MORE PICS!


snow snow snow! its all on the ground.

beautiful snow! i can see my cousin's cousin!

me and xinyi on "luge"

brother and xinkai.

the seal show!! CUTE!

Giant turtle!!

ROAR!!

my papa and me! his hat is so cute! haha!

beautiful!

FIREWORKS!

Here are the pics!

16dec.

me and cousin!

cable car!!!

we look like dumplings wraping ourselves

my bro call us kiddy brain. he took this.

he look like a robber!

17dec.

i dont think he's cool lah! haha

my act cool bro and me!



i love my family!

mummy and me!

the 14 of us!

pretty right!!

we were at balcony, freezing while smiling.

18 dec.


mummy and me!

last dat here in the resort):

the 4 of us!

me in winter sonata trees here


stupid bro!

Family!!

look at what he's doing!! :D


MOre to come!! im tired! i needa sleep! nights!

im really getting lazy to blog bout my korea trip. im just so busy nowadays. after coming back from korea, everyday i have sth on. its tiring but i love what im doing(: im performing on saturday!!! it's gonna be a great service!

for now, i wil jjust summarise everything.

20 dec.
i cant rmbr what we did. but i remembered we went to make kimchi!! i didnt really like kimchi thou. but its fun making it. and we donated them to the orphanage and all those. so cool. after that, we tried the korean costume. which i think i dont look good in it. it makes me look fat. hahaha. not only me ok! Then at around afternoon, we went to daejanggeum palace theme park, where daejangguem is filmed. seriously, it was disppointing, it was so small!!! it doesnt look like a palace at all. we really need to clap for the camera man cos he was able to make it look gigantic!!! the tour guide has alr warned us that its going to be small. and true enough, it WAS SMALL!!! sadded. but we had fun taking photos inside. whaahaha.

the best part of the day was when we go to beauty academy, where they teach ppl to do facial. they have 10 products to use and they number it 1 to 10. ridiculous. can u imagine puting 10 stuffs on ur face once a week. but it was fun and we learned many things which of cos we did not apply it after back to sgpore. sgporeans are just too busy to take care of themselves. the tour guide told us that koreans really took care of themselves especially their face. true enough, the girls in korea had great skin but not looks. hahaha. and ppl in korea are skinny! bcos they eat KIMCHI and dont eat oily stuff. oh yes, i also learnt that putting make up is a form or respect in korea. in sgpore if u put make up, ppl will say that u are vain. what great differences we have.
after learning, we went to the face shop and shop for bout an hr just in that shop!! altogether, my family spent 400 plus plus sgpore money in the shop alone. which means we spent around 3 million won. haha. we are all millionaires in korea man. i bought many many stuffs and felt so satisfied. but after coming baack to sgpore's face shop, i feel that i should have bought more things there in korea!!! argh!!! pls bring me back to korea!!! thanks.

at night, we ate korea bah kut teh. oh my. its not even bah kut teh. there;s no herb in it. they are too healthy to add in other ingredients man. oh yes, their food are realy wierd. their dou hua sui tasted salty instead of sweet and their you tiao is like doughnut, they added sugar to it. HAHAHAHA.

21dec.
this was consider the last day alr.

we visited blue house, the president house. after that we went to a palace. i dont know what is it actually cos i wasnt paying attention. but i think it was a old palace located near city hall. their city hall is so cool!!! the christmas tree has a cross on it!!!! cool right!!! and its so beautiful. we picked many autumn leaves. and took many pic in the palace. we defintely had a fun time seeing korean kids and children. the girls are so pretty even at a small age. and they are wearing skirt while we wore4 layers of clothes and look like some huge dumplings. and there were many guys. korean guys. so immature lah. keep bullying each other. but they had a great time. in fact, the few days in korea really spoil my image of korean dramas. the ppl in korea are super different those in the drama. so violent and they talk very loud and so unfriendly. haiii. my tour guide said kwon sang woo is not a good man behind the camera. heart breaks lah. hahaha. anyway.............. after the visit to palace, we went to pearl factory and bought some hp chains. so pretty!!!

and we ate in chinese restaurant that day!! super delicious lah the food. first time in the 7 days eating chinese food. no kimchi!!! hurray!!! but i miss kimchi now after back in sgpore. hahaha. im eating unhealthily again): hayo!! kfc mac all these. i should stay in korea for 1 yr and slim down first. hahaha.

then we went to namsan garden which is where the lovers in paris acted. the waterfall. lame lah. waterfall without water. and our tour guide told us that she had gone there for almost 30 times but didnt see any water before. our tour guide seems to dont like koreans. ahaha. she told us many stories. if u want to know! ask me. im lazy to type. and it does spoil my image of koreans. however, after watching witch yoo hee ytd, i decided to continue watching korean drama but never marry a korean guy. that used to be my dream but no more!!

after that we went to nandaemung!!! the best shopping trip of the whole trip. it was so crowded and the things there were QUITE cheap. ok. it is cheap only in korea lah. ahaha. the cheapest bag is sold there. which is 10000won = 16 sing dollar. and i bought one(: and we ate the icecream is longer than 15cm i think. cool!!! super high the ice cream. its the best time to eat ice cream in winter bcos it wont melt. hahahaha. and xinyi and me had a great time shopping while the adults are not very happy. hahaha.

that was all the exciting things bout the trip!!! i totally love the trip. there were no worries or anything and i had such great time with my cousins and bro!!! we were always crazy and having fun with each other. if only i can go on holiday every day. hahaha. im sucha lazy person lah i admit. i love everything bout this trip and i love my tour guide too!!! she's so pretty and funny. she always say jokes but never laugh at them. that makes us laugh more. hahaha. and the time we spend in the bus was always so long. i really miss this trip so much!!! but life has to go on. but im glad to be back in sgpore bcos i have hoGc here!!! i thank God for making this trip go smoothly and everything. oh yes!! did i mention that there's a new testament bible in th seoul palace hotel!!! COOL RIGHT!! hahaha. and there are so many churches in korea. so many cross on the buildings. whats amazing is that even in the mountain or ulu areas, there are churches too. beautiful. i think i might have seen yoido full gospel church but dontknow. bcos there are just too many churches there. hahaha. great. i finished blogging !

yay im here to blog again.

