today was a great day(: just that i missed emerge!!! it was the finale but i have tuition. anyway i canceled my a maths tuition last min and meet my primary sch friends. cos it's hard to find a date to meet again. all of us are busy humans(: i miss my pri friends SOOO much!!!!!

me weiwei siqi shaochun zhangxiang and ryan met at 10 at bedok mrt. and thanks to HoGc culture. i was the earliest(: yup. but thats not a very good thing too. i have to wait very long for them cos i reached 10 mins earlier. then we proceed to vivo!

we watched pirates of carribean. personally, i dont think its a VERY nice since i didnt understand the plot well. but its exciting lah. alot of fighting. lol. yeah and orlando bloom is handsome lah. but the girl is pretty too. i think her name is keira something. then we watched till the credits end cos ryan said there was somemore clips.

after that sufyan and richard came to join us. we bought burger king and since there's no space, we went outside to the top to eat. it was super hot. many ppl were taking pics there. so we took some too. then siqi and me went to the pond there and walk. we took more photos. and we stayed there for quite a long time talking. richard is so skinny lah!! 42 kg leh. wth! haha. and i found out that many of them had not done well for mid yr. haha. im not an exception. also, many of them want to poly. really hope we can be in the same sch again next time. but i still must aim for jc! its great to see old friends again. so we took alot photos and all the photos are in either siqi or ryan's phone. i miss pri school......

at around 3, i went back with ryan cos i have tuition and he had sth on. i went for tuition at 5. and the chem tutor super funny lah. he gave me and lihui ate sth and he say its given by his boss. and he say its not very nice. lol. he very funny. then lihui and me kept talking and he kept saying us. haha. after that i went for dinner with family and i met amelin at coffee shop. hhaha. get to know her much beter(: we talked quite alot(: shes a nice person. and im a niceperson too!! then she told me that she knows zx and that he has a gf. my goodness. all my pri school friends have gfs... tsktsk. after eating i went with my brother to alter jeans. my brother super good today. he ate dinner with us. but thats bcos da sao is sick. hope she gets better.(:

anyway i really love my pri sch frens much and treasure everytime with them. hope it will not be long before we meet again! but many of them have also changed lah. but they are still so funny. all jokers. haha. yeah. and its raining red this june!! COS RED RAIN IS COMING!! (:(:(:

hello!!!

today was a happy day (: cos i bought many things. study camp was boring. i kept wanting to sleep....... 8 to 5. who can stand 9 hrs of studying...

anyway i went to expo with my dad and mom! yipee. theres food expo and jieru told me theres a branded sale. haha. so i pulled my parents there. on bus no. 12 to expo, i was sitting beside ming de and i didnt know it! so funny lah. then after he alight he msged me if i was in bus 12. then he said he was just beside me but scared he recognise wrongly. funny. its like sitting beside someone u knew yet u didnt know that.

at the branded sales, i bought a abercrombie jacket and some tops. haha. the thing there was super messy. i kept digging for treasures. my dad bought a crocodile shoes. i mean the brand not the animal. there were many branded stuffs on sales but i think its all those cannot sell finish then sell here one.

after that we proceed to food expo! there were so many ppl pushing here and there probably becos it was the last day. then we saw 2nd aunt and my nephews there. they were just beside us and at first we didnt even notice. funny again. many shopkeeperes were shouting here and there. haha. then all the kiasu aunties keep pushing me.

my mom bought quite alot food because they were cheap!!! the shark fins only costs 2 dollar. but when we reached hme, we found out that its going to expire soon. lame rite. but stil can eat lah (:


haii. i suddenly miss my childhood and p6 years alot. when i was young, i used to be very close to my brother. i read his diary and he would write alot thing about me. now i barely see him at hme. i miss my p6 years also. i miss 6B. there were no troubles and problems last time and we were all so innocent. life was so fun in the past. we would play gunbound tgthr n blahblah. sec one was fun too. like what val says. we were carefree at that time. i miss my pri sch friends sooooooo much!!!!!! i thank God for them. although i still meet them but i dont meet the whole of 6B. i really wish i was still p6 or p4 or p2. now, all i can do is study and study....... i dont want this kind of life. i dontwant to grow up! im not saying that my life is miserable cos i still have God!!! im not saying that 4e6 is no good. but theres just sth missing lah. i feel that everyone only cares about themselves. they only care about their own results and compare. we cant even study as a class. however! i should start looking ahead. theres still many things that God wants me to do. i thank God for letting me have such wonderful memories but i must stop looking back. im glad to be in hoGc and i must not take things for granted. i should love my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope i can find happiness in studying.

its been a long time since i last blogged! so i am here to blog! life has been great with God beside me. and i studied almost everyday cos there's alot test this week. and mid yr is coming! i pray that i will do well even though i know that i had not put in my best. im going to study real hard next week. thats a promise i made to myself. and i must MUST MUST score distinction for chinese O Levels!

today was the sports day. so sian! every year also the same thing. but it was quite okay cos there was no cheer this year and everyone went to different house also the teachers dont care. so some of the 4e6 girls sat togthr. and we talked and ate and joked here and there. our class didnt win the telematch! sad. felt that its a waste of time there. haha. but its okay lah. at least we can sit with our own friends. its better than last year.

after sports day, i went to eat with lihui. we really can talked alot lah. haha. then she went off for tuition and i went hme to change before going for cg. cg sermon was great. its about progressive commitment and how we should be progressive in our commitment to God. its great and i know that i must get out of my comfort zone so that i can take the first step of faith. after cg, i went hme with muying. and i alight with her at bedok and i take 28. and i saw my chem tutor. he suddenly pop out infront of me and i was so shocked that i shout EH! haha. and i read a book i borrowed from library called ' a thousand tomorrow ' . i didnt hear of the author name before but i borrowed it because the book is from the love category. lol. its a nice book!!!!

its about "a talented cowboy, angry and isolated and a mysterious woman with a secret. Love found them in a way it seldom finds anyone " actually the story is bout this boy called Cody whose father left him at a young age and he's always so filled with anger and he went to be a bull fighter. then there's this girl called Ali. and she's a horse rider. but she has an illness called cystic fibrosis. its a lung disease. in spite of her illness, she carried on being a horse rider. both of them are natonal champions, top of their game but alone and wanted to stay that way so that they'll be able to concentrate on being a champion. however, they fell in love which they thought they won't. its a nice story!! its like i can felt the emotions and everything of the character. im halfway through. :D

next week im going to study reall hard (: i believe in myself that i will do well. Please kill all the laziness in me! Thanks.

