CRAZY WOMEN


we are so adorable right!

we love mooooo!




i think this pic is cute. hahaha. foreground and background

there's a bear on my head!

act cute!



they are my spiritual family and i love them loads!

Nick finally uploaded the pics and edited + photoshop them. these are just a few of them. and he said my face is clear and there's no need to touch up! WHHAHA.

tmr is sports day = no lessons!!! YAY. there's prayer grp gathering tmr at joash's hse. YAY. AI conference frm thursday to friday. YAY. building fund pledge day on sat. YAY. YAYYAYAYAYY!!!! i love my life! but i hate GP. today's test was horrible. i think the most i can score is 9 and the least i can score is 0. seriously. when we were walking out of the audi, i heard a guy saying " i felt like a china person throughout the 1 1/2 hr " HAHA i think its super duper funny cannnn!!! its okay. its my first test. ben n jerry givng out free cones! oh man, i want it so badly but school ended at 7pm. stupid GP test. i just dont feel like doing anything right now. let me rest for a night can? i heard the answer : cannot.

You are my strength when i am weak.

school is great! during one of the long breaks today, i had a short worship with althea and jasmine. Joanne joined us too! haha. i love althea playing the guitar! she knows how to play come holy spirit when i just sang the melody. she's zai lah. hahaha. wellwellwell, i really have to thank God for my h2 maths. it's defintely by God's grace i didnt get single digit score. i only studied for like 2 hours can! and many people scored single digit. i'm not saying that i'm smart or what but all the glory goes to Him. but i cannot be satisfied!!! i need to work even harder!!! so that mr ng will stop complaining to my parents. haha.

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You’re the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

we sang this during prayer meeting in the morning and i love the lyrics. every single word...
please send me this song if you have it!!!

more pics still with nick. he's editing them. he rocks lah!

ACT CUTE WEEKEND!:D hahaha! zone d special event this weekend and we all had to act cute. ahya. for me, i dont have to do anything and i'm alr cute lah. some ppl said that too okie(: HAHA. ok. but i tied two ponytails today lah. ahahaha. and my bro who took the same train as me was laughing at me throughout. this week sermon was just powerful! we reap what we sow. i always heard this phrase but now i know how to apply it into my life. heart to heart ytd was AWW so fantastic can. the presence of God was so strong and i cried and cried. dominic shared the story on the bible about the podigral son.
[22] "But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. [23] Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. [24] For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.
isn't it touching. that sometimes no matter how far we can drift away from God, God is always waiting for us to come back to Him and then, He will bring us back into His arms again. i commit myself that i will carry His presence with me wherever i go. i will never be too tired to stop praying or to stop worshipping.
i'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it.

if You can use anything wont You use me
Take me and break me
And mould me and make me
You died for me so i'm living for You

pictures for the act cute weekend will be up once nick edited them! hahaha!

i love school!:D

we love taking pics in the toilet(:


she just cant open her eyes when taking pic!

on the way to collect newspaper(:

stacks and stacks of newspaper


we seem so happy!

slacking at the playground while some are looking for the lost cat.

the human chain! HAHA.

happy birthday! look at cheryl's tooot face. haha!

i love this pic!


during interact!

and i was bored to tears!

we love to twist!




all the pics were stolen from cheryl's blog(:

COFFEE IS USELESS FOR ME. i drank nescafe in the noon, hoping i could stay awake but it cheated my feeling. my head dropped back during hist lecture and i suddeny woke up. i am so deprived of sleep. tests and tests. but really have to thank God for today's test. i only studied for 3 hrs plus but i managed to answer everything though i dont know how to do qns 2. oh well, its time to sleep and i shall wake up at 4 to study! there are so many ppl's birthday today! pastor lia's birthday is today! serena and joash birthdays are today too! so cool! about 4 more months to my bd! i'm getting older):




my eyes look tired and nick photoshop this! my complexion looks nice!(: ok. IT IS NICE! even without photoshop.

i think i'm really blessed to have so many great friends around me. i should not take them for granted. thats a lesson i learnt from my PI too. never take the people around me for granted(: thank God for them.