18 dec.
i cant really rmbr what i did this day. but this is the day where we get to shop the most BUT i didnt buy anything. sad right. bcos the things in korea are so EXPENSIVE. their tax and all those alr cost alot. the bags cost more than 50. we went to myeongdong first. then preoceeded to nami island which is where winter sonata took place. the 2 rows of tress are nice. we took alot spastic pictures there. one picture which was so funny is when my bro go and cover bae yong jun's face and kissed choi ji woo. i shall post the pic. and alot of koreans walk pass us laughing and looking at us. i laughed till i stomachache. it was super funny. and we were saying that after we walked away, those koreans will do the same thing too. hahaha. and nami island is pretty. although our tour guide said it will be cold, but i think we are beggining to suit to the cold weather alr. after nami island, we took a long journey of 3 hrs back to SEOUL's dong dae mun. that was a big shopping centre which things cost alot. i have nth to blog bout that. it was so disppointing): and after that, we went back to seoul palace hotel. we were finally back in the city. i missed the resort!!!

19dec.
this was definitely the best day man!!! we went to hot spring in the morning! it was so embarassing. i have a long story to tell. but i've alr tell this story to so many ppl and they feel disgusted. so to cut the long story short, we saw many naked women in the changing room. and they just changed beside their lockers. as singaporeans, the few of us went to the toilet and changed. i think that the koreans might be laughing at us. cos we were supposed to change beside the locker! but we had a great time in the pool. we didnt take all out. bcos we went to the unisex pool. the best part was when we swam outdoor. can u imagine swimming at a weather of 0degree celcius. at first, the wind was blowing and it was damn cold. BUT after sometime, the water was just so warm. and we didnt feel cold at all wearing out swimming costume and playing at outdoor(0degree calcius) its just so crazy. hahahaha. we went to try diff hot spring flavour. there were green tea, coffee, rose, peppermint and many more. the feeling was just so shiok man!

after quite some time, we had to changed back. this is the funniest part. we had to bath infront of other girls. but of cos, as sgporeans, we didnt take off our swimming costume. we just washed briefly. then we wanted to get a towel. BUT the person did not allow us to take a towel unless we took off our clothes infront of her and put the clothes in a plastic bag. this was crazy. we were stuck there for quite some time as she kept looking at us. after a while, she went off to do sth and the few of us faster ran away back to our lockers. it was super funny!!! we weree like prisoner running away. so silly!!! then we changed in the toilet again. the image of the place was still in my mind. ahh! disgusting.

then after hot spring, we went for lunch and ate 3 pigs. hahaha. bcos we kept adding porks. and the tour guide told us that we had killed 3 pigs alr. hahaha. then we went to EVERLAND!!! my fav place of all!! beautiful place!!! although we didnt sit the rides bcos it was ex, we watched the animal show and the seal show. it was so funny! we didnt understand what they were talking but the animals were so cute and smart!!! they have the wisdom man!!! and the children in the show were so enthusiastic!! THEY ARE SO CUTE!!!! their cheeks were red. cute cute. i want to bring them home!! hahaha!!! they kept responding during the animal show and shout. super enthu man!!! if only sgporeans kids were like that too. haha. and we took sth like luge. super fun!! and the ppl working there were so full of energy!! they skate to sweep the floor. cool right!!! they were all youths!!! and they were so enthu. their smile warm my heart. then we went to sth like night safari. super fun!! the lions and liger and tiger was scary. but the bear was cute!! they were all trained to do diff things! cool man!!! then we went to the 4d show. well, that i can said that sentosa is better!! haha. and the last part was that we watched the firework show!! they put it everynight until christmas!!! the place was decorated to bautifufully with many christmas trees and lights!! there was the feeling of christmas!!! unlike sgpore. hahaha. the weather was so cold. this is christmas man! hahaha. and its so romantic!! took many pic of the firework. so pretty!!! its reallly really really beautiful! i know i said that word alot times but i cant find any word to replace it. if u think sgpore's firework is nice, u should see korea's one. and it was really long! i will post pic!! hahaha. words cannot express it. but picture can!! the magic show was great. that made me happy that i came to korea. it was the best thing i've ever seen. seriously.

after the show, we walked a long way before reaching the exit. and we were all freeszing to death. it was only 6 or 7 but it was super dark alr!!! no sun means no warmth. so we were suffering all the way to the exit!!! SUPER COLD MAN!! and we bought churros and hotdog! yummy! after we reached the bus, our ears and nose was halfway to dropping. hahaha.

and we ate ginseng chicken that night!!! yummy!! but i didnt eat the ginseng, i dontwant to nose bleed. hahaha.

to be continued-----
im so sorry but i got to rush off to my aunty hse to celebrate christmas!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
we will be having buffet!! YUMMY. and my cousins and i are exchanging present!! FUN FUN. haha. and we will hang out after that togthr. yay!!! so BYE!! upload pics next time too.(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! WOOHOO i just came back from korea and its christmas! busy busy! haha. i went for x mas big day ytd and it was great! the sermon was powerful!! LOVE! hahaha. and we went marina sq after that. the whole church was there. super cool! and today we had christmas togthr till 12 plus. great occasion. i received many cards(: but felt so guilty bcos i know i could have make nicer cards but bcos i only know bout it last night!!! ahh!! others' cards are so nice but mine! HAI. and worse, i haven make for everyone! hhaha.

anyway. korea was fun but not as fun as i expected. the highlights were definitely the skiing and the hot spring and EVERLAND!!! whoohoo..