Hallelujah
Our God reigns

went sao mu today at chua chu kang cemetery. i had a terrible sunburn. but my parents are worse than mine. haha. my shoulder is hurting. and i carried a sling bag so ther's a mark at my neck there. so ugly and wierd lah!

today was fun cos i got to meet my cousins! the adults seemed so busy preparing the things and we just stay at the shade and played. i woke up super early at 7 plus. so tired... anyway we talked and joked alot as usual. its really fun being with them cos we all talk nonsense. and the best part is we all understand one another! and there's a happening today. because of this stupid police officer who kept wanting to quarrel with my big cousin who want to park his car. and that officer dont allow him but there's a mercedes parking there too. so unfair! and he kept wanting to fight with us. then all my uncles went there to negotiate with him. then they shout so loud and make a scene. we got more people of cause we win. haha. but no lah. that stupid niger kept finding problems with us. then we wanted to join the adults and fight with him. haha. then we wanted to use the umbrella to poke him. we kept making fun of him.

after the problem is resolved cause we see him small and gave him to him and parked the car at another side, we went to buy icecream!! yummy. its super hot lah. and the icecream seller confirmed earn alot $$. then we went to ah ma tombstone after walking a long distance from ah gong tombstone. then the few of us ate and played lah. then weiwei saw other group of ppl and their children are helping their parents, he felt so guity. cos we did not do anything! we came here just to play. and then we squeezed into a car!! there's 11 of us and we squeezed into the car to enjoyed the aircon! lol!!! imagine 11 ppl in a car! and we took many stupid photos inside the car. then we had a little nephew and the car was playing those children nursery rhymes. lol. ling said even nowadays those nursery rhymes sound hiphop! LOL. then we kept singing. weiwei n my brother kept singing into our nephew's ear and he started to beat them. lol. then there;s a cute song.
it goes like this :
i have an apple and you have two
you give me an apple and i have two
i eat one apple and give one back to you
i have no more apple but you have two.

so cute right! but sounds so dumb!! then we kept singing cos this song is so addictive!!!
around 2 plus we went back to tampines. we ate and a coffee shop and went hme. ahh. sad. but we are meeting on mother's day!

the Good Friday's service was great. i really felt God's presence. Jesus died for us on that day but He's still alive in our heart. i love Jesus! Thank's for all the things you have done for us. You are our Beautiful Saviour!!!

i love this song alot!

When I woke up today
And thought of all the things You’d done
I find myself here
Feeling oh so overcome
You gave Your life away for me
Truly my heart belongs to You
So let me say

How could I ever thank You for
What You did at Calvary
When You bled and died for me
How could I ever turn away
Knowing that You paid the price
That I could never pay

When I think of the way
That You died upon that Cross
Bearing my sin
Even though my heart was lost
You gave Your life away for me
Truly my heart belongs to You
So let me say

How could I ever thank You for
What You did at Calvary
When You bled and died for me
How could I ever turn away
Knowing that You paid the price
That I could never pay

WOOO! PRSSCO GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! THE FIRST EVER GOLD WITH HONOURS ACHIEVED BY A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL!!!!! SO COOL RIGHT!!!! SUPER HAPPY!!! :) didnt regret joining CO :)) all our hard works paid off. many of us cried cause we realy put in much efforts and time and we DID it!!!!!! we wanted to get GOLD WITH HONOURS but didnt expected it. its just so amazing!!!! ohh until now i still havent overcome the excitement and shock. maybe other people dont feel anything. only the CO ppl truly understand because we had been putting in lots of efforts practicing till late at night. having intensive pratices. and always getting scolded by ding lao shi. but its all worth it! in fact we deserve the GOLD WITH HONOURS :) i hope i dont sound proud. but im really very happy!!!!! thinking back at all the pratices. in the past i would keep complaining of the late practices. but now i miss it. i miss TECC too!! ouhh....

yesterday was the big day. and thanks to ding lao shi the CO people did not have to go to school!!!! :D we were supposed to be in school for the first 2 periods but miss ding wants us to rest more. and we started pracitices at 930am. and we had lunch at around 1230. some of us came together and prayed for CO. God is always with us giving us strength. The glory goes to Him! and we left school at 2.

supposed to reach there at 230 but we were late like 3 plus. the people there kept scolding us cos some of us were tuning and they didnt allow us to tune. then we procceed to the tuning room and practice awhile. the people there kept chasing us out lah. then many teachers came. mdm yue was there to support us too. miss cheng was also there. we then went up to wait. we were all so nevous!!! i almost cried. everyone was like asking us to calm down but the more they said that the more nervous i was. then zhang bin was there. i will miss him soo much!! he's so funny and cute. he asked us to touch our hair if our hand sweat. and finally we went up the stage. its okay lah. i was not nervous anymore. and everyone has the zhuang tai. we smiled during jian kuai and during awa san we were serious. ohhh. i will miss co now. i never like co so much before.

waiting for the result was so long and we were so nervous. and finally they annoucned!! GOLD WITH HONOURS! so happy. haha. we did it. and everything is possible(: now im sure many people are going to treat us. yay:D

super happy today!!! dinglaoshi say we have reach the standard of gold with honour!!!!! clapclap! after so much hard work. but of cos we canot be too confident. we must continue to work hard. its only 10 more days.!!!!

today's practice was the best! i dont really know why also. but its quite fun. i wore almost the same shirt as steph and hers is so crumpled. dinglaoshhi didnt really scold ppl today lah. which is good and she praised us. i think erhu did quite well today(: and guan yue did improve alot. erhu is the best lah! haha. lalala.

