hello!!! im not supposed to be using computer but my mom left it on and noone else is using, so im using!!! hehe.

and in the end! im going korea! haha. so happy. but it will be winter in dec and it will be freezing cold. but its better than singapore(:

and there's an earthquake in singapore ytd! its a slight tremor. it came from the earthquake in indonesia measuring 7.8 magnitude. it was scary at first. when it first shook, i thot my brother was shaking my chair. when i looked back, he was not. then i thought im giddy. super scary. so i walked around. then everyone in my hse felt nothing except my brother's girlfriend who felt it too. then i knew im not giddy, so im happy! haha. then we watched news and there was earthquake in indonesia. 7.8 is quite a powerful earthquake. thank God singapore is safe partly because we are not in the plate boundary and we're on solid ground. its super funny. i was studying earthquake for my geog paper and there was earthquake at that moment. cool!

i saw this at wikipedia:
-Estimates of Christians in China are difficult to obtain because of the numbers of Christians unwilling to reveal their beliefs, the hostility of the national government towards some Christian sects, and difficulties in obtaining accurate statistics on house churches. However, in a recent survey, it was found that about three percent of the population, roughly 70 million, are Christians. In 2007 according to an official at the Chinese government religions affairs department, there are 130 million Catholic and Protestant Christians in China

-More than was realized at the time, Christianity in all its variety had taken root in China and possessed the strength and techniques to survive decades of hostility and persecution.

our God is amazing! despite of all the persecutions, people in china still stay strong in their conviction. thats what Christianity is all about. we should never stop seeking and hunger for Him.

I AM SAD!:( my mom told me that we are not going korea anymore. SAD SAD SAD. i wanted to go korea so much since last year! the adults cheated my feelings! hmmph! they kept saying that we must go this year. in the end! HAI. in the end we are going taiwan. i dont want!!! seems boring! they speak chinese just like us! so boring!!! i want to go somewhere i cant understand their language. HAIIIIII.

i donwant go taiwan!!! i would rather go hongkong lah! but i dont have a choice! hmmph! but weiwei and me going to persuade our parents to go australia if can. i just dont want go another chinese country! AHH. korea!!!! i think i can never go there in my lifetime anymore. sad sad. no mood to study already:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

weiwei said this"korea always seems so near yet so far"

and i agreed totally!!!

whao. i was looking at my planner and realised that there's really little time to O. and i was planning my study hours and there's so little hour to next week's prelim! im sad:( i dnt know how i'm going to study with such little time. but i have faith! i will complete my study rule!!!

i went to study with weiyin today. we were studying at mac in tecc until around 3 when they are having a crew meeting and we had to left that place. we then proceeded to kfc in interchangde. i think we completed about 4 hrs of studying? plus talking of cos. haha.

after studying for quite long, we decided to play daytona. hahaha! its funny lah! we are like so noob!!! compared to others. haha. then when i started playing and i wanted to change the size of the car and i dont know where to press and i anyhow pressed but nothing happened. then one guy helped me to press. wha! super paiseh! haha! im like so noob lah!!! then when we were playing, we kept screaming and shouting. LOL. i think those ppl looking at us must be laughing at us. hahaha. but thats funny. we kept laughing on the way back.

the daytona in church on saturday was super fun!!! Henry who is jingfen's friend, almost won! but another car caught up with his at the final second!!! we were all so excited and ji dong. and so D zone didnt win:( haha. we were like the loudest zone especially with jieru's screaming. all those whistles were super loud that they almost burst my ear drums! but its fun! haha. we kept playing the name games too.

and saturday's sermon was super super powerful!:) i really felt God's presence and tears kept rolling down. and i also began to treasure my family. i thank God for them. after learning about all the generation curse, im glad theres no broken families or violence in my family. all my relatives are all happy-go-lucky. i think the only thing is that they love playing majong and buying toto. but my parents dont play majong.. but they love toto. thats normal i guess. i also shared with my mom about what pastor said when my mom told me that her friend almost commited suicide because her husband has a china woman outside. my mom even told me that her friend's father used to have mistress to. and i begin to understand what pastor was getting at.