15th dec.
reached korea at 10pm but suppose to be 9pm in sgpore. so cool. the time is faster. and took 1hr trip to hotel. seoul palace hotel! great 5 stars hotel!! toilet bowl is cool man! and i shared a room with my cousin, xinyi! exciting!! anyway there were 14 of us from the family who went togthr and 11 other ppl in our grp. we had the bigger group!! others were either couple or family. we were kind of aniti social durng the trip, sticking to just the 14 of us. haha. but we interacted with others too. but we also gossipe bout them. hahaha. not in a bad way thou. LOL.

16th dec.
went to mount seorak or sth. super cold. it was the first day and i guessed we were still not able to suit with the super cold weather yet. the coldest weather was -5degree celcius lah! hahah. we were covering all our faces. the wind kept blowing at us. some of them climbed the mountain but some did not. cos the wind was too big. my dad and bro climbed up and when they came down, they said that they almost blown away by the wind. the wind was super super strong. oh yeah. and we kept going to toilet bcos we had to sit for long hrs on the bus and the weather was cold!! the dinner we had was great. i dontknow whats it called but its bbq pork. but the food in korea wasnt that nice. kimchi all the way. and its always bbq all these. they dont eat oily food like singaporeans do. ahah. and the 1st night, we were transfered to stayed in a resort out of seoul. the resort was cool man!! there's a small kitchen for us to cook. and xinyi and me shared a room too. the room was huge like a house!!! wahahaha. so cosy! and we experienced sleeping on the floor like how the kroeans do, the floor was hot and it wasnice to sleep on!!! i love the warmth. but i hate it in sgpore. haha. but anyway, we went to a nearby supermarket to get supper. we just couldnt understand the words on the package and just look at the pic. and we get the 2 eldery to cook for us. haha. and the 14 of us gathered in their room to eat!!

17th dec.
SKIING DAY!! fun funfun!! at first, we were complaining about everything. bcos it was suoer cold and troublesome! the boot was super heavy and we need to prepare alot things. we kept complainign that we payed thousand plus to come korea and suffer (the cold weather exppecially and not forgetting the food ) haha. the boot we need to wear weighs around 10kg i think. suoer heavy. and the equipments are heavy too. we were all noobs!! and we took a long time to get prepared before proceeding to the snow area. so pretty and beautiful!!!! THE BEST PART WAS THAT IT SNOW!!!!!!!!! SUPER BEAUTIIFUL! words cannot express it. it was te first time in my life seeing snow man. then, we started talking about how we never regret coming. haha. there was the christmas feeling. snowing snowing! skiing and snowing. so beautiful the image!! and i learnt to ski!! it was fun!!! going down the slope especially!!! i fell once! and it was hard to get up. and my tour guide helped me. my dad fell and i think he sat there for half and hr bcos he cant get up. hahaha. suoer funny. we kept laughing at him. the tour guide cant even pull him up. hahaha!! but its fun!!! we were discussing bout going snow city to ski. haha. pathetic. snow city is like....hai.. hahaha!

at night, we stayed at a resort but its at valvidi park resort! its opposite the skiing area!! VERY BEAUTIFUL. xinyi and me got the hotel which faces the skiing area!!! hahahahaha!!! and others kept complaining!! the image is really beautiful. i shall post pic soon!! there was a balcony. and we went out there o take pic. BUT it was super cold!! the floor is super icy. and we had to kept our suffering and smile while taking picture. it was really cold. i dontknow how to explain but it was REALLLY SUPPPER COLD. if u are in sgpore reading this, i doubt u can feel what im writing. hahaha. its totally opposite. and i really have to thank God that i did not fall sick. beautiful place. and we ate supper again!! hahaha. but this time, the resort room includes bed so we dont have to sleep on the floor. but i dont mind sleeping on floor actually!! anyway. i need to post the pic so the ppl who are reading this can get the picture im talking about. its REALLY PRETTY! the skiing area had lights everywhere. we felt like we were at some moutain area or some christmas place. santa clause is coming to town! and he skii to our room. ahahaha.

---to be continued-----
i really need to sleep now. my eye is swollen. i need to be wise. ahhaa. i will continue again!

Im going to korea in a few hours time!! im so excited but yet afraid of the cold cold weather there!!! and i might come period. my cousin too! the worst is we come together! hahaha. but that means that i cant go to the hot spring or spa. ahhh!!! but i know its going to be a great trip there! KOREA!! the biggest church is in KOREA!!! not in angmoh country! what a great country is korea.

last 2 weeks of VBS was great. i learnt many things especially through being in the vbs team and micro leadership. its just so amazing to learn so many things just in 2 weeks. i need to LIVE my life well man!!! there're so many stuffs i need to do! the last session of vbs was super powerful!!! and pastor lia prayed for me! and im posted to tpjc. i was just thinking and thinking if i should go but i just feel so strongly that God wants to put me in tpjc. when i was choosing my schools, i was telling God that i will follow where He put me to. thats why i put tpjc as second choice instead of nanyang. and i just knew that i will go to tpjc. tpjc may not be a good school but i know that God has a purpose of putting me there. He's going to use me! and i will obey Him. so dont try to change my mind!!!

i need to practice my erhu now! im just so excited to be performing on 29 and 31st dec! now its not just about me and my erhu anymore. im playing for Him. it will be totally diff from syf. i will use my erhu to worship Him.

Here i am to worship
Here i am to bow down
Here i am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

Annyeong Haseyo! PeiJun immnida! mannaso panga sumnida. cho nen singaporu saram imnnida.