after practice we went to eat supper! cos our dinner was like super early around 4 plus. wanted to pasa malam but the pasamalam closed already! then we wait here and there for so many ppl. then saw many our school ppl. dont really know why they are there also. and when we went to the cd shelter to put our instruments, we saw many children practicing taekwando. and their teacher was so fierce!!!! the teacher was like kicking the poor boy. but their parents are behind and they didnt feel pain for their children. haha. then the erhu ppl sit togthr for supper :D i bought macnuggets. and we ate and talk. and my water bottle is well loved by ppl. alot ppl want to buy!

then emerlyn and i went off first cos we were super tired! so we went to the bus stop. and sth funny and stupid happen. haha. kok peng was bounching da basket ball when suddenly it roll off to the ROAD! lol. and there were so many cars lah. then got one car stop infrontof the ball and all the cars behind have to stop. so dumb. the whole traffic was stopped by that ball. then so paiseh lah. haha. and that stupid agnes keep went go back early so i take 28 alone. so scare lor. the bus so little people.

i feel that actually co is okay. the people are quite fun lah. we can all get gold with honour if we are motivated (: im glad to be in CO and im lucky to be in erhu! yay! and im on msn now. stupid muying call herself muying sulphate. and i am peijun carbonate ! :D oh yeah tmr agnes is coming HoGc :D God is accelerating. i pray that we can get gold with honour so we can cry and cry and cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i went for service and i just have the urge to blog.

today's sermon was great. pastor talked about fasting. and he told us how we can seek God for help if we pray and fast. pastor also talked about how our church need to move to a greater place. yes. but we do not have money and authority. he also told us how we are kicked out frm parkview sq. thats very sad. when he said that i almost teared. but we have God!!! and we will all fast and pray to seek help from God.

after service there was the adult service. then me muying jieru and jingfen went to join in the worship and praise. and i suddenly have a vision that i want to see my parents there too. that will be the happiest thing that can ever happen to me.

then we went to have late lunch or early dinner at sakae sushi. sam teo and me ate alot. haha. we shared 4 plates. and after that samteo fiona jingfen and me went back. jieru and muying were having follow up there. so cool la! haha. then met a new fren also from our zone one. oh gosh. i forgotten her name. haha.

anyway i wan to say that i really feel that Heart of God Church is a wonderful place to be in. today pastor told us about how other people look down on us as we are mostly youths. i felt really sad as those ppl are christians too. i can really feel like a family in HoGc. thats great. we are spiritual ppl(:

my life is great with God. our God is awesome!

hello.

i went for co in the morning today. today practice was horrible lah. dinglaoshi threw sucha huge tantrum. den she scold everyone in erhu. please lah. she like screaming here n there. when she as us play of cos we will scare and play not nice right. i dono wats wrong with her man. but its for our own good? whatever. den after co went to val hse to change clothes and put erhu.

after that we meet brian at mrt. and saw muying in the mrt. we went to meet the rest of cg at foodcourt. ate our lunch and interact. den muying and me tried the waffles. den we saw sth very cute. call jidanzai. haha. da shape very cute. then she took a picture of it.

today's service was not at church but at a place called YWCA. we went there after lunch. it was not that big afterall. i still prefer to be in church. we praise and worship God. the songs were really nice(: there were many testimonys today. and of cos there were val zhenghui and carlo's ones. haha.and pastor said carlo can be a pastor. lol. he talk very funny but its really amazing how his life changed. and they talked about our project for valentine's day. everyone was whao-ing. and after that pastor Glen Berteau from USA who came to preach about things that make man turn their back on God. then he called those first timer to come to the front. its very touching seeing many ppl at the front. God is reaching out to them. im sure they will come back next week. its really good. 4 new frens joined us today(:

after service i did not join them for dinner cos i wanted to go hme to eat with my parents. i donwan them to feel that i always go out till late. so i went hme with pearlyn. but reached hme at 9 plus. it was still late...

ytd was da hmecoming and it was super boring. supposed to meet the class for breakfast but i overslept. and i watched the most dumb movie anyone can watched. i wasted 8dollars on it. but its okay. i shall not complain(:

i shall spend my holidays really well and really study hard. my L1R5 for common test is 22. how can it be man! ANGPEIJUN! this must be the first worst test i ever have. but it shall be my last time scoring such grade. STOP BEING LAZY!

This is my heart's cry
To worship You alone
And to know Your voice
With all that I have
With all that I am
I will praise Your name

ahh another week had past and cny is overing. so damn sad can..... i donwan cny to past.

ytd qiyun qianqian lihui and hupsong came my hse. we played cards and watched D.O.A. around 6 plus dey went off. and 6th uncle came and fetch us to lili hse (: its at chua chu kang! so far!

by the time we reached dere its already 9!!! we ate satay and chicken there. then some of dem played x box. haha. then there was crab!!!!! yummy. and we gamble. we played in between and blackjet. i was so unlucky lah. i lost one dollar. but is my bro money. ahahah. my bro and weiwei always bet alot lor. so dey lose alot oso. and lili was so lucky lah. haha. then we wanted to join the adults. they were also gambling.

after that we lao yu sheng!! we also lao yu sheng on friday night. soo nice. then we played x box and blahblah. we wanted to go and play fireworks but its already 11 plus. so we will play next sat. they coming my hse! so happy!!! then we took pic and went hme at 1am. i will miss my cousins so much lah. hope sat will coome fast :DD

TMR HAVE SS TEST AND CHINESE TEST AND ORAL.THE TEACHERS WANT OUR LIVES IS IT. THEY MIGHT AS WELL KILL US. they just dont understand da stress we are getting. its still CNY ok!!!!

it was CNY last sunday. and i had alot aot of fun. with my cousins especially. and i ate alot!!!

cny 1st day i went to my dad's side 1st aunt hse. then we ate chicken rice for lunch. at evening we went to my mom's side 2nd aunt hse. i was closer to my mom's side cousins. and i had so much fun. we gamble and i earned ten cents!!! ONLY. the we played cheat and snap. so fun!!! we were screaming n everything.