You gave Your all for me
Came as a ransom to set me free
Love so amazing, divine
Your blood shed on calvary for all mankind
I stand in awe of the wonder of Your love
I stand in awe of You

For the cause of Christ i will lay down my life
For the cause of Christ i will stand
I will give my all to give Him glory
For the cause of Christ i live

I will worship
Jesus my king of all glory

For the cause of Christ i will lay down my life
For the cause of Christ i will stand
I will give my all to give Him glory
For the cause of Christ i live

im tired after all the studying for prelims last week. i dont think i put in my 100percent effort. im lazy.i hope i ll not be liddat for O levels.

Even though im really tired, but after today worship session, im refreshed again! Thank You, Lord! its great to worship You and to be in Your presence. Even though im busy with my studies, You never fail to comfort me and strenghten me. i know that i want to be a good testimony for You, Lord. i love You!


today tcher's day performance was not that good i think. although our class put in lots of effort coming together, other students dont see it i guess. but im sure our teachers see it. happy teacher's day! i must wish my tutor tmr,

and this is the first year i didnt go back primary school. feel so bad. its not raining this year. but im dying to meet my pri sch friends! but not many are going back anyway. its ok! we ll meet up soon!!! miss them so much!

and so we went to jieru hse to bake cake for pastor birthday! hee!! we practically did not much things and played there. poor jieru. the trip to giant ytd, similarly, she was the one doing everything!

my left eye is swollen!! its the same as muying's!! so funny. then i keep laughing. we blamed qiyun for it. haha! i asked my mom to see doc and im glad i did. the doc said if i hadnt seen earlier, it will grow as big and must go surgery. i was thinking of qiyun. she doesnt want to see doctor!!! so in the clinic i called muying and asked her to see doctor. she doesnt want to!! she wants my medicine. lol.

and i need to study hard next week!



fish and co with family!










RANDOM!

this week is a horrible week. i have chem hist and a maths. how am i going to study!!! dead! and i stil had an enjoyable weekend. so i only started studying today only. im pathetic.

but it was my bd on friday! so i had the rights to enjoy. i went to church to study and they celebrated my bd for me! thanks so much! and i received many small presents from ppl. and some of them say next time then give me cos of prelim. its sad to have bd during exams. but at least i had a good time celebrating my bd with my family too at fish and co! on saturday, we were deciding where to eat. then my brother said fish n co. and i was thinkng that is too ex. but we ended up going there forlunch! heehee. its cool! the food there is super delicious and the ambience there is nice too. and we kept exchanging our food. my dad had a blank look on his face throughout cos of the price i think. haha. it ended up with 89 but its worth it! the food is nice! i dont think i will ever goo back there again :( the service charge is so ex but the service thereis good.

then at evening, my parents bought mp3 for me! yay! its the samsung touch screen one. so happy! and we went to my aunty hse for dinner. there was crab too! i ate so much that day lah! and my cousins and i watched campus superstar and we kept criticizing the ppl especially that rgs girl. yucks. hahaha. and we watched tv and talked and eat crab until midnight. i felt so guilty for not studying. but its okay to relax right. my life is just too relaxing. but its great to be me and i enjoy it! except for studying.

and ytd was AE weekend! my parents came! and they so funny. they told me that now church got band one ah. hahaha. and my dad keep repeating what pastor said. its wierd at first lah. but i think they got diff opinion of what church is like now. yay!

gotta STUDY now!

i've got so many things i want to blog about! but im just lazy to think about it. the grand opening was exciting! the new church is so beautiful!!!!! and the cross on the stage so cool!!! i cant believe thats our new home! but that IS our new home! ytd 3hr plus service was really great. and pastor shared with us about our church dreams. i love HoGc!

and i went out with my cousins on friday!!! its always fun hanging out with them. weixuan is always doing silly things that make us laugh non stop. there was one thing he said that really make me laugh loudly. he said " all the RI students' purpose in the school is to bring the school glory. but my friends and i purpose is to bring the school happiness " wth! haha. it might not sound funny but it is! i still cant believe he's from RI. and we talked about all the good schools and im motivated to work harder!!! and we saw some SJI geeks studying at the bowling area.

