Was feeling sick for the past three days. Had fever, flu and cough D: Fungqi and i caught the fever at the same time. Its horrible! The fever comes and goes. But i've recovered and is able to jump and praise God during service just now! yay:D Service was great and Pastor How shared a great message with us. He was just so funny today. Haha. It feels good to be back in church again. i love my spiritual home!(: One more day and its my exam. Well well, i've not been studying much thanks to my sickness. I've wasted 3 days): But i do look forward to the new school term. Although i might see the person i dislike(or love undeservedly) and church people are not in my school, i've found my purpose of going to school and i thank God for it. Life is tough but its GREAT!:D

Nothing compares to this place where i can see You face to face

TODAY IS AN EXCITING DAY!!! hahaha! D5 is united and fun today:D:D:D especially at the airport. we were totally crazy, taking pictures everywhere, with people staring at us and us eating at the fountain. the whole image was just CUTE. yeah. thats us!(: we attracted lots of attention and we were super unglam throughout. then zhenghui was saying. eh you tpjc pioneer leh, how can behave liddat! hahaha! and i was thinking what if a tpjcian walked past and saw me behaving in such a way. and and!

WE WERE TOTALLY INSPIRED BY PASTOR JOAKIM DURING THE TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL SEMINAR!!!:D

the most exciting part of our night in airport is that we were discussing about working as a team to bring revivals to all the JCs in our cg. there are alr four JCs!!! TPJC! NYJC! MJC! TJC!!!! haha. as quoted by qianqian, "if we work together, imagine with me, one JC has 10 ppl added. then our cg will grow to 40 plus the pasir ris sec and the regulars, it will be around 80!!! WHAO! AMAZING RIGHT! so we are going to come together and pray together specifically for names we want to see them save! i love my d5!!! so the TP people then came together and talked about their future too. haha. then i told them eh TP TPJC must work as a team too! and TJ cos temasek poly. all the Ts work together! then NYP and NYJ. oh then MJ? since MnN so its MJ+NYJ+NYP. haha. and the rest of the sec schools work together(: yeah!!! the harvest is truly plentiful! use us, Lord!

Vanessa went to France today): there were many people sending her off. whao. and we sang one last ' i want it that way ' for her. But we failed to make her cry. haha. i believe she's touched lah. 2 years! thats really long. i ll miss her and especially her cute little brother lots! she called me potato jiejie! but FRANCE! my goodness! thats one of my dream places to visit with my future boyfriend(:(:(: hahaha! and i shall visit half moon bay! and yellow knife to see the northen light. soo sweeet!!! it will come to pass! hahahahaha! i really feel like flying! taking the plance and fly here fly there. but still, there's no other greater place than heart of God church in Singapore!!!:D

i love my life but more than that, i want to make others love their life too. pastor joakim's sermon really impacted me, especially the story of titanic's hero. i still cant catch his name. john something? but i'm gonna go research on him. he is a true testimony for God. i cant wait to step into school and make a diff in tpjc. the only thing i dread is napfa cos i have not been exercising! ahh!! but im so glad i went for school seminar. its a diff peijun the next term! my school my responsibility! i see a near revival..

but i pray for a change of heart towards her. i have to say that i have never disliked someone's attitude and behaviour so much before. God, please change my heart and use me to help her find You so her life will be changed. all i need is a bigger heart to love undeservedly. i know You put her in my school for a reason. it might be a test of my faith and love towards people. i will overcome it. i will triumph over all impossible circumstances, with God standing next to me.

D5 is having a mass conversation now!! haha.our nicks are cool.

! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! __________Pf is still Your's Truly
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! *~Nic罗~* (( ZoNe D )) A Glimpse Of Heaven.
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE -D)) JASMINE;
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) ❤.† chingHOON 2.0 Philippians 4:6-7 a life of SIGNIFICANCE
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) qianQIAN- #6085 altogether.
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! Fordster An Others Lifestyle
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) PEIJUN I'm carried in everlasting arms
! D FIVE for fighting, fight for fifty! ((ZONE-D)) VALERIE ; it's all about You

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace

i didnt want to blog but after seeing qq's blog, i decided that today is quite an interesting day to blog about! because its donut day! the donut song keeps ringing in my mind. Life without Jesus is like a donut like a donut like DONUT!