This week has been a great week for me!!! my life is just so happening!!! although i didnt went for prom but i did not regret!!! bcos my life is definitely more exciting than that! amen!

today i stood on the stage again and shared my testimony!!! yay!!! i missed sharing testimony!!! it was really great!!! and i really got many encouragement from ppl in my cg and ppl in church!!(: and many people told me that i was a great speaker! hahaha. all these really make me smile!!! and most importantly! my parents came! thank God. at first i didnt really want them to come bcos im afraid they will find out about VBS! i will faint!! haha. but their hearts were open!!! my dad kept joking that i was the speakerof the year. haha. and my mom said that pastor How was funny! im so happy to say that HE IS MY PASTOR! hahaha!!! my pastor is a great man of God!!! i love his sermon and he always make joke which makes me laugh!!! i love HoGc!!! im so proud to be in HoGc!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank You, Lord for placing me in such an awesome place!

i really love the people in my church! Everyone is always smiling and so encouraging. their warm response really helped me much!!! and liane is just such a great person. she really helped me alot in preparing my testimony. and i msged her just now to thank her. and she said "it was my pleasure:):):)" i just smiled reading this. haha. and maril is great too. she helped me today and she's so comfortable to talk too. and she helped me find valerie cheong pic also-.- hahaha. and i really have to thank the ppl in my cg for cheering so loud for me. haha. and pei fen told me that his friend said i was a great speaker. haha. shy lah me. heehee. but many ppl also praised me that i spoke well even roy and lynette! hahaha. and mr tan and miss sim came ytd!!! so amazzing right!! and miss ang was supposed to come but she could not last min:( but she msged me that she's proud of me and that she had bought a gift for me. haha. Christians teachers are just awesome!!!

but most importantly, i really have to thank God for all these. i prayed before going up on stage that every word i speak will impact ppl's lives. and i have ppl telling me that they are inspired and that this is my first step towards impacting ppl lives. whao!! i just smiled reading all these msg. and i showed them to my mummy. hahaha. my parents must be proud of me! and Bill told me that God is smiling down at me. i know that testimony is not just any speech im making but really its about my testimony of my walk with God and how He touched me. i want ppl to experience what i experience. i want people to know about my Heavenly Father.

No words can express how much i love Him. im just so addicted to His presence and i want to draw closer to Him. i want more of Him, my Lord, my portion and hope.

Cant live a day without Your presence
Closer to You i wanna be

My soul crys out for more of You
My Lord, my portion and hope
I close my eyes and feel You near
there's nobody else that can take Your place

whao today was a great day!!! i gave my testimony and i really hope it impacted lives!!! i will be giving tmr too! so see you alll tmr!!!

I love my cg peeps so much!!! they are all so supporting!!! especially Jingfen who even prayed for me and thanks Bill for the msg. You're a great friend! i love HoGc!!! their enthusiastic response really gave me much confidence to speak!

im so HAPPY!

the zone camp was awesome. the camp team had worked so hard for it and they sacrificed their sleep. thanks so much. but i never regretted coming to this camp. even thou we did not manage to play amazing race, but we had a great fellowship at gavin's hse. his mother is super cool and open man. she is so comfortable to talk too. and gavin's brother, arvan is so cute. haha. they look the same when they smile. aha. so cute!

and im so tired. really tired but i dontwant to sleep. com is super addictive. im watching video sermons of city harvest. whao. their praise and worship is great. they have a very annointed worship team. i just lift my hands and worship with them.

Take all of me
i give You my all for all of me
move in Your power
open the heavens Lord today

Take all of me
make us Your light for all to see
change this world we live in
let Your harvest in

nice song. the night revival meeting on tues night was super powerful. its a pity some ppl could not come bcos im sure if they did come, they will definitely be impacted. Dominic preached a great sermon bout others can, i cannot. and i thought to myself, others can live their life as they wish without any purpose, i cannot. bcos my future is going to be amazing with God and my future is sercured is His hands. i will live my life for my God. this is the commitment i make. im going to be the light and salt of this world saving ppl from broken families or ppl who are doing well in life. seeing all these ppl living life without any purpose wrecks my heart. God gave me a vision of me leading this people. Thank You , Lord. i know i have a purpose in my life with You.

my life is just great. many things have happen and i simply love HoGc. i wonder what i ll be now without HoGc. at hme watching emo korean dramas? HAHAHA. i still do watch but i rarely had the time. my days are all packed. but im happy!!! HAPPY!!! next week i have VBS!!! and meeting with pastor and photoshoot and chalet. great. i will never exchange my life with others. i just love who am i!!! hahahaha!!!

and im sharing testimony this weekend. oh man!! on the stage infront of close to thousand of ppl. hahaha. if it was ftms house, i would not be that scare. but now, the stage is high high high. but i ll just pray that my testimony is going to impact the lives of others. now, God keeps speaking to me about loving people and really always living for others.

take all of me for all of You
all consuming fire
take all of me for all of You
You're my heart's desire

this is horrible terrible vegetable!! i cant find my PAE form which contains my pin number inside to help me sign up for the PAE thing. im going crazy searching it. there are so many things in my room and i totally cant remember where i put it!!! i thot i put in somewhere safe. do i really have to give up this PAE thing. oh man. im really going crazy!!!!!! why cant i remember?!!!! i realised that these few days there are so many things going on and i begin to neglect the small little things that are important too. "Be faithful to the little things." God spoke to me.

