I MISS THEM !!! 08A01!!!

thats the bad thing about pae. it puts us together then tried to pull us away from one another after awhile. i wanted to go school tmr for i dont know what reason too. maybe its becos of the prayer meeting tmr morning. maybe its for other reasons like the last day i ll be seeing vimal or blahblah! and my mom was shocked that i wanted to go bcos normally, i will always complain to her about how tired i was and how much i dont want to go school. but i really dont mind going scool tmr. however, everyone is ponning including huishi, dean and weeyang. so i think i ll just pon too. i bet there'll only be vimal and the retainees in class tmr. well, goodbye to those i will not see anymore. have fun in whatever jc u go! im looking forward to jae...

today is a very cold and hot day. cold in the morning and in the night. hot in the afternoon. crazy weather we have here in sgpore. but i love today! so many breaks! huishi, dean, weeyang and me ponned geog tutorial to join the rest of 08a01 ppl for bubbling! haha. its really the first time we were so close. we played the game, "i have never." it really helped us to get to know each other better. especialy heidi. oh my goodness lah she. and bryan was saying "are all prss ppl like that also" and i answered "NO, only heidi" i should not wear the same uniform as her! but it was fun at the bubble tea shop. and there was no econs lecture! everyone in the audi started cheering like mad. maths tutorial was the best man! we spent 1hr talking! talking about relationships stuffs. and mr ng was telling us that he is waiting for his gf to propose to him. OH GOSH. he's like so......ungentleman!!! i pity his gf. HAHAHA. and we helped him to come out with lines to say to his gf. and visa said this "if i am cos sq and u are sin sq, then we are ONE! " LOL!!!! it was super funny and i just cant stop laughing. its just so mr ng!!! maths and maths. and he was telling us that we should plan a cg outing at national library. and we were like -.- err. he's super boring can. hahahaha! but 1hr just passed so fast. gp lesson was dead!!!! bcos it was the last lesson, and everyone was TIRED!!! monday is the longest day we had. HAI. but this will be the last mon alr. so.. oh well. the new timetable which includes pw will be worse. oh and today i met my og mate and her friend was like saying that my ogl who is dj is SO shuai! and i was like-.- OKAY. so i told her to join interact. im doing my job even before the cca open hse. i have been trying to pull people in and explaining to them what the cca is about. joanne maybe joining too. in the end, maybe, everyone is just in interact to see dj only. tsktsk. we had tpjc prayer grp this morning too! carlo who crashed tpj today joined us. he's super extra lah. HAHA. and serena was happy at first when she thought more hoGc ppl in tpjc. and i told her he's going to poly.

after school, i rushed back hme and bathed and everything. i went out with my family + my brother's gf to watch ahlong and to celebrate my dad's bd. ah long is super lame but funny lah! mark lee is like so sissy!!! i cant stand him!!! my mom laughed very hard too. hahaha. i seriously dontknow why they gave it 1 star only. i will give it 2.5 stars maybe? its not that bad lah. we ate soup restaurant for dinner!!! and we were like the last customer. hahaha! delicious!!! we ate till we were all bloated. i love scallops!!!

oh man, pae is ending. im so sad! i really hope all of us will remain in the same class again and i want mr ng!!! he's such a good civics tutor. i will miss vimal!!! she's definitely going to other jc. hopefully, jiamin and huishi will stay. now, im so stuck at which subj combi to take. if not bcos of miss lee, i will definitely take h2 geog. the teacher plays an impt role too ok. h2 hist seems so difficult!! should i take china studies? i wish i can take h1 physics but i doubt there's such combi. oh man! i should not have taken pure chem and phy in sec sch. it seems so redundant bcos im not even going to continue studying it now. at least if i had taken combine sci, i might have scored better. but its over. God shall guide me through the choosing of subj combi.

today was a long but great day for me! it was a long time since we last had service and i really missed it.