then at around 9 we went to 3rd uncle hse. it was near to 2nd aunt hse. den we went to playground andplayed fireworks!!! so fun!! den got da sound one. so scary lah. da fire keep spurting. i should have taken more pictures. haha. it was really a fun day. i really love chinese new year since small. it was the best festival holiday :)

2nd day i went to my mom's side 2nd aunt hse at bedok and 1st aunt hse at tampines. we palyed pocker card again. cheat is so fun la! haha. den at 1st aunt hse which is near my old prss we went to the void deck and play poker card(: lol. did not get caught lah. we oso didnt gamble (:

den we proceeded to 5th uncle hse. den we played in the bedroom. we ate pizza. and the fun part came. we were playing alot childish games like concentration and guess whose the leader all those. haha. den i teach dem a tititutu game. dey keep laughing cos its quite stoopid. den we played truth or dare!!! haha. i did 2 dare. so stoopid lah da dare! haha. den weiwei roll on the floor in front of the adults!!! LOL. his ideas all so dumb. ask me to act powerpuff girl infront of the adults.

den we played prank call!!!!!!!!!! (: so funny lah. my brother caled someone den he say he very sad. want commit suicide. da person like so scare den hung up. we called all the ppl we hate. haha. den make fun of dem.most of them got da same reaction. dey hung up da fone. lol.

den went hme at midnight. da 2 days slept at 3. got dark rings le.

3rd day i went to hupsong and peiyun hse. got 2 redpackets(: wanted go yuan lao shi hse but i need to go my dad's side 1st uncle hse. there's buffet there. so i eat aot. as i said. im not close with my dad's side ppl as all the ppl dere are grown ups. so i was super sian. i miss my mom's side cousins! haha.

and now today da 6th day im going my mom's side 6th uncle hse wihich is so near my hse!!! 5 mins walk. haha... i hope got crab!!! wanted to invite qiyun dey all over but had chem practical jus now. so ill invite dem tmr.. co tmr. SIAN. tmr i going my cousin hse. whao! its going to be a super fun day!!! im going to meet my cousins in less den an hour time. so byebye!!!

SIAN SIAN SIAN everday is a SIAN day. da same routine. study co tuition study co tuition study co tuition. i don like dis kind of life. sometimes i think back during sec 1 n 2. so relax. during sec 2 i was so happy to come to sch. i oways like another day. the feeling is justnot the same now. now. every morning the first thing that comes to my mind is. CAN I NOT GO TO SCH. i dono y. isit bcos we change sch or what. HAI. but things are not so bad after all. like what pastor say. i shuld stop living in the past cos the future will be better. YES. AMEN. but i really dono how to study. i dont have the mood to study. i wan to slack. i wan to do things that i like.

anyway CNY is coming!!! yay! new clothes. its hard to find nice clothes nowadays. went to far east on sat with emerlyn. and after walking for like 4 to 5 hr. i only bought one shirt. i like my new yr clothes. can new yr quickly come... but after that means COMMON TEST. kill me lah. ok. i shall end my post happily. yay! 4E6 having steamboat togthr!

wed - chem tuition , emaths tuition , study A maths
thurs - co , cg
fri - o lvl results out , shopping
sat - co , pri fren outing , service
sun - tuition , go aunty hse eat steamboat

and i SHALL NOT LOSE FAITH. becos if i have Faith i can even move the mountain! Lord, i pray that You will keep me strong.

i wanted to blog ytd but was too tired so i decided to blog now. it was a wonderful day:)

ytd was the esplanade concert for CO. :D so coool. we got da name tag!! haha. reached sch at 7! so early lah. den we sat da bus to there. haha. then we scan our pass. so fun. den we went there. and we got a dressing room. all the erhu girls squeeze in one. so small lah da room. but the toilet is nice. haha. den we rehearse and everything. haha. until noon den we ate lunch. den the erhu girls went to the room and sing songs and hear songs. we practice jian kuai de liang feng too. and some of us also help each other make up. i think we bonded and i think im begginin to like erhu. da ppl are so fun. and da concert start at 4! my parents and bro came!! haaha. but i did not see dem during the concert. then da concert was quite nice. some of us were nervous. i kept wanting to laugh during the concert. cos its like so quiet. and da concert end! :Dwe had to leave the nice place. but we got to keep the cards!! i went to find my family. had a hard time finding them. den we walk a long way to suntec and to bus stop to take bus. and trave a long way to parkway. den we walk from there to east coast cos my dad said there got a steamboat restaurang. but after a longgggg longgg walk. da ppl there say da restuarant had closed down!! den we travell a lonng lonnng lonnng way back. wanted to eat roland. but my bro say theres a steamboat in parkway parade. so we went. there were many ppl. but we managed to get a seat fast. thank God. and we ate and ate for an hour pluss...we were supper full by then.hahaha. da food there is nice. the restaurant was so pack lah. then we walked around parkway parade. my dad bought two tops from topman. i wanted to buy a top from topshop but did not lah. then my mom bought a bag from charles and keith. i cant find my mango top anymore. sad lah.. my bro and i shopped on our own. CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!!!! we then took a cab hme. :DD then it drizzle in tampines. what a tiring day but defitnitely a wonderful day. Thank God for this day. Today is my parents 18th marraige anniversary. and they are working. thats da reason we celebrated it ytd. i hope to spend more time going out with my family again.

and dis is the second time im repeating!! CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING. YAY..!!! this is going to be a boring week...... studying n studying.

School had finally started 3 days ago lah... hate it lah. i cant watch tv cant touch my com and had to listen to all those teachers. nothing good happen lar. late on first day of sch. SIAN. supposed to go for yoga but im super tired. no rest al these days. wed thurs have co and today had to go to childcare... im a human also ok. i need rest. and early in the morning tmr have CO. i cant even study. i hate this kind of sgpore stressful life lah. i donwan to break down before o levels. i want to watch BAI WAN BAO!! so sad its going to end. its really a nice show. i think almost all sgporeans watched it. evryone toking bout fan shu dan!! haha. and i wll miss the song which is sang by milubing. after this show i promised not to watch any more show. but i wan watch the peak!. sian. i need to study.... since i did not go yoga today. i need to have some sense of responsibilty to do it myself now. BYE!

