im so tired of studying. everytime i think of slacking, i feel guilty. but honestly, i dont think im stress enough. i need to work harder!! im so afraid of O's. its going to determine my future. no matter what, i MUST and i NEED to score well.

and i received a card from siqi today(: im so happy! she delivered it to my hse. she's such a nice person and i told my mom, its this kind of little things that ppl do make us happy. and she wrote a long note for me. i miss her so so much. i need to meet all my pri sch friends after O.

when i was bathing just now, i thought of my pri sch life and i miss it! it was so carefree then and we were all so innocents. remember all the diaries and biography we wrote. also remembered how we used to write notes in class and pass it around. i even had secret books or diaries with my friends which we wrote our secrets and pass it to each other. its so funny!!! now, all these things seem so LAME. but its really meaningful. we also loved to give small gifts to one another. and there were always rumours about who has crush on who and everything. and yes, it was pri sch when i got my first crush and all these craps. then we will write stupid notes to them and everything. and we would also go to the playground everyday after school and climb here and there. friendships then was so nice although it was immature. we never kept secrets from one another. there were so many nice friendship poem:)

then i think, do the younger generations now do these? probably at primary 1, they already have handphones and labtops and all the branded stuffs. no more pokemon or hello kitty or cartoon bags. i dont think they write diaries anymore. maybe they do not treasure friendship as much as we did in the past.

im glad i was born in the 1990s. and i miss 1990s!!!!! althought technology was not that advanced, what we had in the past may not be able to get now. we spent so much times with families and i recalled how we always had outings we love taking photos!!! i had million photos:) now, people just use handphone to take and they dont develop them. im glad i still keep all the photos:)

in short, i love living in the past but i know! my future's gonna be amazing!