heart to heart was awesome. Dominic led us in worship and prayer. he shared with us that we should keep drawing near to God and keep wanting to get into his presence. its time to step out of my comfort zone. worshipping God is more than just raising your hands and singing out loud. its the heart behind it and really mean every single word you sing for Him. this worship session really bring me back to the presence of God again. God just spoke to me that He knows how tough school is and He understands what im feeling and going through now. But He's always there for me to rely on. sometimes school is just so busy that i've forgotten that i've got a great God whom i can depend on. its not unusual that i dont feel His presence with me throughout the days. i can be so tired doing my tutorials that prayers doesnt seem important at times. but today is the turning point. im going to treat Him seriously. the truth still remains- i NEED him in my life. a day without prayer is just a day where nothing goes right. im going to lead a life full of prayers and i will praise Him during good or bad times. i will sing of Your love forever

today cafe duty was just disaster for us. i shall not talk about it. service was wonderful! Pastor shared with us so many stories about what he had done for Pastor Lia. Love suprisingly and creatively!!! Love verbally and expressively!!! powerful! my dad's bd is coming thurs. im going to surprise him! i pray that God will start giving me creative ideas. hahaha. after service, i went to meet my parents and went to marina sq for buying the nike stuffs, since i alr at there, i told my parents i wanted to sun bian go to see chingay too. and sun bian. but there were like a big crowd. so forget it lah. we went to nike shop and we were the last customer there. i chose for quite a long time. hahaha. and thank God for my father who had great tastes when it comes to choosing sports shoes. so i bought this shoes for 170 bucks. (minus 150 voucher). oh yeah, i bought a jodi picoult novel too. its called mercy. i need to start a habit of reading. there're so many things i want to change in. like stop procrastinating. i also want to be strong in my character and have a loving heart towards people especially people who do not receive enough love from their family and friends. i want to help people, old and young. this year is going to be a great year for me. i know that God is working in my life.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!:D but before celebrating, please know the origin of valentine's day. its not just any romantic day but there's definitely more meanings to that.

"One of these men named Valentine was a priest during the reign of Emperor Claudius. Valentine was revered by the young and old, rich and poor, with people of all walks of life attending his services. At this time Emperor Claudius was heavily recruiting men to serve as soldiers for his wars without much success. The men preferred not to leave their wives, families and sweethearts to fight in foreign lands. Claudius became angry and declared that no more marriages could be performed and all engagements were cancelled.

Valentine thought this to be unfair and secretly married several couples. When Claudius found out, he threw Valentine in prison where he died. Friends of the priest retrieved his body and buried it in a churchyard in Rome.

Another version had St. Valentine jailed for helping Christians. While Valentine was in prison he cured a jailer's daughter of blindness. Claudius became enraged and had Valentine clubbed and beheaded on February 14, 269 A.D.

Yet another story claims that Valentine fell in love with the jailer's daughter and wrote her letters that were signed "From your Valentine."

All of the seven Valentines eventually evolved into one. In 496 Pope Gelasius declared the day in honor of St. Valentine. Through the centuries the Christian holiday became a time to exchange love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. Lovers' quarrels come under his jurisdiction and, naturally, he is the patron saint of engaged couples and of anyone wishing to marry. "

that was valentine's day. its sad that many people didnt know the origin of it. love sacrificially(:

and today was a great day in school and out of school!!! this year v day is more interesting compared to last yr which was spent with zhilin shopping. i kept telling her just now that that was my worst valentine's day. HAHA.

JC's way of celebrating v day is totally diff from sec school. jc is so much more fun. but my class guys are really really really lousy like shit. they did nothing for the girls lah. and my angel!!! whom i think i know who is it is the lousiest angel ever in history. just my luck. haiya!!! roses and balloons everywhere in school. and cai gave me the balloon heart bcos he told me its too bulky got him to bring it. being nice, i just took it. i hope i dont sound so cheap. haha. oh yeah, this morning, i also met up with the tpjc4JC group to finish up tying the lollipops to the cards. i think this group of ppl are really radical in their faith. its great to work with them and they have alr planned so many things for the coming events. they rock! all these are for His glory. im sure many ppl are going to be so impacted by the cards. tpjcforJC!!! so cool!!!

after sch, i rushed to meet aili and went to bugis to meet the rest of the d5 girls. i have a date with them. bcos of this date, i rejected other. haha! ok. so we watched p.s i love you. BORING show. 27 dresses is so much more romantic can!!! disappointing. i was so tired during the show and i almost slept. fungqi slept during the show! super funny!!! the show has no climax and thats what really makes it boring. i want to watch juno!!! and yeah!! im watching with huishi, kim and weeyang tmr! i hope the guys wont pangseh us. im also going to buy nike stuffs tmr! hurray!!! i need shoes!!!