the day started when i woke up at 6am in the morning!!! on a sunday morning, thats really unusual. hahaha and its amazing how i was able to wake up at that time. and it was all worth it for BMT! haha the funny part was -We did not plan to meet each other before going to church except for fungqi, jasmine and me who did at tampines mrt. Yet, afterwhich, we saw valerie and annlynn. When we alighted at paya lebar, we saw gavin and qianqian! We were like on the same train! Then, we walked past the bread shop near the mrt station and we saw zhenghui in there buying bread. The whole scene was just so funny. i copied the whole chunk from qq blog. haha! but zhenghui was really funny!!! even typing this now, im laughing to myself. cos we were all running to church and zhenghui was slowly choosing her bread and buying, then she shouted "why you all running. its not late yet." HAHAHA. but we and some of the hoGc people are alr running. super comical. we reached at 745am ok!!! hahaha!!! AMAZING!

the whole BMT and service was great! from 8 till 5, i have been learning and receiving so much! PASTOR JOAKIM IS JUST SO POWERFUL LAH!!! i love the way he preaches. if only my friends and family were here): im sure many decisions had been made! i mean like, its so powerful! how can anyone not be touched! the presence of God was just so thick.

international donut day! have you gotten your donut!!! i ate half of pearlyn's donut. cos she gave it to me(: hahaha! she is my new friend! a very nice person and im so sure i saw her before on the bus. hahaha. ok. i gotta study. i have at least one thing on everyday next week. its time to plan my life. STUDYING FOR EXAMS -HIGH IMPORTANCE HIGH URGENCY

here's an edit : i just received jiamin's reply to our PW works and she's funny lah. i know she must be reading this now because she knows that i watched jap movie and cried! SO JIAMIN let me return you the kiss, MUAH! u gave me 3 but i think one is enough for you(: hahaha. yeah lets get A for PW!!! ITS NOT IMPOSSIBLE!



WENDY'S BIRTHDAY! all sec sch friends!:D




HOGC PRSS'07

i see a near revival
stirring as we pray and seek

today seems like a long day because i did lots of things. i went to study with huishi in the morning. she was there at 9 but i was still on bed at 9! haha. so i reached at 11-.- it was wendy's bd! so i met up with weiyin to go to jessica's hse for the bd bbq. manage to catch up with some of the old sec sch friends. there're 2 more gatherings next week. on mon, east coast park outing and on wed, bbq again. i doubt i ll be able to make it though. i really miss 4e6 lots!!!):

and here i am back at home using the computer, watching... korean and japanese shows! more and more! i think i'm going crazy. thats prob one of the reason why i hate june holi because i ll just keep watching sad emo korean or jap videos. hahaha. but i'm emotional not emo! because after watching these emo shows, i ll still be faith-filled, doing things with greater purpose! from tmr onwards, im going to start studying. YES STUDY. i love my lecture notes undeservedly.

PASTOR JOAKIM IS COMING ON DONUT SUNDAY!!! :D:D:D:D:D

i love my life!!!:D

there're just so many exciting things that have been happening since the june holiday started and none of them is about studying): although i had extra lessons the first week, i think i took nothing from those lectures. hahaha. bowling with jm, cheryl and huishi was fun. china studies test was bad): i had much fun in church and in zone d hangout! i slept well(: hahaha! except that it was really cold. BMT was fantastic. i learnt so much! i especially like the hour with God. its amazing. i love to dwell in His presence. new gen meeting was powerful! the most powerful thing is that we have at least one HoGc person in each and every JC in singapore!!! isnt that like WHAO! i think liane is powerful can! haha. take my school! God just placed the burden in my heart. often, i will think that most of the friends i have in tpjc are alr christians. who can i reach out to. but God spoke to me that there are MANY MANY more unsaved souls in tpjc. how can i overlook those souls. every one of them is precious to Him. i dontknow how am i supposed to reach out to these people but i know God will guide me. i just cant wait for school to start!!! because i have found my purpose of going to school!!!!!

Lord i come into Your presence
Here i stand in awesome reverence
Falling before the wonder of Your name
Humbly now Lord i surrender
This offering to You forever
Take all I am and use me Lord i pray

Make me what You want me to be
Teach me Your ways

I lay down my life before You
Throw down my crowns before You
Give up my all for Your name

My Saviour how i adore You
Healer my heart longs for You
Jesus You're worthy to be praised

Jesus You are Lord forever.

i finished watching this jap movie called sky of love/koizura at crunchyroll. and ITS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIE THAT I HAVE WATCHED!!! i cried like mad infront of the computer. i feel so dumb but i cant help it!): its such a sad sad show but yet a sweet and romantic show. it makes me daydream the whole day. until i see the stacks of paper on my study desk, it reminded me that im living in reality. I NEED TO STUDY. but oh well, its been a long time since i last indulged myself in korean or jap drama. im so satisfied now. but i cant get that movie out of my head. i just kept watching the mv again and again. if only studying is as addictive as k/jap dramas/movies... hahaha.




please watch that show if you havent(:
http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Sky_of_Love_-_Movie_-_Japan


i miss the ftms days! its the place where i first encountered Jesus, where i first had my follow up, where i first attended CG, where i first had my cafe duty, where i first had CO practice(and CO was not a ministry yet!), where i first met all the wonderful people in my life now. many memories were left there. it has been a great journey since those days. many people joined us, but there were some who left too. sometimes i think, how could they give up so easily when they have gone so far. For me, i want to continue building this church with my pastors and all the leaders. HoGc 2.0 :D

i just got home from HQ and its fantastic! the red rain harvest was just amazing:D d5 is growing, zone D is growing, the whole church is just growing and growing. i'm sure many new friends will come back for this weekend service. AWESOME! we have many sec school students signing up for the sec school camp too. the whole RED RAIN was really fantastic! i'm so glad i went for all 3 days! though there were many many new friends, the atmosphere was still great. but above all, its the presence of God that touches the hearts of many people. many decisions were made those two days(: also, what charleston shared just now impacted me alot. i learnt so much from him. i want to build my spiritual life. visualise and pray for the people.

Vision and dreams are the language of the fourth dimension. And the Holy Spirit communicates through them. Pastor Cho is just amazing!

we had so much fun ytd on the rooftop of esplanade. HoGc people dominated that area and the police just stood there and looked at us. i bet they wanted to join us with the fun. and we made carlo danced in between the two policemen! LOL but they told him to get off. hahaha. ok we had lots of fun and we didnt want to go home except that there was school this morning. i woke up late and went in the lt late with huishi. THANK GOD mr matthew lim was in a good mood? he did not scold us like he usually would. hahaha.

its going to be a busy busy june. this whole week alone and i'm totally packed. in fact, its the same for the following week too. huishi was telling me its so hard to even have lunch with me. i hope i can squeeze in some time for my jc friends. i was supposed to go shopping with joanne on fri but i doubt i can now=X oh man. i realised i seldom use my organiser now because its getting hard to plan my life. hahaha. CO and cafe duty tmr till 9. china studies test on wed and i'm totally not prepared!-.- i dont even know what to study! movie outing on wed! i'm so excited for that! sec school camp and pastor tan service on fri night! woohoo!

Though my life is in a complete mess, i just simply love it. because i've found my purpose in life. of cos i am tired and everything but its not always about me. i want to help others to find their purpose in life. everything in the world, like the aeroplanes, tables and remote control have a purpose in life. isn't it sad that a human does not even know his purpose in life. like what pastors said, i want to build the dreams of others and i know God will make my dreams come true too. this is what i live for. but what really keeps me going on at the end of the day is Him. He provides me with the strength i need. i need a spiritual breakthrough today.

Let Your Spirit come in power, change my heart. i want to live for You my Lord.

i SEE many new faces worshipping God in the house of God.

i had a really crazy day in school today especially the incident in the toilet. we were seriously insane. i was in the cubicle and cheryl and huishi started flooding my cubicle with toilet papers because i told them i needed it. the funniest was that cheryl threw a roll of toilet paper and it dropped into the toilet bowl. its super disgusting and i shall not elaborate what happened after that. but the nonsense didnt end there. HAHAHA. PE was torturing): Mr Gay is just so comical. we always laugh at him during class. OK so school is fun! JC life isn't that bad afterall with a bunch of crazy friends.

TOMORROW IS GP AND ECONS MID YEAR! 15% of promos. oh man, i cant afford to fail any subject and definitely not gp. i shall have faith!:D

FAITH AS small AS a mustard seed can move MOUNTAIN standing in my way!
i look to the power of the Holy Spirit.

my sec 4 sitting buddy! miss those times):

we're wearing the same kind of blouse. and he said i copied him-.-

STUDYSTUDY

and..

DOESNT THIS LOOK EXCITING.
COME JOIN US IN RED RAIN!:D

So I lift my eyes to You Lord
In Your strength will I breakthrough Lord
Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fears.
Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my Calvary one day
And I will be complete in You

i will hold on, i will stay strong.
And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
2 Corinthians 12:9

Hold up
hold on
don't be scared
you'll never change whats been and gone

may your smile (may your smile)
shine on (shine on)
don't be scared (don't be scared)
your destiny may keep you warm

cos all of the stars
are fading away
just try not to worry
you'll see them some day
take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

i remember singing this song with my brother when we were young. thats so long ago. its a very nice song(:

FAITH = CONFIDENCE :D

SERVICE TODAY WAS FANTASTIC! God really used pastor's sermon to speak to me and answer all my doubts. i have an amazing God who will NEVER forsake me(: ytd i was just praying to God and coming before Him with a heavy heart because i was really discouraged by my poor results. after today's sermon, i know i need more faith and confidence in my life especially when it comes to studying. my bad results of all the previous tests had successfully discouraged me. but after today's service, i'm faith-filled! i'm not going to be discouraged. faith is the foundation of abilities and power of God. the power of God works through the atmosphere of FAITH! i'm so glad i went for service today(: and jasmine is just awesome. she has choir practice tmr and if she were to go, she would have to miss church this weekend. but she's just so hungry for the word of God and so she is coming tmr despite having concert on monday! i'm so inspired and encouraged by her hunger.

Life is going to be full of challenges but with Him, i can do all things:D thank You Lord! i love my life because You paid for it with a price.

How could we live
but not see
Your sacrifice, Your glory

See now
The King of Glory
Love of God become my calling
Father i surrender
All i have to You forever

ITS FRIDAY! and one more week to mid year econs and gp paper. gp is definitely one of the worst subject ever. well. i shall love it undeservedly. i did really badly for all my tests even chinese): what happen to me! but i have to admit i did not study much too. there's just so little time to do so many things. school has been great excluding the studying part. i love to lead worship with althea! she's super zai. she had never heard God of my forever before but after sending her the song and singing it for her, she knew the chords immediately. so we use that song today. power lah! and today worship was great. Spirit touch Your church and we sang Spirit touch Your school. powerful! we want to care for others like Jesus cares for us. Let Your harvest come to TPJC Lord.

We need Your grace and mercy
We need to pray like never before
We need the power of the Holy Spirit
To open Heaven's door

Spirit touch Your church (school)
stir the hearts of men
Revive us Lord
with Your passion once again
i want to care for others
Like Jesus cares for me
Let Your rain fall upon me

Lord we humbly come before You
We dont deserve of You what we ask
But we yearn to see Your glory
Restore this dying land

its late and i'm still doing my homework! AHH. i am super inefficient because since 7, i have been doing hist assignment till now. i'm so dumb!!! and i hate the tests today. i am gonna fail badly for both tests. what happen to me!!! TSK. STUDY!

and many d5 people are still online now! haha. its nice to know that when you are bored at night trying to finish your hw, you can just talk to these lovely people. at least, i'm not alone!:D we are all busy people, but busy with a PURPOSE! yeah man!

haha i saw this in Garette's blog:
There are 3 kinds of people in the world

People that are BUSY doing nothing
People that are BUSY for the sake of being busy
People that are BUSY with a purpose

yeah what are YOU busy with!

i will give my heart to You
in everything i do
cos You are the One i'm living for

ahh! i need to let it out!!! i'm going to break down soon. i feel so bad cos it's my mom's bd but i kept telling her i want to go home and study during the dinner. oh man oh man oh man. i'm seriously going to fail my history test and chinese test. there's nothing in my head now. i hate this feeling. and there are so many things i have yet to settled and its like 9pm. i'm not going to sleep tonight. NOT GOING to sleep tonight. i need to study study study. its impossible to study so much in such a short time but i have faith.

i believe i believe i believe in You Lord that Lord with You i can do all things far beyond my capabilities. i trust in You. for when i'm weak YOU ARE STRONG! AMEN!

You're my feet when i can't move on

i am totally worn-out. tests and tests and they never seem to end. i have so many things to do too!!! ARH. but i shall not grumble. seriously, i think i'm going crazy soon. i practically did not study the whole weekend, spending my time in church and celebrating mother's day at my aunt's house. my cousins and nephews were making so much noise. but its fun looking at all their stupid actions. they always make me laugh. and im a joke to them too. hahaha.

today is my mother's birthday!!! im going for dinner late and so, i am not able to study as much. i hate history!!! the history notes are useless to me. the more i read, the more confused i get. ARGHHHHHHHHHH! i need more time. and there's chinese test tomorrow. and i need to complete my hist essay by wed. and there's BOP and ER test on friday. and these are just school stuffs alone. well well well. i shall not grumble but thank God for everything in my life. i know i can depend on Him. thank You, Lord.

RED RAIN!!! hahaha. manage to get some of my classmates to go. and i love the red rain bottle. now everyone in class knows about red rain including mr ng-.- it's definitely more than just a concert. it's about changing lives.

Praises will not be enough to show
how my love for You has grown

On this altar
I've written my life
Tell of the stories i have with You my God
i want the world to know

Nothing matters when You're here with me
in the end just to hear You say well done
Bowing before Your throne

change my heart Lord. let me love her undeservedly. its hard but i know You put her in my life for a reason.

it has been really busy these few days. EXAMS ARE NEAR and there are testS EVERY week): my brain is tired. JC ppl have no life. hey, but i have! i love my life!!!:D:D:D:D especially when i am serving God and His people!



but well, i have to confess that i have not been a good testimony in school the past few weeks. i was reprimanded my my hist teacher for talking too much during lecture. i think he hates a few of us lah. so huishi said we must score well for him to see. AND we have also been talking much during econs that we think we might not be able to go vietnam anymore. blacklisted): oh well, i need to focus more during lectures and tutorials. i study not for myself but to glorify Him.



Pastors are not in singapore!!!):):):):):):): i miss them so much. heart to heart session was awesome. i'm so inspired to read and learn more about the Word of God. i had cafe duties throughout the day and it was fun except that i was really hungry cos we didnt eat proper meal since 11 till 9plus! So after cafe duty, zhilin and me were like hungry ghosts and ate so much that we were really really full after that.



i'm so excited for RED RAIN! its like after my GP and Econs paper. i gotta do something in school and make it happen man! Prayers + Work = breakthrough!



24th 25th may! BE THERE!

it's gonna be fantastic!

i look like a bee!


ZONE D ECP OUTING:D

something funny happened today after CO in church. valerie and me were in the lift to the first level. we were talking about HER pimples and i was looking in the mirror. haha. When the lift door opened, guess who is there! PASTOR HOW! and he was alone. we rarely see him alone. haha. and i got a shock. and we said "Hi Pastor How" and he said "Hi! Take care girls!" He was laughing at us. i love his smile. it never fails to brighten up my day. I LOVE MY PASTORS!(:

i miss spending times with my brother. really... he is always not home and i seldom talk to him nowadays. even if i do, its usually about whose turn it is to use the com. i know i will never tell him this but i really really miss him... even though he can be mean and insensitive at times. he is my brother and i love him subjectively.

Every step i take
You will lead me
with You i'll walk the raging seas
You're my strength when i am weary
You give me reason to believe

i'm so glad i found You(:

Building fund pledge day service was po-wer-FUL!!! awesome time worshipping God and listening to His words. And i written an amount to pledge. it's more than last year's. i still can remember last year building fund pledge day was powerful too! i remembered that i added a few amounts to it at the moment when we were writing. and vivien was there): YAY. now i have a BF to look after and pay for. its time to plan for my financial pie and start a new cookie jar for BF!

east coast park outing tomorrow!!! i'm excited for it!!! i'm so going to suntan and remove that specs mark. it has been a long time since i last cycled too!:D

i miss this song..
Who am I
That You would know me from the start
Set me apart

Who am I
That You would place eternity
Into my heart

You have given to me
More than this world could give
My purpose is found in You

One life, I lay at Your altar
One love, I have with You
Touch me again
Fill me as You hold
My outstretched hands

One word, You know I will follow
One heart, broken to You
Use me again
Your mercies follow me
For all my days

In Your presence
In Your power
Holy Spirit I surrender

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You're the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

all pics were uploaded by jm.

You dont have to wonder why the guys were not in the pictures.

AI conference later! i'm looking forward to it:D Visa is having a performance in esplanade later and i heard the people in our PAE class like heidi and cai are going! The sad thing is none from JAE class is going. most of us have church stuffs on while others just want to mug at home. i would love to go but AI conference is a higher piority for me. and i was supposed to attend a concert in TJ cos shanyan is selling the ticket. i feel so bad now that she has to pay herself):

Building fund pledge day is tomorrow. i've heard from God the amount to pledge long ago and i'm going to do it. obedience is better than sacrifice. He has given me His best and now, i'm going to give Him my best. NO CAB for 3 months! and i shall eat lesser and drink less expensive drinks. budget!

i'm building Your house!!!

redredred is the colour of the rain this month!!!

REDRAIN.SG

Hello.

Sports day today was quite fun except for the hot weather! we took many photos!:D i seriously cant stand the guys in our class. the one thing i dislike about my class is definitely that bunch of guys. HAHA. im so mean. but i bet the girls will agree with that.
Prayer group gathering at joash's house was fantastic(: it's always nice to be hanging out with God's lovely people. we met at tamp inter and i saw my parents on the bus we were taking. hahaha! they were quite shocked to see a big group of people. ok. so joash is rich. stay at some ulu places. haha. the pictures of him when he was younger was super comical! hahaha. we watched passion of the Christ and this is like my 4th time watching it so i prepared my heart before it. worship session was great especially since it was after watching passion. although althea could not make it): , daniel managed to learn fast!! hahaha. it must be by the power of God.

i'm so worried for my studies. i'm really afraid i wont be able to do well for my exams that are coming soon. mr gay is always not in school. i seriously have no confidence in history and china studies): i have lots of cafe duties this month. i would rather have more in april because all of my major exams fall on may and june. oh well, i guess the solution now is to plan plan plan and of cos to rely on His strength. i need to increase in wisdom wisdom wisdom! Lord, help me to expand my capacity. There's just so many things to be done yet little time to complete. PW alone can kill me.

So i yearn for You
Long to see You move
Lord i lift my hands before my King and pray

CRAZY WOMEN


we are so adorable right!

we love mooooo!




i think this pic is cute. hahaha. foreground and background

there's a bear on my head!

act cute!



they are my spiritual family and i love them loads!

Nick finally uploaded the pics and edited + photoshop them. these are just a few of them. and he said my face is clear and there's no need to touch up! WHHAHA.

tmr is sports day = no lessons!!! YAY. there's prayer grp gathering tmr at joash's hse. YAY. AI conference frm thursday to friday. YAY. building fund pledge day on sat. YAY. YAYYAYAYAYY!!!! i love my life! but i hate GP. today's test was horrible. i think the most i can score is 9 and the least i can score is 0. seriously. when we were walking out of the audi, i heard a guy saying " i felt like a china person throughout the 1 1/2 hr " HAHA i think its super duper funny cannnn!!! its okay. its my first test. ben n jerry givng out free cones! oh man, i want it so badly but school ended at 7pm. stupid GP test. i just dont feel like doing anything right now. let me rest for a night can? i heard the answer : cannot.

You are my strength when i am weak.

school is great! during one of the long breaks today, i had a short worship with althea and jasmine. Joanne joined us too! haha. i love althea playing the guitar! she knows how to play come holy spirit when i just sang the melody. she's zai lah. hahaha. wellwellwell, i really have to thank God for my h2 maths. it's defintely by God's grace i didnt get single digit score. i only studied for like 2 hours can! and many people scored single digit. i'm not saying that i'm smart or what but all the glory goes to Him. but i cannot be satisfied!!! i need to work even harder!!! so that mr ng will stop complaining to my parents. haha.

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You’re the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

we sang this during prayer meeting in the morning and i love the lyrics. every single word...
please send me this song if you have it!!!

more pics still with nick. he's editing them. he rocks lah!

ACT CUTE WEEKEND!:D hahaha! zone d special event this weekend and we all had to act cute. ahya. for me, i dont have to do anything and i'm alr cute lah. some ppl said that too okie(: HAHA. ok. but i tied two ponytails today lah. ahahaha. and my bro who took the same train as me was laughing at me throughout. this week sermon was just powerful! we reap what we sow. i always heard this phrase but now i know how to apply it into my life. heart to heart ytd was AWW so fantastic can. the presence of God was so strong and i cried and cried. dominic shared the story on the bible about the podigral son.
[22] "But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. [23] Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. [24] For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.
isn't it touching. that sometimes no matter how far we can drift away from God, God is always waiting for us to come back to Him and then, He will bring us back into His arms again. i commit myself that i will carry His presence with me wherever i go. i will never be too tired to stop praying or to stop worshipping.
i'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it.

if You can use anything wont You use me
Take me and break me
And mould me and make me
You died for me so i'm living for You

pictures for the act cute weekend will be up once nick edited them! hahaha!