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

we sang this during 2006 christmas. when i was christian less than a month. and i cried under the presence of God for the 2nd or 3rd time. the lyrics touched my heart... what more could i say.

IM TIRED. both physically and mentally. had newspaper collection this morning and missed heart to heart. OH MAN): but newspaper collection was pretty fun actually. i thought we were quite efficient. the human chain was the funniest lah. hahaha. went home to change after that and went to church! stepping into church is just whao. i felt so refreshed and happy! combined service today was fantastic!(: praise and worship with all my fav songs! and i mean ALL! hahaha. hold me close, nothing's impossible, heart of worship and many more. fungqi shared her testimony today and it was great! she spoke really well. reminded me of the time i shared. i remembered that i was SUPER nervous and kept praying. but when i stood on the stage, i was not afraid at all! everyone was smiling and responded. if there will be a 2nd chance i can share testimony again, i ll definitely be much more confident! hahaha. and like what ian said, my pictures appeared lots of time on the screen today! first was pasir ris sec girls. that was like super long ago's one. my hair was un-rebonded. haha. second was the photo a few of us took ytd. it was to illustrate how every 10 ppl we bring to church, 4 will be saved. SUPER UNGLAM! haha. moo and me were like laughing at our faces. since we were among the four, we had to smile like angel and had a hallow above our head! third picture was when fungqi was sharing her testimony. hahaha. photoshop is sooo cool!!:D i love hoGc! pastor shared about our progress report! and we are having a revival! he told us that any church with 15-30% growth is healthy. but our church has more than 30% growth!! REVIVAL!

i'm so busy nowadays. i need to plan and live my life. there're just soooo many things i have to do. "be faithful to the little things," He said. details determine destiny.

i'll bring You more than a song

You search much deeper within
through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

i'm coming back to the heart of worship
when its all about You
and its all about You Jesus
i'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
and its all about You
its all about You Jesus.

tears just rolled down my cheeks whenever i worship Him with this song.
i'm coming back to the heart of worship...

i was looking at random files in my com and i came across this, a testimony i wrote last june:

Before I became a Christian, I led a normal life. I have a wonderful family and have many friends around me. However, I did not have any purpose in life and often look at the past wonderful memories.

When Valerie started inviting me to church on October 2006, I did not immediately agree to it. I had gone to my friend’s church before and found it boring. This leaves me a bad impression of church. At last, my mother asked me to go out as I was idling at home. And I agreed to go at the last minute reluctantly. I thought there was a special party in the church and even asked Valerie if there were food.

As I stepped into Heart of God church, I was truly amazed by the loud music and colorful lights. It’s so different from what I thought. I thought that there would be many old people and the church will have a big cross in front. The people there were so friendly! During praise and worship, everyone was jumping crazily that the floor was shaking. Many thoughts flooded my mind. I did not know why this people were so crazy. But at least I knew that God was real that many people are willing to sacrifice their weekends to come for church services. My opinion of church also changed.

Just like many people, I did not immediately accept Jesus into my life although I was interested in coming back to church. As I come from a non Christian background, I knew that my parents would definitely not allow me to go to church. I did not want to cause many troubles in my family as I love my parents a lot. Therefore, I will always put plans on Saturdays so that I will have excuses for not going to church. But God never gives up on me. I had signed up for SOW guitar on my first visit and I was to go back to church for lessons!

Soon, there was the Vacation Bible School which I have signed up for. On the first day of VBS was the first time I truly felt God’s presence. I started crying and hunger more for God. I accepted Jesus into my life that day. It was no easy being a believer especially when I come from a non Christian family, my parents were unhappy at first. But going to church has changed me to a better person and my parents have seen my change. I started spending times with my family and started to obey them more. Often, I would share with them the gospels and planted seeds in their heart. I have also learnt a lot from Pastors and I knew that it is important to spent time with my family. Now, my family is even interested in the reason why I am attending church! I knew that God was at work.