the movie ended around 7 and we went to meet some of the guys for dinner. and it was so funny. throughout the meal, some of us were like fang hua chi-ing over the guys in our school especially peifen and me. we were like entertaining them with our experiences in school. i think we were super noisy but who cares!! peifen is super super funny lah!!! she's like so crazy! and ranford must be scared of us now. hahaha. but he was like saying that tp business has alot of pretty girls! HAHA! peifen said this "in nyjc, the eye candies are enough to fill your stomach" and i was laughing like mad! super funny! eye candies and eye candies and eye candies. and i told them about huishi's and my experiences with the eye candies in our school. hahaha. we are not so crazy but at least, this makes school's life more interesting and makes us want to go to school. but really, it was the heart that attracted me the most. a volunteering spirit. i wish i have it too. hahaha. yay! i love being with d5. we can just let go and say everything thats kept in our heart for long. i think almost everyone knows my secret alr lah. even ppl in my class. ahhhh!!! but! God still comes first no matter what. annlynn shared with me a story just now and it was so touching and it really spoke into my heart. He is always there waiting for me, but the question is, how long am i going to let Him wait. its not just about leading my own life as i want. others can, but i cannot! others can have bgr, but i cannot. i want to live a life for God, live a life for others. thats the purpose of me living in this world. no longer i, but Christ who lives in me.

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK(:

im still in the cny mood! totally have no mood to study. but school is interesting. jc life is very different from sec school. i really dont want PAE to end so fast. its kinda sad. i still want to enjoy more. but JAE is starting next week): im looking forward to orientation though. oh, and we kept pairing couples in our class. bcos jiamin started all these. and she's blaming us now. huishi and me were like "now you know how we felt". haha. yah. but we are only left with one week to play. some of us may not be staying here anymore. so lets enjoy while we can!:D the guys in our class are really the few of the worst guys in this world. and we were saying that they really made bad boyfriends. they are so not enthu in the game, angel and mortal. the girls are like the ones doing everything. bryan is the worst one man. his mortal is jiamin. and ytd jiamin was saying that whoever her angel is, help her to print the lecture notes. today, she didnt receive any. bryan was like saying "your angel dont care about you one lah" so mean lah! thank God my angel is not him. but well, i think my angel is not any better too. it must be a guy. i wished it was a girl bcos at least, girls are more thoughtful. but whatever lah. tmr is valentine's day alr. its just one of the day in the 365 days lah. i have a date with d5 tmr. YAY i should be happy. i was telling my bro to buy the bouquet of teddy bears for her girlfriend. i told him that its to fulfil my wish. haha. if i cant have it, at least she gets it. im sucha nice person. lollipops tmr. i still dont know how its going to be like. i need to be bold. huishi is sucha good friend can. she helped me find a chance for tmr. but in the end, i dont think i will do it. thats too obvious. there will be more chances. friday, im going to watch juno with some of the ppl in a01. kim is going! haha. i was telling huishi that we should talk to him more and ask him out. he must have very few friends in singapore. nowadays, huishi and me like to fang hua chi. thats really bad. but i know its just for fun. i confessed my sins to God. You're looking in to my heart. Clean my heart.

when the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that will bless Your heart

King of endless worth
no one could express
how much You deserve
though i'm weak and poor
all i have is Yours
every single breath

i bring You more than a song
for a song in itself
its not what You have required
You search much deeper within
through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
when it's all about You
it's all about You, Jesus

hahaha just read weiwei's blog. http://www.wxcrossedwx.blogspot.com/ he always make it sounds so fun!!!

quote from his blog

"damn funny! we were watching the gor gor play xbox and peijun was like some despo slut saying the character in the game very SHUAI4!"
hahhaha. i alway fang hua chi.

"me and kaikai took the stairs first and we reached the void deck first so we went to get those sparklers on the car! so fun! then after taking them, I called them and pranked them that KAIKAI FELL DOWN AT THE FIFTH LEVEL! omg! darn funny! blearghh... but it totally backfired. stupid yangyang took the stairs after us and he went like "dont shit around larhh. what fifth floor! you invisible arhh!" gosh! super funny lor!"
hahaha!!! it was super funny. we amost believed them lah!