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   voice
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   heard him
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   im
   so happy
   after seeing him.
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   feeling which
   makes
   my
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   make my heart
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   our
   eyes would
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   some
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   tok to
   him. but i
   pray that a
   miracle
   would
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! had a nice new year eve with my cousins ytd :)))

we met around 2 and proceeded to safra. we played bowling and archery. its soo fun playing with dem lah. we also played daytona at arcade and played a soccer thing. we keep screaming. dat soccer thing is so fun! then we played till around 6. and we took a cab to my hse. we managed to squeeze 5 ppl inside :D

we went my hme and we ordered piza hut and kfc delivery. i think althougether around 60++ we really can eat alot. then the adults ate rice and duck and vegeatble blahblah. we watched just my luck. and talk andplay. then 8 plus the food come and we eat and talk. then we went down to play firework.. my hse downstair basketball have no ppl so we have the whole court to play. i saw my hse busstop and felt sad. cos sch is reopening!!!i hate it la. anyway. we went to fitness corner and played. i did pull up. today we really did many exercise! then we played firework and ran around like mad ppl. its so fun! :DDDDD but it started drizzling. we continue to play but the rain got bigger.so we played finish the box of firework. then we went back. and just in time to watch countdown at vivocity on channel 5!!!

milubing was there too. ahahahah. then we zi high infront of the tv. then we countdown with dem!!!! HAHAA. so fun lah. we were shouting. then we exchanged present:)) we played card and watched LITTLE MAN. nc16 show. so damn funny lah. but its so... err. dono how to describe it.and we slept at 4 plus. :)

woke up at around 9 today after got woken up by my 2 idiotic cousins. xinkai and weixuan. those 2 guys really didnt sleep at all lah. they heard my brother snoring! and we the girls slept soundly last night(:

its really a nice celebration. its 2007! :( sch reopening..... i still haven complete my hw. im so dead.

new year resolution!
1 - STUDY HARD FOR O LEVEL ( GET INTO VJC ) quite imposibble
2 - dont get distracted easily
3 - Live a healthy life. eat right and exercise :D
4 - SMILE AND LAUGH.
5 - spend more time with family
6 - make GOOD friends
7 - have CONFIDENCE in everything i DO
8 - DON WASTE MONEY OR SPEND TOO MUCH $$$
9 - have PERSERVERANCE
10 - BE A NICE AND GOOD PERSON :D

still have alot alot more.

went for sch service today. one word to describe it . SIAN SIAN and SIAN. found so many disgusting ting. we even saw a shit in geog room lah. we very slack. didnt do much. then a few of us went for lunch at tm foodcourt. after that. me jieru qian qian li hui zhi lin hup song wei hao went to watch DEATHNOTE 2!! AHH. haha. its quite exciting although its quite draggy towards the end. but its worth it. the show lasted for 2hr 3o mins. then we went around to walk...

sch reopening!!!!!!!!! i hate it. homeworks uncompleted. im not ready for school. terrible. i hate waking up early in the morning. i hate school so much. and next yrs o level. thats worse. i decided to study hard. and not caring any other things. let me be a nerd for jus one yr. i really hope i have the motivation to study hard.

CaiMingYao's wo ke yi is soooo nice!!! the lyrics so lang man.

sentosa pics :DD

just make a new blogsin. :D im super happy today. went out with my parents and i bought 1 day acuvue moist. bought 5 box and got one box free :) and i bought an adidas sch bag. its dec arrival. its 59. quite ex. i did not want to buy but my dad keep ask me buy. actually he has reason one lor. cos he want to use also. lol. ok. so i bought it. den i bought a tee. and we buy many things. haha. my mom keep complaining. lol.

wed - buy books
thurs - sch service , watch deathnote 2!!
friday - do hw!!!
sat - no plans yet
sun - new yr eve! cousins comin stayover! :DDD

MERRY CHRISTMAS! my nephew plays da violin so cute right!

went for christmas eve service ytd (: it was nice. at least my christmas this year is much more meaning ful. 3 yrs ago i went amelia church. 2 yrs ago i went val's bedok church. a year ago i went orchard to countdown (it was the most exciting one) this year at least i found the true meaning of christmas. then i went my aunt hse after that. met up with my cousins. haha. we played card games n we were crazy lah. weplayed snap then like the reaction mus fast one. i so kan chiong until we wan to go toilet. then we wanteed to play fireworks. but we did not. hai. we countdown in the room. we cut cake too. took mani pic of the cake. watched LOVE ACTUALLY. i don really get it but the ending was nice (: alot couples. then we wanted countdown but have no xact time. all our hp show diff timing. so we jus shouted merry chirstmas. haha. we did not exchange xmaspresent so we promised to exchange on new yr eve. and we takled about our plans on xmas eve. its realy fun talking to them. we takl bout many plans. ahh. im so excited to new yr eve. hope our plans work well. :DD

went weiyin birfday outing today and we watched the curse of the golden flower! whaha. JAY CHOU. he so funny. haha. his face looks so mordern den he act liddat. hahaha. i think it was not bad lah. the newspaper give it 4.5 stars i think. JAY CHOU fight so well. haha dono real not. and he act with gong li! whaha. his heart must be jumping fast. then we the gurls took photo :) then i went hme. i was writing xmas card since 7. and my hand write till so pain. haha. im writing for those who i need to send first. and i ask alot ppl their add. den amelia weiwei zx they all went dawn's church which is my hse downstair. i did not go cos went celebrate weitin bd. den amelia called me and asked me looked downstair to see dem. LOL. so funny. den weiwei go shout so loud. haha. den zx say i pangseh dem. dots! 10 course buffet leh. haha. and my hse downstair have so much lightings. decoratons for christmas. wha! super ncie!!! so romantic. the bus stop there very nice. so bright! took foto of it but lazy to update. tmr need to buy more xmas card.! i am goin to spend da most 20 dollar onli. my heart ache. cant buy present liao.

went to sentosa chalet on 16 dec to 17 dec with family and cousins. it was suppose to be veri fun but i fell sick on the second day and i cant enjoy much. so sad!!! wish i can go back.