and we ate seoul garden!!! we ate for 2 hrs plus. and we invented many ways of making the drinks and we marinated the chickens too. its fun!!! and we went esplanade to study. there were many RJC and TJC ppl there. motivate me. im like... from pasir ris sec... hai. hahaha. but i must do well for O! oh ya we went to the roof top too! the scenery is so beautiful there!!! all the tall buildings and i can see the floating platform. singapore is so beautiful!

shall post picture some other times. and i wanted to blog about my dreams. some other time maybe.

some photos taken some time ago:

YAY! i finally watch SECRET! i watched it on the first day it screened! SO HAPPY(: JAY CHOU IS SUPER CUTE AND ROMANTIC.

haha. the show is really nice. the female lead is pretty too. shes got a kind of very nice look and the role really fit her well. i think shes the only one who can fit this role. their romance is so cute! they keep da qing ma qiao. its like they fell in love when they first met and its so funny. their love is so pure and innocence. haha. and they did many cute things together. ahh! and one part, xiao yu: why you use one hand to play the piano
xiao lun: cos another hand is to hold you
wha piang. so cheeky yet romantic lah. haha. but i dont really understand the ending. but its still a nice show cos JAY CHOU directed it! and hes super cute in the show. he plays the piano so well too! im mesmorised by the way he plays the piano.

“Secrets”
"Follow the notes upon a journey At first sight makes one’s destiny When the voyage comes to an end, return lies hasty keys"

Interpretation:
Playing the notes will allow one to embark on a journey. The first person you see will be the one who will be able to see you. To return to the present, play the piece quickly.

found this here:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secret_%282007_film%29
after reading the page i understand alot things which i do not understand during the movie. but dont read if u havent see the movie!

i think i will dream of jay chou tonight. everytime after watching his film (initial D and curse of golden flowers) i will dream of him. haha. i cant wait for his next film!

anyway, today was a fun day! cos 28 of the ppl in our class went to watch SECRET together(: imaging how long the tickets will be. so cool right!! we took 2 rows. but its fun cos we wore class tee and watched the movie togthr. the cinema is packed with students! and i saw zhangxiang there too. im forever seeing him outside. haha.

the movie is so funny that i think we laughed throughout the entire show. and i cried): haha. my tears really roll down my cheek. its the part when jay chou tries to write " i love you " on the desk but the liquid has no more liquid. haha. so he drew a heart. and he's so panicking. im cried when i see how sad he is. and i also cry when i see how the girl is being bullied in school and when her mother dont believe her and thought she has mental illness. thats so sad.

and we took alot pictures together as a group. haha. the class tee is nice(: imagine a group of ppl wearing the same tee to watch movie. 26 ppl!

and during the cross country, some of the girls in our class walked together. haha. thats so funny. we were literally strolling all the way. and valerie and me even listened to songs. i think none of the sec 4 girls bothered to run. so we were not the last. haha. its so hot there lah! and i put much mosquito repellent! hahhaha.

im happy with my life now except for the studying part. i really want to do well for my studies. really really. but im lazy. stupid lazy pig! im happy bcos ive got so much things to look forward too! especially this week. 5 days of no school day! and im meeting my cousins on friday! we had conference online ytd and we talked much nonsense. ahh i cant wait to meet up with them. and its our new church grand opening on 11 august!!! so cool!!! i cant wait to see the new church! (: happy happy.

FOP was great! i like delirious? !! they are so cool and the lead singer is so handsome too! i love their songs.