"me and kaikai were sitting beside them and kena beside the two of us got this two gangsters! damns scary sia. i could like hear them kissing lor! omg. super scary. and the girls leg was OPEN damn big. dunno what they doing lol! even lili sitting in front of them turn behind kena shock. and peijun wanted to take photo! o.o lol!"
yes i almost wanted to take pics of those 2 idiots. hahaha.

and yes weiwei!! i havent counted my hongbao money too!!!!! the fun is enough to make my cny happy(:

oh man i miss cny so much!!!!! i miss my cousins so much lah! i hate waking up early in the morning to go to school. and i was almost late in the morning today. i waited for 29 which took like forever to come. in the end, i took a cab for like only 2 - 3 mins and costs $3.80. wasted my money! but sth happened during break today. ahh! i missed the chance. but stop it angpeijun! this is getting irritating. my life is not about this. but well. at least it makes school interesting. haha thats what ling said. and i almost slept in geog class today. just as i was about to fall into my dreamland, i suddenly felt like i dropped into the hole, and i just got a shock and woke up. i think dean and weeyang saw me jerked suddenly. but huishi didnt see! and its funny. cos jiamin was telling me that the same thing happened to her while she was sleeping in the library.

PICTURES SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS(:

meet my retarded cousin weiwei

AND HE's FROM RI! my goodness.

the guys ordered anything. the girls ordered whatever.

i love them so much!

CNY this yr had been so much fun!!! 3rd day we went to xinyi's hse and we played basketball and blow bubbles! there was this grp of sec 1s ah bengs who want to compete with us. but it was fun with my cousins. 4th day, i went to yuan yuan's hse and we sang karaoke. miss 4e6 so so so much!!! after that, we went too ranford's hse for steamboat. i met my cousins at amk hub in the afternoon. fun fun fun! we played arcade and took neoprints. its been so long since i last took it!! haha. and went to lingling's hse. weiwei was super funny throughout. he was calling us paris hilton, britney spears and lindsay lohan. and ling ling was complaining about having him as a brother. and weiwe always said "thats bcos u did alot of charities in ur past life" and i was telling weiwei to change line. and he said "thats bcos u were lim bo seng in ur past life" . i cant stand him! i cant believe we have the same blood. hahaha! we played badminton! and weiwei and me teamed up against ah ball and my bro. and we won!!! YAY. and they were sore losers lah. hahaha! we rock!!!

now, im back to the busy life again. hope to see my cousins again!!(:

Heal my heart and make it clean Lord. Only You know how i feel now.

bai nian le!(:

mummy and me.

his bag shoes clothes and cap = $300+!!!!

my bro took it. nice huh!

at mos burger. haha. i love the heart!!!

im happy!

YUMMY!! MUSSELS!!!

OOPS! hahaha!!!

after kungfu dunk, in toilet.

YAY i watched kungfu dunk with my cousins ytd!!! it was great bcos there's jay chou!!! if he is not acting in it, i doubt it will be a nice show. BCOS its a LAME show. haha. but jay chou is super funny and cute in it. no wonder so many girls fall in love with him. including me!(: hahaha. i dontmind watching it again!!! the cinema was super packed with many shows like ah long and cj7 selling fast. i had a great day with cousins!!! they rock!!! we are always crapping and laughing. especially when my bro criticise ppl's dressing. he was saying that he has no right to do it but he like doing it. tsk. so evil. oh yeah and in the cinema, there were this ah beng and ah lian making love behind us. and its super irritating. the girl's legs open so wide and placed it beside lili's seat. what the.. incosiderate ppl. but who cares! we still enjoyed ourselves(: i just simply love my life! i miss church!):

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

CNY EVE!


1st daY(:

i love my family!:D

yay! brother and sis!

i love my papa!!

this is my bro who always makes me laugh even when he is mean
COOL HUH! i took it! and my bro is the model!

mummy!

my bro took it.

weiling and me! same age cousin(:

my niece! CUTE!!

trying to be young again(:


i love babies but i cant handle them.


firework! our cny must-have!

i love playing with fireworks!


xinyi and me! my shopping cousin!

i love this pic(:


again!


red red red!


i cant understand why guys just love psp so much. even young boy.