16 dec.

went out around 2 with my family and we went boon keng to eat. we ate the chicken rice. there was a long queue but seriously it was not SO nice lah. dono why have long queu. after that we went to take NEL to harbour front. we went to vivo city and met xinyi ( my biaojie ) there. she worked there too but had taken leave that day. xinkai ( my biaodi ) was at sentosa alrady. then we went sentosa by taking the bus. it was around 7 already. then kaikai bring us there. we walked such a long way lah. whao. da hotel was quite deserted at first. the hotel is called siloso beach resort. but the room was so nice. and my mom jump on the bed. i went to xinyi room and my bro and i shared char kauy teow and fried oyster. then we went to watch the musical fountain. we waited for theblue line bus so long and we were latelah. den we ended up sitting on the stairs. the show was quite nice. haha. i like the waterfall. then my aunty and uncle came. i bathed in thehote for a long long time. the toilet was so nice and the shower was nice too. haha. and the adults went to palawan beach 's 7-11 while the four of us ( the younger ones ) stayed in the hotel. my brother n kaikai wattch soccer. got scv leh! then me n xinyi lied on the bed. we then ate peipei mian and chips.

at night i staretd to fell sick and i was shivering. the aircon was so cool. i donwant to say more about how i feel. it was horrible.

17 dec
i woke up feeling feverish. then we went to the siloso beach. wanted to watch sunrise but i could not wake up cos i was sick. then we went to rooftop to eat breakfast. i did not eat. have no appetite. thinking back. i think its so wasted!!!! da breakfast was so nice with scrambled eggs and hotdog and everythig. i feel lyk killing myself.

then i went back hotel to rest. and my dad bought panadol for me. omg. panadol takes away 1 day of my life. i told my dad i donwan but i stil eat. cos i wan t o play.

then we went to play the luge!! its so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! theres a family combo which is 8 ppl for 40 dollar. so we paid for that. and we 2 families sat. it had a skyride and we sat it n we went up! so cooling. i was NOT scared ok! haha. and my dad droped our ticket. LOL! its as high as cable car. i can see the whole sea. then we went down to another side and took a car. we had no ticket n da ppl dere veri buay song. haha. then they teach us how to control it. ahh so fun! den we drove back to where we started. haha. i did not bang into anyting! or i will die. hah. choy. but it was fun. n kai kai keep say he want to sit again. then it started pouring just as we got out of the luge. so lucky rite!!! den we ran back to hotel to check out. then we go and play again. we went to the 4d magix show. haha so fun. we were laughing al the way. i took off the 4d specs when got insects comin. and the chair spill water and moved suddenly. then got wind. wha. so scary and we were screaming. but it was fun! haha. den we went to some farm and went many place. after that we went to harbour front to eat. did not go vivo cos many ppl. it was an exciting trip! ( if i did not fall sick )

as soon as i get back hme. i had high fever. i slept frm 6pm to the next day 11 am. it was horrible terrible feeling. and i ate 4 panadol! omg. i never eaten panadol in my whole life before.

i will post my pics in sentosa another day :DDD

and i will be going kukuk ( dono how to spell ) its at malaysia. to countdown. i will be going on 31st until 1st. when i come back its 2007!!! whaha. i pray that my cousins weiling n weixuan will be able to make it. they cant join us for sentosa but i hope they can come for the trip to kukuk.

ytd had co concert at tecc. it was quite ok. :DD my parents went to support me ((: and they said they only know the last song . nan er dang zi qiang. before the concert i was so worried my string will come out. but it did not! yay. and i went hme watchiin hongxingdajiang. so funny. suppose to go badminton today but my mom asked me to stay at hme to pack boooks. but i used com da whole day. hee. watchhing Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu. i didnt know youtube had uploaded it until jessica tell me. ella so FUNNY. shes super cute her expression so funny. looking forward to vbs and da chalet at sentosa!!! YIPPEE!!!!!

tues - co/vbs
wed - vbs
thurs - co/vbs
fri - shopping n yoga
sat - sentosa!
sun - sentosa!
mon - dawn's church buffet

HELLLO.

it was a long weeeekend for me!

SUNDAY.
i went out with my cousins after so long! ling n wei reach ler de me n my bro den lili and ball reach. we went to watch decks the hall! haha. lame show. during the show i feel lyk going toilet and was so urgent. so i didnt rely concentrate. after that we were discussing wher to eat. my bro wan eat at yuki no yaki which was 20++ lah per person. no $$$ . den dey say eat paris. haha 40++ k. den we think very long. so we decided bowling. but did not. instead we went to the ARCADE!!!! whahah. played da drummania. so damn ps lah. cos me n ling plaayed. and we were sooooo lousy okay. den wei keep laugh at us. den we played bishibashi. da 3 siblings cousins compete with each other. haha. so fun. we were totally crazy lah. and me n my bro used da lest coins to restart!! my bro keep whao-ing me. LOL. i suddenly so fast. den we played playd, went crazy. den we decide to eat wher again. den wanted eat cafe cartel. no $$$. swenson. lili keep complain no $$$ but at last we eat swenson! so funny inside da restaurant. we did alot dumb things. and we were like kids at loss. we were so noisy la. and catch attention. haha. den we discuss t go stay overnite at ling hse and pitch a tent during xmas eve. thats so cool! we ate happy feet meal. den suppose t have free stickers but donhaf. den wei so dumb. he shout loudloud " why donhaf sticker ah" i think da staff cant stand us. haha. yay. den we went shopshop and hme sweet hme. my bro say its a nice day. cos from going out till going back at mrt or bus oso got place to sit. whoohoo.