There are still so many things i have yet to do! my organiser is gone. the water smudge all my inks. there are so many things going on this holiday. its a good thing but may not be good too. i really need to find time to be alone with God.

parachute band, zone camp!, pri sch chalet, birthday chalet, VBS!, korea!, Big day!, class chalet.

i want to blog about my cousin's dog, bobby.

very sad. he passed away on thurs morning. i knew him since i was pri 2 i think. and we were very close. everytime we went his hse. he never fails to chase my bro and me. i still remembered that i was really scare of him cos he's a dog! but after spending much time togthr, i became closer to him and played with him too. he's the first dog i aint afraid of!!! but he's gone now. im really sad i almost cried on thurs. then i told all my cousins. they are sad too. we will never forget u bobby! although u are just a dog, i love you and will miss you!!!! i will remember you always!!!!!!!! bye bobby......

today's service was just amazing. the presence of God was so strong. and something happened during altar call!!! some of us heard a humming voice and it wasnt from the background vocalists as their mic was mute. and it wasnt from pst how too. its quite scary when i heard it. cos some ppl didnt hear it. and they recorded it too and the humming was heard clearly. it must be God. He was happy and was singing with us. i love You, Lord. i never want to leave You. i want to dwell in Your presence forever.

whoa!!! shopping for 2 whole days!! but still not yet satisfied): money money i want money.

anyway, ytd was a fun day! went to a big cousin hse in the noon as their baby 1st month old. so we went there to celebrate and there was buffet!(: then the adults talk talk and we the children play play. weiwei damn pro. bought psp without telling his parents. nowdays, PSP is a must-have for guys. all of those guys have one lah.

after that, wenru, xinyi and me went to bugis. the journey from punggol to bugis was super far. punggol is super ulu!!!!! very little ppl. we kept seeing noone. and we finally reached bugis after 1hr of LRT, purple line, red line and then green line. yes. we took all the lines.

so we shop shop shop. then the guys called. and they said they want to joined us. but after that they went to bugis junction to play arcade..... immature! haha. but i didnt know there was arcade there!!!-.-

then ling ling joined us after that. so the 6 of us went to have dinner toghtr. and after a long decision, we decided to go to a japanese restaurant called ministry of food. super cool the food box or whatever it is called. i ate the teriyaki chicken bento. then we ordered sushi too. yummmy! and we also ordered the ice cream!!! its hokkaido ice cream!!! yummmmmmmmy. and 6 of us shared 3 scoops. its nice! and weiwei is super funny. cos there's a cherry on the ice cream and xinyi ate it. after that xinyi (whose nails are painter red) reached out to the ice cream to take the waffle. and weiwei said "whao. i almost thought that was another cherry." LOL!!! i was laughing like mad. and they didnt think its funny. i thought it was funny and still think so.

anw, we had a nice day togthr. cant wait to go out with them again. always full of laugther and nonsense. oh yeah. lingling and me just cant stop complaining about the Os. haha.

and today, went out with xinyi and wen ru again. i didnt want to. but its a long story. but i felt guilty for not studying. sad..... but its fun lah. haha. but most of the time is looking for xinyi cothes. she had this moe attachment thing and need to wear office wears! so she looked for office wears. but i bought a blouse too!(: oh yeah, i bought a bag, shoe and shirt too ytd(:

gtg study and sleep now! sweet dreams!

YAY papers are ending soon! im so happy. im left with chem and phy paper one. and after that, i can fly! my life after Os is gonna be exciting!!! there's so much events going on!!! there are zone camp, prom night, vbs and i can start serving in my cafe ministry! oh the most exciting this holiday is that im going korea!!!!! YAY!!!

and jay chou new album is out. the songs are so nice especially wo bu pei! so touching the mv.

im going shopping tmr with my cousins!!! shop shop shop!!! :D
im gonna change all the clothes in my wardrobe!!!

and im changing my hp!!!!! to w910i!!!

i want to work too during this holi! but i doubt i can find time to work. oh man. but i need money!

im so tired of studying. everytime i think of slacking, i feel guilty. but honestly, i dont think im stress enough. i need to work harder!! im so afraid of O's. its going to determine my future. no matter what, i MUST and i NEED to score well.

and i received a card from siqi today(: im so happy! she delivered it to my hse. she's such a nice person and i told my mom, its this kind of little things that ppl do make us happy. and she wrote a long note for me. i miss her so so much. i need to meet all my pri sch friends after O.

when i was bathing just now, i thought of my pri sch life and i miss it! it was so carefree then and we were all so innocents. remember all the diaries and biography we wrote. also remembered how we used to write notes in class and pass it around. i even had secret books or diaries with my friends which we wrote our secrets and pass it to each other. its so funny!!! now, all these things seem so LAME. but its really meaningful. we also loved to give small gifts to one another. and there were always rumours about who has crush on who and everything. and yes, it was pri sch when i got my first crush and all these craps. then we will write stupid notes to them and everything. and we would also go to the playground everyday after school and climb here and there. friendships then was so nice although it was immature. we never kept secrets from one another. there were so many nice friendship poem:)

then i think, do the younger generations now do these? probably at primary 1, they already have handphones and labtops and all the branded stuffs. no more pokemon or hello kitty or cartoon bags. i dont think they write diaries anymore. maybe they do not treasure friendship as much as we did in the past.

im glad i was born in the 1990s. and i miss 1990s!!!!! althought technology was not that advanced, what we had in the past may not be able to get now. we spent so much times with families and i recalled how we always had outings we love taking photos!!! i had million photos:) now, people just use handphone to take and they dont develop them. im glad i still keep all the photos:)

in short, i love living in the past but i know! my future's gonna be amazing!

hi people! im blogging today!

im so happy to see weiyin back in church today!!! God is amazing! i prayed and prayed for her last weekend during the time with God. Pastor shared about how we need to pray SPECIFICALLY. So i prayed to God specifically that she will come for service next weekend(today), not next next weekend, not after O. but next weekend(today). and God answered my prayer! i asked weiyin if she's coming on thurs and she agreed! im so happy!!! She told me that she finally found her purpose of coming to church and she will grow in Him! Thank you Lord! You're such a loving God. We LOVE You!!!! Today during the time with God thing, pastor preached a powerful sermon! And i realised that i was also an insecure person always thinking about what others will think of me. i had tried too hard sometimes and i just completely lost who i am. Now that i have God, i know that with His power and with my self control, i will be a different person. A person who stands to my conviction and a person who is bold and confident!

