!!! we ate for 2 hrs plus. and we invented many ways of making the drinks and we marinated the chickens too. its fun!!! and we went esplanade to study. there were many RJC and TJC ppl there. motivate me. im like... from pasir ris sec... hai. hahaha. but i must do well for O! oh ya we went to the roof top too! the scenery is so beautiful there!!! all the tall buildings and i can see the floating platform. singapore is so beautiful!

shall post picture some other times. and i wanted to blog about my dreams. some other time maybe.

some photos taken some time ago:

YAY! i finally watch SECRET! i watched it on the first day it screened! SO HAPPY(: JAY CHOU IS SUPER CUTE AND ROMANTIC.

haha. the show is really nice. the female lead is pretty too. shes got a kind of very nice look and the role really fit her well. i think shes the only one who can fit this role. their romance is so cute! they keep da qing ma qiao. its like they fell in love when they first met and its so funny. their love is so pure and innocence. haha. and they did many cute things together. ahh! and one part, xiao yu: why you use one hand to play the piano
xiao lun: cos another hand is to hold you
wha piang. so cheeky yet romantic lah. haha. but i dont really understand the ending. but its still a nice show cos JAY CHOU directed it! and hes super cute in the show. he plays the piano so well too! im mesmorised by the way he plays the piano.

“Secrets”
"Follow the notes upon a journey At first sight makes one’s destiny When the voyage comes to an end, return lies hasty keys"

Interpretation:
Playing the notes will allow one to embark on a journey. The first person you see will be the one who will be able to see you. To return to the present, play the piece quickly.

found this here:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secret_%282007_film%29
after reading the page i understand alot things which i do not understand during the movie. but dont read if u havent see the movie!

i think i will dream of jay chou tonight. everytime after watching his film (initial D and curse of golden flowers) i will dream of him. haha. i cant wait for his next film!

anyway, today was a fun day! cos 28 of the ppl in our class went to watch SECRET together(: imaging how long the tickets will be. so cool right!! we took 2 rows. but its fun cos we wore class tee and watched the movie togthr. the cinema is packed with students! and i saw zhangxiang there too. im forever seeing him outside. haha.

the movie is so funny that i think we laughed throughout the entire show. and i cried): haha. my tears really roll down my cheek. its the part when jay chou tries to write " i love you " on the desk but the liquid has no more liquid. haha. so he drew a heart. and he's so panicking. im cried when i see how sad he is. and i also cry when i see how the girl is being bullied in school and when her mother dont believe her and thought she has mental illness. thats so sad.

and we took alot pictures together as a group. haha. the class tee is nice(: imagine a group of ppl wearing the same tee to watch movie. 26 ppl!

and during the cross country, some of the girls in our class walked together. haha. thats so funny. we were literally strolling all the way. and valerie and me even listened to songs. i think none of the sec 4 girls bothered to run. so we were not the last. haha. its so hot there lah! and i put much mosquito repellent! hahhaha.

im happy with my life now except for the studying part. i really want to do well for my studies. really really. but im lazy. stupid lazy pig! im happy bcos ive got so much things to look forward too! especially this week. 5 days of no school day! and im meeting my cousins on friday! we had conference online ytd and we talked much nonsense. ahh i cant wait to meet up with them. and its our new church grand opening on 11 august!!! so cool!!! i cant wait to see the new church! (: happy happy.

FOP was great! i like delirious? !! they are so cool and the lead singer is so handsome too! i love their songs.



MAJESTY [HERE I AM]
Here I am humbled by your majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I’m a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I’m your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

im happy(: bcos im always laughing(: theres many funny things and happy things nowadays. but im not very happy now also. bcos im having a terrible cramp. its really painful!!! i think this is the worst i ever had. its super painful. but i can endure it. i must finish blogging.

today sch was fun. yay. sch is getting better each day. there are so many laughing matters. and im beginning to like my class. weiyin and dehong is so funny. they are always quarelling and asking each other to shut up. and the whole class will laugh. LOL. today's maths test was horrible. it successfully gave me a mindset that im stupid. which im definitely am not. i hate the test. but ill learn to love maths more. the more it wants me to hate it, the more i shall love it. and weiyin brings chocolate for me today! she must love me alot. haha.

then i rushed hme after sch and met emerlyn to study at simei. she had gone to mdm yue house before that and she said mdm yue showed her her baby's picture! we studied at eastpoint KFC. reminded me of p6. well. it was quite productive although we kept talking and laughing. i learnt the whole chapter on northern ireland and sri lanka. so satisfied with myself(: thats why im rewarding myself now.(: then emerlyn was studying organic chem and i tested her. so i managed to learn some also. her studying method is really diff from mine. and she's able to just read once and understand. i cant. i need to read and read to absorb totally.

we studied till 730 and im happy to go hme with all the northern ireland stuffs in my head. i sent emerlyn to bus stop and took mrt. and i saw xiao long bao! she was with her dad and they just went running. haha. she scolded me for going to study. im a nerd(: just let me be a nerd for this 3months can. i would love to be but its not easy okay.

anyway the cramp is unbearable now. i wish i was a boy but after watching the 9clock show about army, im happy to be a girl(: yeah. i watched the 9 clock show and did not study. im so guilty now. and weiwei misses me!!! yeah. i miss her and others too. hopefully the next time we meet will not be after o level. i will cry. and yes. i saw shao chun today in the morning and chat with him for awhile. thinking about them makes me smile(: weiwei says shes chionging now and what is angpeijun doing! goodness. and oh. their sch anglican high has to pay 114dollars for prom. whao. i thought mine was ex but after hearing that... i feel so guilty for complaining. but theirs is at hotel while ours is at........some sports club.

i love D5 and HoGc.

i will really miss FTMS house but im happy to move to somewhere bigger! im also happy because my dad read a christian book recently in his office and he told me about it. i hope he read it with an open heart. i kept praying and God really answers my prayer. it doesnt matter whether my dad comes to church but at least now, a seed is being sowed in his heart. Thank You, Lord(: