ahh! i need to let it out!!! i'm going to break down soon. i feel so bad cos it's my mom's bd but i kept telling her i want to go home and study during the dinner. oh man oh man oh man. i'm seriously going to fail my history test and chinese test. there's nothing in my head now. i hate this feeling. and there are so many things i have yet to settled and its like 9pm. i'm not going to sleep tonight. NOT GOING to sleep tonight. i need to study study study. its impossible to study so much in such a short time but i have faith.

i believe i believe i believe in You Lord that Lord with You i can do all things far beyond my capabilities. i trust in You. for when i'm weak YOU ARE STRONG! AMEN!

You're my feet when i can't move on