and now im waiting for my bro to buy back supper. its super late and im tired. i didnt want to eat but he kept tempting me. hai!

hello!!! im not supposed to be using computer but my mom left it on and noone else is using, so im using!!! hehe.

and in the end! im going korea! haha. so happy. but it will be winter in dec and it will be freezing cold. but its better than singapore(:

and there's an earthquake in singapore ytd! its a slight tremor. it came from the earthquake in indonesia measuring 7.8 magnitude. it was scary at first. when it first shook, i thot my brother was shaking my chair. when i looked back, he was not. then i thought im giddy. super scary. so i walked around. then everyone in my hse felt nothing except my brother's girlfriend who felt it too. then i knew im not giddy, so im happy! haha. then we watched news and there was earthquake in indonesia. 7.8 is quite a powerful earthquake. thank God singapore is safe partly because we are not in the plate boundary and we're on solid ground. its super funny. i was studying earthquake for my geog paper and there was earthquake at that moment. cool!

i saw this at wikipedia:
-Estimates of Christians in China are difficult to obtain because of the numbers of Christians unwilling to reveal their beliefs, the hostility of the national government towards some Christian sects, and difficulties in obtaining accurate statistics on house churches. However, in a recent survey, it was found that about three percent of the population, roughly 70 million, are Christians. In 2007 according to an official at the Chinese government religions affairs department, there are 130 million Catholic and Protestant Christians in China

-More than was realized at the time, Christianity in all its variety had taken root in China and possessed the strength and techniques to survive decades of hostility and persecution.

our God is amazing! despite of all the persecutions, people in china still stay strong in their conviction. thats what Christianity is all about. we should never stop seeking and hunger for Him.

I AM SAD!:( my mom told me that we are not going korea anymore. SAD SAD SAD. i wanted to go korea so much since last year! the adults cheated my feelings! hmmph! they kept saying that we must go this year. in the end! HAI. in the end we are going taiwan. i dont want!!! seems boring! they speak chinese just like us! so boring!!! i want to go somewhere i cant understand their language. HAIIIIII.

i donwant go taiwan!!! i would rather go hongkong lah! but i dont have a choice! hmmph! but weiwei and me going to persuade our parents to go australia if can. i just dont want go another chinese country! AHH. korea!!!! i think i can never go there in my lifetime anymore. sad sad. no mood to study already:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

weiwei said this"korea always seems so near yet so far"

and i agreed totally!!!

whao. i was looking at my planner and realised that there's really little time to O. and i was planning my study hours and there's so little hour to next week's prelim! im sad:( i dnt know how i'm going to study with such little time. but i have faith! i will complete my study rule!!!

i went to study with weiyin today. we were studying at mac in tecc until around 3 when they are having a crew meeting and we had to left that place. we then proceeded to kfc in interchangde. i think we completed about 4 hrs of studying? plus talking of cos. haha.

after studying for quite long, we decided to play daytona. hahaha! its funny lah! we are like so noob!!! compared to others. haha. then when i started playing and i wanted to change the size of the car and i dont know where to press and i anyhow pressed but nothing happened. then one guy helped me to press. wha! super paiseh! haha! im like so noob lah!!! then when we were playing, we kept screaming and shouting. LOL. i think those ppl looking at us must be laughing at us. hahaha. but thats funny. we kept laughing on the way back.

the daytona in church on saturday was super fun!!! Henry who is jingfen's friend, almost won! but another car caught up with his at the final second!!! we were all so excited and ji dong. and so D zone didnt win:( haha. we were like the loudest zone especially with jieru's screaming. all those whistles were super loud that they almost burst my ear drums! but its fun! haha. we kept playing the name games too.

and saturday's sermon was super super powerful!:) i really felt God's presence and tears kept rolling down. and i also began to treasure my family. i thank God for them. after learning about all the generation curse, im glad theres no broken families or violence in my family. all my relatives are all happy-go-lucky. i think the only thing is that they love playing majong and buying toto. but my parents dont play majong.. but they love toto. thats normal i guess. i also shared with my mom about what pastor said when my mom told me that her friend almost commited suicide because her husband has a china woman outside. my mom even told me that her friend's father used to have mistress to. and i begin to understand what pastor was getting at.

You gave Your all for me
Came as a ransom to set me free
Love so amazing, divine
Your blood shed on calvary for all mankind
I stand in awe of the wonder of Your love
I stand in awe of You

For the cause of Christ i will lay down my life
For the cause of Christ i will stand
I will give my all to give Him glory
For the cause of Christ i live

I will worship
Jesus my king of all glory

For the cause of Christ i will lay down my life
For the cause of Christ i will stand
I will give my all to give Him glory
For the cause of Christ i live

im tired after all the studying for prelims last week. i dont think i put in my 100percent effort. im lazy.i hope i ll not be liddat for O levels.

Even though im really tired, but after today worship session, im refreshed again! Thank You, Lord! its great to worship You and to be in Your presence. Even though im busy with my studies, You never fail to comfort me and strenghten me. i know that i want to be a good testimony for You, Lord. i love You!


today tcher's day performance was not that good i think. although our class put in lots of effort coming together, other students dont see it i guess. but im sure our teachers see it. happy teacher's day! i must wish my tutor tmr,

and this is the first year i didnt go back primary school. feel so bad. its not raining this year. but im dying to meet my pri sch friends! but not many are going back anyway. its ok! we ll meet up soon!!! miss them so much!

and so we went to jieru hse to bake cake for pastor birthday! hee!! we practically did not much things and played there. poor jieru. the trip to giant ytd, similarly, she was the one doing everything!

my left eye is swollen!! its the same as muying's!! so funny. then i keep laughing. we blamed qiyun for it. haha! i asked my mom to see doc and im glad i did. the doc said if i hadnt seen earlier, it will grow as big and must go surgery. i was thinking of qiyun. she doesnt want to see doctor!!! so in the clinic i called muying and asked her to see doctor. she doesnt want to!! she wants my medicine. lol.

and i need to study hard next week!



fish and co with family!