YAY i love cny!!! bcos i get to meet up with my cousins and we can play! hongbao doesnt matter much to me actually. i just love the fun!!! my bro had been criticising ppl's sense of fashion wherever we go today. he is so mean! but i have to admit that he's funny. always doing stupid stuffs. and weiwei never fails to make me roll on the floor with laughter. he showed us a video of him and his dumb friend doing stupid things. i cant stand him. whatever he said or do, its just sooooo funny. i love my cousins so much and i enjoy being around them(: cny without them will be not fun anymore even if i received millions of hongbao(which is impossible) haha. more visitings to come!!!:D



and im doing my econs project right now so late in cny night. sad case. well well. thats life right.

YAY! chinese new year is coming!!! i want to see my cousins!!! and play fireworks with them like we always do(: i love CNY!!!:D

went to watch 27 dresses with fungqi just now. there were supposed to be others too but end up only the two of us can watch. so romantic huh. haha. nice show. so sweet and romantic.makes me want to fall in love again. eh! but im alr in love with Jesus Christ(: hahaha. and tpjc cny concert was okok lah. except that it ended very late. i could have gone back prss but the concert ended around 12. hai. but its okay. watching the co performance reminds me of the days of our rehearsals for syf and all the concerts with prss co. i doubt i will perform in syf anymore. thats quite sad. i should have join performing arts again. but it used up too much time. interact club is like a total opposite from co. but its ok. i will still be able to perform with my erhu on stage in church since im in hoGc co!!yay!!!:D

gotta go prepare for my reunion dinner with family soon. it was difficult searching for restaurants. i went to many restaurants like soup restaurant, crystal jade and all of them are already fully booked!! ahh!!!

my nose is dropping soon. i used 12 packets of tissue today in school and bought 8 packets=$1.60. wasted my money on tissue paper. during class, my nose was running non stop. i sat with jiamin in class during maths and both us are sick. she was having sore throat and i was having running nose and sore throat. mr ng is very evil. he came near me and then took few steps back and said "eeyer germs". cos i was using tissues and there were many tissues on the table. hahaha. jiamin and me also went to the toilet to took temp cos everyone was saying that our face was flushing red. oh ya. and everyone pity me for my nose. and jiamin was like "do u want to exchange nose with me?" LOL. im so not going sch tmr. there are geog tutorials to be done too. ahhh!! the geog teacher is SCARY. i shall be a good girl infront of her(: and huishi escorted me hme. haha. but its bcos she wanted to use the atm machine near my hse. lol. oh ya. gp was funny. we were talking about some rude behaviours in sgpore. then kim the korean guy in our class, said there was a time he took a cab and they cabby drove so fast they he "thought he was going to have an accident" HAHAHAHA. super funny they way he said it. lol.

went to see doctor just now. and my mom was telling me that the doctor very handsome. haya!!! thats not the reason for seeing him! but it was funny. all the women who came out of the room was smiling to themselves. HAHA. thats funny. but he's too old lah. haha. for me. haha. im going to buy a bag, shoe and a black short tmr with weiyin. in fact i alr have like 5 sets of cny clothes. lol. but i want more. im not satisfied. lol. but i know my limit.

i was reading the newspaper today and this news just wrecked my heart. it was about the china snowstorm. my heart goes out to the people there. they have to risk their life to go back their hometown to celebrate cny with their family. and yet here, in singapore, many ppl are complaining about their life here. (including me) put ourselves in their states. i would rather die than to go back to see my family. sometimes,it really take an incident to happen before we know not to take things for granted. for me, im going to treasure what i have now(: my family, my friends, my cousins and definitely God(: i treasure every moment spend in His presence.




Come Holy Spirit fall on me now
I need Your anointing
Come in Your power
I love You Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And every day i grow to love You more

I'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hand
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where i can see You face to face
I worship You in spirit and in truth

-Beautiful song(:

the skin around my nose are peeling off bcos i kept rubbing it.
ahh!