MONDAY.
went cycling with zhilin val zhenghui wei hao hupsong ranford davin gavin. it was ok. and ranford teach hupsong. haha. we cycled till downtown east. den veri xing ku. den we went back around 3. den meet up again to go for chalet. was quite sian lah. cos we not looking forward to it. but it was not that bad... den we bbq marshmallow and eat.. den sing brithday song to chinyang junqun shiwee. den cut cake. da cake veri nice eh. we played daidee. den wanted to watch monster house. den dono dey watch wad gua zai zi or what lah. den talk talk. den me fungqi zhilin send emerlyn out. den i think i saw my last tym singing fren. forgot her name. den veri dumb lor. brian bring us walk b back gate. den i scratch till my leg. so pain lah. until now stil got the stingy pain. den we went t bath. wha. da chalet alot cokroach lor. den go back chalet. den ranford valerie n me went to mac to buy fries. mac breakfast start at 4AM!!! and talk quite long there. about church and al those. ranford's words make alot sense. he is so mature! so dong shi. then we and fungqi n zhilin went to do worship prayers. it was wierd doing there at swimming pool. there were lots mosquito. ranford say this. we should not be emotionally led but we should be will-led. its very meaningful! den we slept.

TUESDAY.
its da next day! and i miss my bed soo much. wwoke up by many ppl. so noisy. den da co ppl went co. went for VBS. whao it was nice. we worship for 1 hr. den i cried. i cant tell if i felt His presence. but im trying my best. i keep get distracted. and they spoke tounge language and i relly feel like speaking but i dont know how to. i learnt alot from this VBS. about God. i like the quiet time. im going to tried it tonight. i must talk to God! i realised many ppl are facing PO. but i know as long as we have the faith nothing can stop us. i know my parents are understanding. i hope they are.

And i worship you lord
My love in you restored
Here is my heart
Make it your sanctuary
For nobody else
But Jesus only you

this song keep ringing in my mind.

lalala... its december already. thats fast!

ytd had co n it was ok. then went for church service. pastor talked about walking into da gate of temple and not jus laying at da gate. very meaningful. and there'l be VBS next week. yay:D told my parents about it and dey did not object to it. they are soo understanding. so i must be a good girl. lol. im going out with my cousins later!!! yay!!! we will shop and watch movie and EAT! hurray!!!




i saw him last thurs night. he dyed his hair brown. n hes stil so cute. lol. i saw him da third tym during da sch holidays already. its fate ok. cos i tout i won be able to see him during da sch holidays. hahaha. hope he noticed me... but i don even noe his name n everything. even his sch uniform oso i neva seen before.. lala.. i jus hoped to see him again.. although hes someone i don even noe but i ever dreamt of him once. thats how i started to notice him. its jus some kind of ting...

lalala. went to childcare jus now. so noty lah da children! like to make funny funny faces. haha. but some are cutelah. their action so gong gong. heeheee. but we were onli allowed to help dem draw n draw. so boring! my group did the christmas celebration. got funqi ranford zhilin hupsong davin n sylvia( mdm yue daughter ). stil rmbr dat time jodie keep call her serviette. den she angry. HAHAHA. she so enthu to help de. haha. den i draw snowman. draw 4. haha. onli circle and circle. den paste ting on it.. it was quite fun doing lah. cos evrione do funny thing. n we sit on that pathetic chair! it fits our whole butt! den we talk laugh n do. davin n sylvia lyk talk veri well. haha. so funny. he keep asking her questions bout their pri sch. den hupsong cake so funny lah! hahaha. den veri sian lor. keep drawing de.. den da children nap time finish. dey go eat. lol. den dey keep staring at us. den got one walk pass me and dono shout wad. den cover his face! DOTS. and that sylvia donwan gif me eat der. veri noty. dey all run here n dere. so noty de. den got this one boy got scolded. den his face ly act innocent. haha. so funny!!!!! den me zhilin ranford hupsong davin went back first. da rest stay at dere.

den suppose meet debbie n darrell at 410. DEN! debbie sleeping. AND! darrell still in sch. den i donwan wait lah. wait dere lyk an idiot liddat. den darrell say i neva wait for him den he donwan buy frm me co tix. omg. liddat os can. so i tel him he don buy i don buy lor. so ma fan. n we dono how to pass him da money. so messy. omg. den i walked frm tjc dere. savwe bus fare. n now im online cos amelia asked me. n den she tell me she go play game. DOTS. im going out eat soon. BYE!!!!!

i stil haven start revision!!!!!!

friday - go make jersey, band concert
sat - guitar, church sevice
sunday- gathering wif cousins
mon - chalet
tues - co, vbs, chalet
wed- vbs , chalet
thurs- co
fri - shopping, yoga.
im having a sentosa hotel on 16 dec! YAY. with my cousins! YAY......!!

i tink i onli start revision next next week......HOPEFULLY i will. I MUST! MUST!

ERHU outing today! its funner than i expected. but lesser ppl den i expected. but overall it was ok :DDD

we reached bedok mrt at 8 but i was late and reached arnd 8 plus. so sorry. den we walked a long long long way dere. and we finally reached. we played mani games. got captasin ball got tititi tututu. den wad concentration. den alot lah. i lyk da game when we tie balloon at our leg de. dat game super funnny lah. haha. all so hiong. den team 1 win. hahaha. it super hot lah in the morning.....im burning. if onli i were in some winter country. haa. mayb my ear will drop.

den we went for our lunch... at mac. and miss ho treat us. whoo. actualli i stil got my mcmuffin burgger but since its free i buy oso. lol. i noe i veri tan xin lah. lol. den we eat ler actualli wan cycle. but RAIN so heavy lah. same as last last yr erhu outing. raining oso. den steph wanling emerlyn n me shared a pathetic umbralla. den we hide in shelter and played games. lyk da whole place flooooood lor. n da veri fun game is pour water on ppl de. lol. n i get all drenched. all wet. so stoopid. haha. but it was fun lah. pouring on ppl. den rain stopped. so evrione go n changed. den some of dem went cycling. but me n emerlyn went back ferst.

sat 31 and i slept on da bus. super long lah da journey. den went ntuc find seaweed. den go eat chicken. and i bought soup max. lol. neva drink befor. so i wan try. and home sweeeet home :)
a veri tired day. i tink my face sooo red now. i donwan to haf da specs mark!! i haven tried cyling in east coast. but joan complained she swear she won go dere. LOL. pasir ris park so many mosquityto. but got one bicycle rental shop haf one cute guy leh... not bad. might consider going dere to see him again...heeeheeeheeeheee. lalalalallalalallalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i realise im quite pack dis week. no time for myself. n i haven start revision. i shuld knock my head on da wall to wake me up. next year O LVLS ok!!!!!!!!! ajaajaajaFIGHTING! mus go to VJC!