MAJESTY [HERE I AM]
Here I am humbled by your majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I’m a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I’m your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

im happy(: bcos im always laughing(: theres many funny things and happy things nowadays. but im not very happy now also. bcos im having a terrible cramp. its really painful!!! i think this is the worst i ever had. its super painful. but i can endure it. i must finish blogging.

today sch was fun. yay. sch is getting better each day. there are so many laughing matters. and im beginning to like my class. weiyin and dehong is so funny. they are always quarelling and asking each other to shut up. and the whole class will laugh. LOL. today's maths test was horrible. it successfully gave me a mindset that im stupid. which im definitely am not. i hate the test. but ill learn to love maths more. the more it wants me to hate it, the more i shall love it. and weiyin brings chocolate for me today! she must love me alot. haha.

then i rushed hme after sch and met emerlyn to study at simei. she had gone to mdm yue house before that and she said mdm yue showed her her baby's picture! we studied at eastpoint KFC. reminded me of p6. well. it was quite productive although we kept talking and laughing. i learnt the whole chapter on northern ireland and sri lanka. so satisfied with myself(: thats why im rewarding myself now.(: then emerlyn was studying organic chem and i tested her. so i managed to learn some also. her studying method is really diff from mine. and she's able to just read once and understand. i cant. i need to read and read to absorb totally.

we studied till 730 and im happy to go hme with all the northern ireland stuffs in my head. i sent emerlyn to bus stop and took mrt. and i saw xiao long bao! she was with her dad and they just went running. haha. she scolded me for going to study. im a nerd(: just let me be a nerd for this 3months can. i would love to be but its not easy okay.

anyway the cramp is unbearable now. i wish i was a boy but after watching the 9clock show about army, im happy to be a girl(: yeah. i watched the 9 clock show and did not study. im so guilty now. and weiwei misses me!!! yeah. i miss her and others too. hopefully the next time we meet will not be after o level. i will cry. and yes. i saw shao chun today in the morning and chat with him for awhile. thinking about them makes me smile(: weiwei says shes chionging now and what is angpeijun doing! goodness. and oh. their sch anglican high has to pay 114dollars for prom. whao. i thought mine was ex but after hearing that... i feel so guilty for complaining. but theirs is at hotel while ours is at........some sports club.

i love D5 and HoGc.

i will really miss FTMS house but im happy to move to somewhere bigger! im also happy because my dad read a christian book recently in his office and he told me about it. i hope he read it with an open heart. i kept praying and God really answers my prayer. it doesnt matter whether my dad comes to church but at least now, a seed is being sowed in his heart. Thank You, Lord(:

yay. im happy (:

today was a happy yet tiring day for me. ytd i studies with emerlyn till late at night in the airport and reached hme so late! she broke her promise. she only sent me downstair but didnt sent me to my hse door. but she taught me physics. haha. i suck her knowledge. but well. im not stupid too(: so i slept very little bcos i had to wake up at 8am. not to go to sch for remedial but to have tuition. after hearing from some ppl that they did not understand miss ang lesson today and that electronics was hard, i was glad i didnt go. tuition was better for me. i like my tutor! but i wont be seeing her next week! she has camp): well. i must start studying and thinking myself.

today was my first cafe duty! before that, i was so nervous. but als excited. i kept praying the night before and also in the mrt when on the way to church. and the first duty went smoothly! it was fun pressing the cash register(: haha. although im quite slow at first, but yoyo says im gettng better. haha. and my team partner today was luke. and i still dont know 10 things about him. haha.

the sermon today was about academic excellence which of cos was relevant to me! pastor was so right. noone is born smart or stupid. intelligence is nurtured and it results from thinking. we need to use our brain or we will lose it. so i decided to make use of my brain more which contains 25trillion characters. i love my brain! thats the most powerful assets God has given us. thank God!

this week is a happy week for me in sch and out of sch. if only every week is liddat... haha. but i need to work harder! i definitely cannot give up now!!!

yay. next week is another tiring week. but i like going to sch more becos of my seating place. its fun! and! i found out that i prefered to study outside rather than home. haha. at least i wont see my bed and lie on it. and! i need to bring tobleron(or whatever it is spelled ) next week for weiyin becos i cant accompany to the concert. sorry weiyin!

yay. im going to plan for next week!

its been donkey years since i last blog. haha. well. stress everyday!!! banding and banding and banding. worse still. monday and tues have co. but the performance has ended!! so happy!!! i think we did worse than SYF. but im really angry with all those ppl from other schs who said us lor. but the fact is that we got gold with honour okie!