i love this girl beside me!(:

jiamin's ear when she blushed. HAHA.
mr ng was like " did any guy walked pass our class?" LOL

today was a great day bcos its a rainy day. get to meet up with some of my d5 girlfriends after school and we went to church to hang out and study. we kept laughing throughout for stupid reason. hahaha. yay! i love to laugh and my new friends think im crazy. huishi is scared of me. sometimes, i can just look at her and just start laughing. she thought im insane. but my girlfriends know me the best. we can just keep laughing togthr. just now, aili was asking "can bring the dustbin here anot" and qq replied "u can take it hme with you". then i just started laughing non stop. and there were many crazy things we said or did that made us laugh like mad. now, i know the diff between someone u know for 1 month and someone u know for 2 and even 4 yrs and will know eternally. im just so glad i have a great spiritual family(:

my parents and my bro had gone to chinatown without me!!): well, that was because i told them i was out in church and couldnt make it on time. so now, i have to settle dinner myself. im sure they had a great dinner outside. i so want to join them but i need to complete my tutorials today or i will not have time on weekends. i shall be a good girl(:

something irritating happened just now while fungqi, qq and me were in ezlink buying food. as there were many ppl walking in opposite direction, we were magnanimous and let the ppl walking opposite our directions to walk first. then, there was this old woman who kept pushing us and said "uall want to walk then walk faster. if not, let me go first! wait for uall to walk daylight alr lah!" in chinese. WHA! super irritating ok. and she was chanting and chanting. so being magnanimous, qq and me waited for ppl to pass first, then we stood one side and let her go first. of cos, we had the bu shuang face on us cos we were irritated by her. then we kept shouting. wha tian liang le lah! then we walked behind her and she kept looking back like as if we were following her. crazy old woman. then we just cut her and walked infront. after i took 29, fungqi smsed me and told me that that old woman board the same bus as me! thank God i didnt see her in the bus. singaporeans really need to learn to be more magnanimous. they are always only thinking about themselves only. thats not wrong, but sometimes, we should put ourselves in other shoes. we may not like what we are doing too.

was watching chc video sermon and they had the song "beautiful saviour" i once loved this song so much!!!!!!! it reminds me of the days in ftms house. it was just a year ago. qq and me kept talking about those days and about vivien... we miss her so much and we believe that one day, she will be back in hoGc! our prayers will definitely be answered(:

How wonderful
How beautiful
Name above every name
Exalted high

How wonderful
How beautiful
Jesus Your name
Name above every name
Jesus


rainbow colours!

zhenghui! the 7 pointer.

aili's piggy pencil box

me sleeping in the sch lib

huishi's and kim's feet. hahaha.

i "love" studying!! the sch lib is a nice place.

the heart in our school!

yay!! YOU'RE SPECIAL to Him!!!:D

i love listening to testimony, listening about how great our God is, changing and impacting the lives of others(: There is no other things in the world except God's love which can touch ppl's heart and totally change their lives. Our God is amazing:D

YAY!!! tmr is friday!!! YAY!!! i love PE!!! it makes me slim(: and i love my new friends. cos everytime i say i am fat or i want to jian fei. they will stare at me and say " you jian what fei! " they rock man!:D hahaha. and jiamin is always saying that too. huishi gets angry after hearing us saying that. hahaha. econ test tmr!):


Say the word and I will sing for You
Over oceans deep, I will follow
If each star was a song
And every breath of wind, praise
It would still fail by far to say
All my heart contains
I simply live, I simply live for You

As the glory of Your presence
Now fills this place
In worship, we will meet You face to face
There is nothing in this world
To which You can be compared
Glory on glory, praise upon praise
You bind the broken hearted
And save all my tears
By Your word, You set the captives free
There is nothing in this world
That You cannot do
I simply live, I simply live for You

I cut my hair!!! actually, trim to be exact. i cut my fringe as its getting irritating covering my eyes.

On my way back home today, i was just thinking of what lynette had shared with us during heart to heart session on sat. Leadership is about being a servant, and not a king! Leadership is not about being hireling. everything we do is valuable. Jesus did not come to be served but to serve(: i really want to have a servant heart like Him. Lynette also gave us an evaluation paper to do. and the bm part was funny. everyone was talking bout that including me. although i cleaned the toilet in church, i dont do it at home becos i have a maid who can do everything for me. i have never touched the iron, the pail, the cooking pot. But i remembered pastor telling us that what we are like in church, we should behave the same way at home too. and thats so true. so! im going to start doing housework at hme this cny(: i will shock my mom! hahaha.maybe she will give me bigger hongbao!!!:D YAY. hehheh.