Primary sch gathering outings :DDD

omg. was suppose to work ytd. den... alot ting happen. i say slowly.

ytd mornin went to guitar wif val. we were so slack lah ok. everyone playin onli we at dere tok n play. i tink da instructor gif up hope on us. haha. den val wan another instructor. LOL. we ended at 12 plus and we went to long john silver and buy fries. so i went to pasir ris to meet li hui for our first day job.

when we reached dere.. its like so dumb. we were standing dere waitng for someone we dono. dono how da person looked lyk. da person jus say wait at control station. DEN after like 1 hr. we decided to call da supervisor. den she say at blk 578!!! how can dey cheat us! den we went ther. and dey say 1000 flyers 20 dollar. seems alot. actualli its not. see ah. she say do 10 blks. its door to door. den 1 blk about 100. so lyk 20 divide by 10 its 2 dollar onli for 1 blk! wth! so not worthh it. and mus do 4 times befor dey gif us thru bank accounts. den got 2 gurls go and dey oso didnt do. they talked t us. they say be cleaner also can earn more. haaha. luckily we didnt do... den we just ran away without telling the person. and we went to pasir ris whitesand to walk walk and g the library. then i went hme and go online.

i went to meet val at 0730 and we walked around tm. den went to tamp mrt to meet qianqian. she was complaining to us say what meet at 8 den all late. lol. den say she hungry. after that hupsong came and qiyun came. we went to see movie time slot. wanted to watch casino royale. but all selling fast. so we wwatch the grudge 2! super scary k! then muying appear behind us. went to buy mac.

the show has no storyline. keep having scary thing popping out. so scary that i canot control myself. then got one part got a woman dead. den suddenly behind our seats got ppl shout "SI LIAO" meaning dead liao in hokkein. SO FUNNY LAH! haha! den we keep laughing.da cinema so quiet and suddenly da person shout that. behind us got 2 ppl use a BLANKET to cover themselves!!!! and behind us i also saw an old lady sleeping soundly. lol. i keep laughing lah. but da show was relly scary. EDISON SO SHUAI!

when we came out of cinema its already 1130. tm has closed. but still alot ppl in cinema.. haha. den we went hme. i so scared in da bus cos got one scene is the gurl on bus den infront her is a man playing peek a boo with "someone" beside her. obviously is not human. at one bus stop. i saw a person with white hair squatting down and her face facing down. i stil have that image in my head. i hope its a human. dere were many ppl in the bus so im not scared. but i don dare to go up. so i called my brother to fetch me down.
yay. quite a fun day despite of da stoopid job.

WHAO. todays da class bbQ to fare well miss ng. jus came back. n i cant slp unless i finish this.

in da morning i went for co and went for guitar. so stoopid lah. we lyk so scare liddat. actualli we already told miss ho lor. den we stil so scare for wad. onli scare ding at dere say.den went guitar. not bad lah. den i went to eat. and jieru treat us. haha. den after tat i went hme. DEN i bath. DEN i change. DEN i tie hair and blahblah. after that i went to lihui hse to watch show. she keep say her hse nan kan. but is ok lah. den watch den keep pausing. cos we toking. den when we goiing out den she got migrane. its sth lyk headache or wad bah. den wait for her to slp ferst. den went out around 6 plus plus. is quite late ler lah.

den we went white sand toilet and bought a little food. she stil abit headche lor. scare wait she faint or wad.. haha. choy. den we saw 403 come ler. den chase for it and saw miss ng fungqi zhiling upstair. den we talk talk. den we reached da bus stop. hupsong and davin were there to fetch us to da bbq pit which is 19b . so anyway we reached dere n alot ppl were there. so da main lead today was of cos miss ng. den we eat. den go da beach there see sea. no stars tonite. den we talk n play play n talk. did not rely eat much lah. den dono da guys went swimming den dey hide brian clothes n sandal. den he so scare. hah.. den da time comes when miss ng want to go back. we stop her. den jodie was at dere lyk keep planning wad to say. damn funny lah she. at dere keep screaming. haha. den we pass her da present. den we keep asking her to cry. den ranford says some sppech. den da class keep laughing. den miss ng say sth bout ppl onli atmsn say "hahaha" and "lol". den da jokes come. evrione started lol and hahaaha. den after that dey ALL msg her hahaha n lol. i tink miss ng mus be veri touched. seriously! haha. da present was quite meaningful u noe.

after she left quite alot ppl left also. den some gurls n boys left.den qiyun help to pack up. after tat me qiyun lihui qian qian went. as we walking along da field. we saw a FROG! i saw it jumping. my heart stop a beat. i tout wad was that below me. den we tout of catching up wif da ppl infront. den me and qq run run. den reached bus stop onli hupsong joel and gavin i tink. den they waiting for joel sun feng ce. den we wait and wait for da bus. n qq n qiyun tok so funny de. den when da bus some we run from one busstop to another. if da bus drive faster we wuld get knok down. den in bus qq keep say if we catch up wif dem our gang will be bigger den any of others who came up da bus. DOTS! den she keep entertaining herself lah.. hahaha. siao one.

den when we reached pasir ris mrt. wth. da mrt close liao. lyk. so early de mejh.. onli 1130 den no mrt liao. den we lyk tinking of ways lah. walk hme? no way. so we no choce took taxi. n waiting for taxi is a tough job. evrione was fighting for it. so we r quite kiasu lor. den me n qiyun no one side wait. den lihui and qianqian go another side. den alot ppl waiting oso. qiyun keep tok bout wad potato on da bbq ting. den jumping. hahaha. den we finally got one taxi. den i sit infront. den i tout da driver so fierce lor! he say tighten seatbelt is not tighten my bag buy me. den say me. but aftea that he keep laughing n joking with us. he so funny! haha. den we keep laughing inside dat taxi. HAHAA. den lihui alight my hse here. and i asked her to walked until my lift. i scare. haha. den i went hme SAFELY. its a fun day! i needa sleep!