eight more days and it ll be over...

i cant take it anymore! i hate it when im studying and there're so many thoughts on my mind. i hate to study when im feeling unwell. i hate the feeling of stepping into the exam hall. i hate the feeling of me not knowing the answers to the questions. i hate it when everyone is busy writing yet i cant write out anything. i hate it when all the things i've studied never seem to come out. i hate the feeling of passing up the scripts when i know the things i've written on it are not going to give me marks. i hate it i hate it i hate it!!! how can i be so faithless!!!D: i need more assurance. i really really dont want to retain...

and all i can say, no longer my way, let Your will be done.