RANDOM!

this week is a horrible week. i have chem hist and a maths. how am i going to study!!! dead! and i stil had an enjoyable weekend. so i only started studying today only. im pathetic.

but it was my bd on friday! so i had the rights to enjoy. i went to church to study and they celebrated my bd for me! thanks so much! and i received many small presents from ppl. and some of them say next time then give me cos of prelim. its sad to have bd during exams. but at least i had a good time celebrating my bd with my family too at fish and co! on saturday, we were deciding where to eat. then my brother said fish n co. and i was thinkng that is too ex. but we ended up going there forlunch! heehee. its cool! the food there is super delicious and the ambience there is nice too. and we kept exchanging our food. my dad had a blank look on his face throughout cos of the price i think. haha. it ended up with 89 but its worth it! the food is nice! i dont think i will ever goo back there again :( the service charge is so ex but the service thereis good.

then at evening, my parents bought mp3 for me! yay! its the samsung touch screen one. so happy! and we went to my aunty hse for dinner. there was crab too! i ate so much that day lah! and my cousins and i watched campus superstar and we kept criticizing the ppl especially that rgs girl. yucks. hahaha. and we watched tv and talked and eat crab until midnight. i felt so guilty for not studying. but its okay to relax right. my life is just too relaxing. but its great to be me and i enjoy it! except for studying.

and ytd was AE weekend! my parents came! and they so funny. they told me that now church got band one ah. hahaha. and my dad keep repeating what pastor said. its wierd at first lah. but i think they got diff opinion of what church is like now. yay!

gotta STUDY now!

i've got so many things i want to blog about! but im just lazy to think about it. the grand opening was exciting! the new church is so beautiful!!!!! and the cross on the stage so cool!!! i cant believe thats our new home! but that IS our new home! ytd 3hr plus service was really great. and pastor shared with us about our church dreams. i love HoGc!

and i went out with my cousins on friday!!! its always fun hanging out with them. weixuan is always doing silly things that make us laugh non stop. there was one thing he said that really make me laugh loudly. he said " all the RI students' purpose in the school is to bring the school glory. but my friends and i purpose is to bring the school happiness " wth! haha. it might not sound funny but it is! i still cant believe he's from RI. and we talked about all the good schools and im motivated to work harder!!! and we saw some SJI geeks studying at the bowling area.

and we ate seoul garden!!! we ate for 2 hrs plus. and we invented many ways of making the drinks and we marinated the chickens too. its fun!!! and we went esplanade to study. there were many RJC and TJC ppl there. motivate me. im like... from pasir ris sec... hai. hahaha. but i must do well for O! oh ya we went to the roof top too! the scenery is so beautiful there!!! all the tall buildings and i can see the floating platform. singapore is so beautiful!

shall post picture some other times. and i wanted to blog about my dreams. some other time maybe.

some photos taken some time ago:

YAY! i finally watch SECRET! i watched it on the first day it screened! SO HAPPY(: JAY CHOU IS SUPER CUTE AND ROMANTIC.

haha. the show is really nice. the female lead is pretty too. shes got a kind of very nice look and the role really fit her well. i think shes the only one who can fit this role. their romance is so cute! they keep da qing ma qiao. its like they fell in love when they first met and its so funny. their love is so pure and innocence. haha. and they did many cute things together. ahh! and one part, xiao yu: why you use one hand to play the piano
xiao lun: cos another hand is to hold you
wha piang. so cheeky yet romantic lah. haha. but i dont really understand the ending. but its still a nice show cos JAY CHOU directed it! and hes super cute in the show. he plays the piano so well too! im mesmorised by the way he plays the piano.

“Secrets”
"Follow the notes upon a journey At first sight makes one’s destiny When the voyage comes to an end, return lies hasty keys"

Interpretation:
Playing the notes will allow one to embark on a journey. The first person you see will be the one who will be able to see you. To return to the present, play the piece quickly.

found this here:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secret_%282007_film%29
after reading the page i understand alot things which i do not understand during the movie. but dont read if u havent see the movie!

i think i will dream of jay chou tonight. everytime after watching his film (initial D and curse of golden flowers) i will dream of him. haha. i cant wait for his next film!

anyway, today was a fun day! cos 28 of the ppl in our class went to watch SECRET together(: imaging how long the tickets will be. so cool right!! we took 2 rows. but its fun cos we wore class tee and watched the movie togthr. the cinema is packed with students! and i saw zhangxiang there too. im forever seeing him outside. haha.

the movie is so funny that i think we laughed throughout the entire show. and i cried): haha. my tears really roll down my cheek. its the part when jay chou tries to write " i love you " on the desk but the liquid has no more liquid. haha. so he drew a heart. and he's so panicking. im cried when i see how sad he is. and i also cry when i see how the girl is being bullied in school and when her mother dont believe her and thought she has mental illness. thats so sad.

and we took alot pictures together as a group. haha. the class tee is nice(: imagine a group of ppl wearing the same tee to watch movie. 26 ppl!

and during the cross country, some of the girls in our class walked together. haha. thats so funny. we were literally strolling all the way. and valerie and me even listened to songs. i think none of the sec 4 girls bothered to run. so we were not the last. haha. its so hot there lah! and i put much mosquito repellent! hahhaha.

im happy with my life now except for the studying part. i really want to do well for my studies. really really. but im lazy. stupid lazy pig! im happy bcos ive got so much things to look forward too! especially this week. 5 days of no school day! and im meeting my cousins on friday! we had conference online ytd and we talked much nonsense. ahh i cant wait to meet up with them. and its our new church grand opening on 11 august!!! so cool!!! i cant wait to see the new church! (: happy happy.