anyway. sch is getting boring and tiring. there's nth to look forward to. ok. maybe o level which is around 2 mnths time and im still using com! wake up lah peijun!!! but miss ang is really funny!! ytd she talk about those gay stuffs. laugh until my jaw drop. haha. she super funny. our class can be quite fun sometimes too lah. and today pe the guys ran in the rain. so poor thing. luckily we the girls dont have to. thank God. haha.

and sitting weiyin is fun!(: we keep talking and laughing and singing. haha. we even have heart to heart talk. and we agreed to bring food everyday!! yay! at least thats sth fun about school! and we are going to study this sat!(:

lalalalala. i have so many things to do!! haha. my organiser is always fulled. but its fun! my life is so exciting! minus away studying! i need to give some time for studying! yes! i need! study study study.

JAYCHOU NEW SONG!


周杰伦-不能说的秘密
词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖只是和我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Bored at home(: hee

the library is so cosy

they look small.

they look like they're studying ahh?


from the library

weiwei photography skills no good!

lingling n me on the way to study!

yay im happy cos i went out with my cousins today. we watched movie and went esplanade library to study for only less than 1hr(: but at least we DID study. my cousins are all smart ppl. i can benefit(: haha. then i took some Raffles Institute foolscape paper from weiwei. im cant stand myself. im so lame. im becoming like miss ang.

we were also suppose to go out with my bro gf. but we only met her like for 5 mins? lol. cos we wanted to watch a movie which they had watched before. so they went kboxing. whao. shes very small size. i hope not smaller than me(: haha. she looks okay. but the couple looks shy. haha. their face so red lah. but i think she looks like a sweet and nice person(:

and we watched fantastic four!! (:(: its quite nice and exciting. Jessica Alba is super hot and pretty lah. shes like hot sexy pretty sweet elegant glamourous, even cute and everything. whao thats scary. who can be hot sexy and sweet and cute together. but she is lah. im so jealous. haha. shes like the most beautiful woman in the planet. and johnny looks cute too. haha. but the show is short. at least its not draggy like pirates.

the esplanade library is damn cool lah. so beautiful with many scenerys. i think that part of sgpore is the prettiest. so many tall buildings. i studied abit of chem. then weiwei and kaikai so noisy lah. we are always the noisiest among the rest. and weiwe cant stop eating!! so lingling had to scold him. hes always spending so much money on food! LOL. thats funny!!! then the food in esplanade is super expensive. i bought a cookie and i mean ONE cookie for 2dollars. i just felt like spending money. haha. then we separated at mrt:( lookind forward to the day we can meet again!(:
RANDOM PICS:D

i think we look cute when we are young.(:
my brother beside and two cousins who are now grown up

me and my papa. he didnt change at all! LOL

this song is nice(:


beautiful song(:
- if you see my boy just tell him i miss his smile

i made a terrible mistake today!!! i mistake my conditioner and shampoo and use alot of it on my scalp. i hope my hair wont spoil. im sucha careless person!!!

MORE genting PICTURES:D

euro express - indoor roller coaster!! look at our face

just started and we're screaming!!!

ferris wheel(: but its super small.

bumper car.

boat in the mall

xiao shyan and me

brother and me again

cousins! look at my bro cheeky face. lol.

stupid brother with many bags

me and mummy in hotel(:

2 stupid gays:D

EVERYONE!(:

ytd was the redrain concert!! (:(: and those ive invited who came are weiwei janice zhangxiang grace and joan who is asked by grace! im so happy they came!! haha. i think the concert was awesome but the atmosphere was quite wierd. there were too many new friends. and at some part im quite affected by it. but its okay lah. and i managed to make zx jumped when he said i jumped also shorter than him. -_- haha. okie. but i really hoped they enjoyed themselves(: then we went to have dinner and sam teo and i shared food again. we are like forever sharing food.

and for the Genting pictures(:















on the bus to checkpoint.













papa and mummy













still in singapore













i love this picture!!













weiwei stupid face with the bubble gum. haha













bored after long journey...

REACHING(:

cousins!(:

cousins and family(:

my family! :D

mummy and me


brother and me

papa and me