school today is ok. we skipped like 3 lessons. becos our hist teacher give us one period off and our chinese teacher is not here again. so lame!!! and jiamin kept spreading nonsense!!! she just cannot keep her mouth tight!!! wait cause misunderstanding! but im qing bai de so i shall forgive her(: hahaha. and huishi is so sad that kim is treating her coldly after ytd's photo. HAHA. ok. shut up pj! i shall stop gossiping. gossiping is one of the mouth disease! haha!

and im like totally packed this whole week until cny. even during cny, i got so many activities on. firstly, i had a date with my pri friends on chu 4. then ranford is organsing a cg outing on chu 4 as well. MONEY again! D5! be prepared to save $$$ for the outing and also for zone chalet!!! dont run away when i chase u for $$$(: and lihui called me and asked if i want go out during cny with her and hupsong they all. where got so much time! i still have like dozen of relatives' houses to visit! but i want to collect more hongbao!!! and i heard from joanne that there will be an og outing. -.- we dont even talk to them anymore. so wierd. but i shall see my schedule first. and and and i still need to find time to go out with my cg(civics group). its supposed to be sat but i cant make it. i think i can only be free after cny.

thurs - school, buy materials with serena
fri - study outing with aili and qianqian and getting agnes and vivien if possible(:
sat - zone meeting!:D , service , weiyin's follow up
sun - shopping with cousin and maybe chinatown with family
mon - school!
tues - school! worship session(:
wed - CNY EVE!!! family day:D
THURS, FRI - CNY!! YAYYYYY!!!:D:D:D

i am so sad!!!): my phone was sent for servicing last weekend and when i got back my phone, all my msges were gone!!!! arhhh!!! all my christmas and new year msges are gone!!! this is irritating! my phone better not screw up again!!!

we took alot pictures today in class. the funniest one was when visa put his hands on heidi's head. hahaha!!! i shall get the pics from vimal soon. and i found out that our teacher is really interested in romance stuffs. he kept asking us about all these things!!!

YAY. i love my life! and i love God and i love people!!!:D

my maid was telling us about her 'boyfriend' in indonesia. and its super funny. my mom, bro, bro's gf are laughing madly about what she was telling us! and she just kept saying non stop. laugh till stomachache! she said the boy is 20 yrs old and very handsome! hahaha!! bui ta han!!!

YAY nowadays, school is great to me with the ppl around me. I have already prepared my heart for JC's life. i am gonna work like i have never before in my whole life man. it will be terrible i know. but what to do!:(

today is a great day in school! although the lectures and tutorials were boring, school is still fun(: and i still laugh alot. haha. i have now realised that Jiamin is really a crazy person doing all sorta crazy things like shouting good morning! to zongkang from one end of the classroom to the other. haha. and during maths tutorial, huishi and me were behaving like kids and our tutor had to come and ask us not to play. haha. he's very cool lah. he talked to us in a very calming tone. but yeah. im gonna be serious from now onwards!!! i hate H2 maths!!! but i shall LOVE it undeservedly. haha! i love u maths!!! after the jae posting IF i get into tpjc, i will drop H2 geog to H1 geog and take H2 hist instead. i heard many scary stories about the geog teacher. i better siam first.



NOW i am so stuck at econs tutorial. i have been staring at it since 7pm but couldnt figure out how to do. ahhh!!! who ask me to pon so many times last week! haiya! i shall stop ponning sch. but time is so limited. i still have so many things yet to do.



AND i saw my PSLE slip!! HAHA it's about the options for sec school. it was so easy then. i just anyhow put. i put bedok view as my 3rd choice when i got 232. im crazy right!! but im so glad im in prss. God always has great plan for me. if im not in prss, i might not even know Him now. my God is amazing! my future is definitely secured in His hands!(:





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CNY is coming soon!! YAY. new clothes and hongbaos!!!:D:D:D

AHHH!! im soooo confused now whether to go JC or Poly. i want to go tpjc but after taking out my file with all the notes in it, i really feel like going Poly. I SERIOUSLY HATE STUDYING. i dont know why!!!!! the thoughts of a levels really make me feel like dying. however, i know that i can study if i want to. and i have a very strong feeling that God wants to put me in tpjc and use me in the school. Let it be Your will Lord, wherever You want me to go. If God puts me to it, He will bring me through it. Im just going to pon school tmr and spend my whole morning praying and seeking for an answer from Him. L1r5 - 14raw. after deducting all the bonus points, it will be 10. L1r4 - 11. i can do all the courses in TP!