FOP was great! i like delirious? !! they are so cool and the lead singer is so handsome too! i love their songs.



MAJESTY [HERE I AM]
Here I am humbled by your majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I’m a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I’m your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

im happy(: bcos im always laughing(: theres many funny things and happy things nowadays. but im not very happy now also. bcos im having a terrible cramp. its really painful!!! i think this is the worst i ever had. its super painful. but i can endure it. i must finish blogging.

today sch was fun. yay. sch is getting better each day. there are so many laughing matters. and im beginning to like my class. weiyin and dehong is so funny. they are always quarelling and asking each other to shut up. and the whole class will laugh. LOL. today's maths test was horrible. it successfully gave me a mindset that im stupid. which im definitely am not. i hate the test. but ill learn to love maths more. the more it wants me to hate it, the more i shall love it. and weiyin brings chocolate for me today! she must love me alot. haha.

then i rushed hme after sch and met emerlyn to study at simei. she had gone to mdm yue house before that and she said mdm yue showed her her baby's picture! we studied at eastpoint KFC. reminded me of p6. well. it was quite productive although we kept talking and laughing. i learnt the whole chapter on northern ireland and sri lanka. so satisfied with myself(: thats why im rewarding myself now.(: then emerlyn was studying organic chem and i tested her. so i managed to learn some also. her studying method is really diff from mine. and she's able to just read once and understand. i cant. i need to read and read to absorb totally.

we studied till 730 and im happy to go hme with all the northern ireland stuffs in my head. i sent emerlyn to bus stop and took mrt. and i saw xiao long bao! she was with her dad and they just went running. haha. she scolded me for going to study. im a nerd(: just let me be a nerd for this 3months can. i would love to be but its not easy okay.

anyway the cramp is unbearable now. i wish i was a boy but after watching the 9clock show about army, im happy to be a girl(: yeah. i watched the 9 clock show and did not study. im so guilty now. and weiwei misses me!!! yeah. i miss her and others too. hopefully the next time we meet will not be after o level. i will cry. and yes. i saw shao chun today in the morning and chat with him for awhile. thinking about them makes me smile(: weiwei says shes chionging now and what is angpeijun doing! goodness. and oh. their sch anglican high has to pay 114dollars for prom. whao. i thought mine was ex but after hearing that... i feel so guilty for complaining. but theirs is at hotel while ours is at........some sports club.

i love D5 and HoGc.

i will really miss FTMS house but im happy to move to somewhere bigger! im also happy because my dad read a christian book recently in his office and he told me about it. i hope he read it with an open heart. i kept praying and God really answers my prayer. it doesnt matter whether my dad comes to church but at least now, a seed is being sowed in his heart. Thank You, Lord(:

yay. im happy (:

today was a happy yet tiring day for me. ytd i studies with emerlyn till late at night in the airport and reached hme so late! she broke her promise. she only sent me downstair but didnt sent me to my hse door. but she taught me physics. haha. i suck her knowledge. but well. im not stupid too(: so i slept very little bcos i had to wake up at 8am. not to go to sch for remedial but to have tuition. after hearing from some ppl that they did not understand miss ang lesson today and that electronics was hard, i was glad i didnt go. tuition was better for me. i like my tutor! but i wont be seeing her next week! she has camp): well. i must start studying and thinking myself.

today was my first cafe duty! before that, i was so nervous. but als excited. i kept praying the night before and also in the mrt when on the way to church. and the first duty went smoothly! it was fun pressing the cash register(: haha. although im quite slow at first, but yoyo says im gettng better. haha. and my team partner today was luke. and i still dont know 10 things about him. haha.

the sermon today was about academic excellence which of cos was relevant to me! pastor was so right. noone is born smart or stupid. intelligence is nurtured and it results from thinking. we need to use our brain or we will lose it. so i decided to make use of my brain more which contains 25trillion characters. i love my brain! thats the most powerful assets God has given us. thank God!

this week is a happy week for me in sch and out of sch. if only every week is liddat... haha. but i need to work harder! i definitely cannot give up now!!!

yay. next week is another tiring week. but i like going to sch more becos of my seating place. its fun! and! i found out that i prefered to study outside rather than home. haha. at least i wont see my bed and lie on it. and! i need to bring tobleron(or whatever it is spelled ) next week for weiyin becos i cant accompany to the concert. sorry weiyin!

yay. im going to plan for next week!

its been donkey years since i last blog. haha. well. stress everyday!!! banding and banding and banding. worse still. monday and tues have co. but the performance has ended!! so happy!!! i think we did worse than SYF. but im really angry with all those ppl from other schs who said us lor. but the fact is that we got gold with honour okie!

anyway. sch is getting boring and tiring. there's nth to look forward to. ok. maybe o level which is around 2 mnths time and im still using com! wake up lah peijun!!! but miss ang is really funny!! ytd she talk about those gay stuffs. laugh until my jaw drop. haha. she super funny. our class can be quite fun sometimes too lah. and today pe the guys ran in the rain. so poor thing. luckily we the girls dont have to. thank God. haha.

and sitting weiyin is fun!(: we keep talking and laughing and singing. haha. we even have heart to heart talk. and we agreed to bring food everyday!! yay! at least thats sth fun about school! and we are going to study this sat!(:

lalalalala. i have so many things to do!! haha. my organiser is always fulled. but its fun! my life is so exciting! minus away studying! i need to give some time for studying! yes! i need! study study study.

JAYCHOU NEW SONG!


周杰伦-不能说的秘密
词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖只是和我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