it was another tiring but fulfilling day:D valerie and me went down to rp to meet up with jocelyn. i totally love being with this girl! she's just someone you can easily click with. although i've only met her for 3 times, i can sense that there's a strong bond between us and thats good! we're so gonna hang out more together yeah. rp is huge! later, zhenghui and yiwen joined us too. went to church for co and had theory lesson -.- honestly, i am still very blurred by everything. i dont like theory! :x haha. but we had much fun. co is gonna grow big in the future!

after that, jasmine and i went to meet huishi at pasir ris and went for class bbq. haha. i cant help but saying that our class is so ___. i dontknow what to say. haha. but i still thank God for people like huishi, jasmine, eeteng, melvin, weeyang and a few who were there. they are nice people. but i think its the clique thing in our class that makes it so disunited. well, i guess melvin tried his best to bond the class. it all depends on us now. haha. im sure God has a reason for me to be in class and i thank God for that. and im just so happy that jasmine and i are in the same class. it just feels great to have a hoGc person in the same class as you cos we just can flow in the Spirit and at least, i have someone whom i can talk to about church and stuffs. haha. so jasmine! you better study hard and be advanced! im sure you can do it! :D and i really really thank God for huishi. its like although i've not seen her for a super long time, but when we meet, we can just talk about anything. we dont feel akward at all and i think thats what true friendship is about. there's no pretense between each other. haha. i wrote her a card for her birthday and she just sms-ed me that she felt like crying after reading it. haha! i really can make ppl cry. yay. we're not just friends in school but for life yeah. the bbq wasnt that bad i guess. i did not help out at all :x haha. i just ate and ate. well well.. i feel quite bad now. haha. poor melvin has to pay for most of the expenses. it pays to be a class chairman -.-

watched two movies twice this week. high school musical with yiwen and wildchild with val. the second one was really random. it was after discipleship class on thurs and val and me were actually going to minds cafe to meet cg but because it was alr very late, we ended up in the cinema. i have to say that wild child is so much better than hsm! haha. but yiwen enjoyed hsm! i dontknow why! haha! but soemthing amazing happned on the day we went to watch movie. we were taking bus to church and had to cross a big field and road to get over to church. but it was raining really heavily! but when we crossed the overhead bridge, the rain stopped! WHAO. and i almost wanted to get an umbrella. but by faith, we crossed the bridge. and God is always faithful right! the rain stopped and i believe its for us:) haha. so we went to church without being drenched. :D

cg on wed was really powerful. vision beyond myself. visions keep me running after them. i see myself doing great things for God in the future. and i believe that there're still so much more i can do. so much more. God has really challenged me to conquer new ground for this season. many things have just been coming in and i know that i can either stay at the level i was at or rise up to a new level and conquer new ground. i chose the second one. this holiday is definitely not the most relax one but i know that im going to breakthrough this holiday. jieru prayed for me during cg and i can just feel the power of God moving in ever area of my life, especially in the area of leadership. at that moment, everything just boom and goes up to a new level. she laid her hands on my hands and prayed that more anointing will be upon me when i pray and lay hands on people next time. God begin to show me pictures of me laying hands and praying for people. more and more people. tears just flowed down my eyes as i see that these are the lives that are going to be changed for the glory of God. im ready for God to be used. i know there will be much more responsibility that will be given to me but i shall have faith and see things in God's eyeview. its really powerful if we can all start to see things in His eyeview. try it! jieru is just so powerful and i feel so privilege that she is my leader:) when you start to see things from the perspective of your leader, you know that they're really doing alot of great things that you can never imagine. she pays attention to every life and im so inspired to do the same too. thanks jieru! i've indeed learnt alot throughout this whole period. d5 has just been growing not only in quantity but in quality too. the presence of God is always so strong during cg. thurs discipleship class was awesome too. dominic prayed for every single one of us in the class. although there was no guitar, we just kept singing and worshiping God. it was great. his sharing became a revelation to me. we are more spiritual than we think we are. its time to start relying not on my strengths but by His Spirit. this is a spiritual world we're living in! what a human can do is limited but what God can do is far beyond what we can imagine. God is good! :D

there're just so many things i can blog about but im tired of typing already. well, how beautiful it is if my life is written as a storybook. haha. i dotnknow what im typing alr because my brain is tired. TGIO is gonna be fun:D

ohoh, and zhenghui said i have one more habit regarding the previous entry, she said that i "eee" at everything. haha! oh no :( sounds bad... haha.

the God i know righteous and Holy
the God i know faithful and true
the God i know my tower of refuge
hearts are healed, Christ revealed
the God i know light of the city
the God i know strengthens the weak
the God i know, Your heart beats within me
as You are, so are we.

this is my cry
my one desire
more of You, more of You