Furthermore, I have ever since stepped out of my comfort zone. I used to be a girl with low self esteem but now I have became a more confident girl because I know that God will always be there to guide me. Even during the darkest days, I smile. I also know that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. There’s always peace and joy in my heart now.

I thank God for noticing me and giving me a purpose in life. I also thank him for letting me have this relationship with Him. I believed that God will begin to touch my family just like how He has touched me.

- 18june2007

WHAO. hahaha. this was the testimony i wrote and sent to jieru LAST JUNE. that time, vivien was still here and i remembered us sharing with each other): i was so happy after reading it! it's a little different from the VBS testimony i shared in church last dec. i have seen God working in every area of my life all these times. He has definitely changed me to be a better person and i have seen myself growing so much in Him. He has given me His best, and i ll give Him my best too(:

You never fail to amaze me with Your love(:

Building dreams

oh dear. i miss korean drama SO SO SO much!!! i used to be so addicted to it but its been donkey years since i last watched a korean drama!): ahhhh!!!!!):):):

busy busy week. but i still love my life(: yesterday had co meeting and worship session after that with lynette. it was awesome. alot of things have been going through my mind nowadays. i felt discouraged that i have not been putting much efforts in my studies and my friends, especially the non christians, are doing alot better than me. i was supposed to be a good testimony but hey, i do not have as much time as they have. but im so glad to say that i have a greater purpose in life. God spoke to me during the worship session that i do not have to worry so much about my studies. as much as i want to be a good testimony in school, i also want to spend most of my time serving Him and His people. many people questioned about why am i always going to church instead of studying. they will never understand it. i would rather see lives getting changed than to see As in my report card. my life is definitely not just about studying although thats important. since He has given me His best, i will give Him my best too. i will have faith and surrender my all to Him.

i fell down in school today): the stupid stairs near the hall is the worst design in the school. its so not cool at all. im sure im not the first one who had fell there. thank God i managed to react in time to protect my head from hitting the ground although i hit the side of my head. it still hurts as i rub it now. i pray there's no internal injury. my beautiful leg has a scar now! hai.. i should have opened my eyes bigger. but still, i thank God i did not roll down the stairs.

i have to do my hw now. LIVE MY LIFE!

'love undeservedly' are the two words that come to my mind when i see her. i pray that God will show me how to love undeservedly. i donwant to hide my hatred behind a false front of kindness. Rather, i want to love sincerely with the love of Christ.

you may be richer than me, may be smarter than me, but i have my God who is more powerful than anything else in this world!

create in me a new heart,
a heart thats after You

i was just chatting with my cousin-xinyi about how horrible pw is. and i just suddenly came out with a great idea!!! i can do about an overweight person going on a journey of dieting. so cool and unique right!!!!! nobody would ever thought of that! but the problem is. WHO is the person? i went to google it and the results came out diet tips. hello? i dont need all these tips. haha. well, i ll just stick to the person i am doing now and i shall not reveal it. haha. cos its common lah!):

attack GP!!!!

i thank God for placing me in tpjc and for all the people i have known there(: i am going to make full use of the 2 years in that school. and i am NOT going to retain.

cheryl and me were bored during maths lecture and mr ng caught us taking pictures!

Lord, You catch me when i'm falling

i failed my previous two econs test): what a bad testimony i am. it's time i start being serious about my studies. i enjoy school too much that i am becoming less disciplined. zhenghui and me are facing the same problems. i need to study with her more! pw is driving me crazy. i realised that i'm such an unimaginative person because i couldnt come up with any creative proposal! now i know why so many people hate pw.

removing the stone of laziness away.

You are my God,
closer to me than the air that i breathe

i want to blog because i have alot alot of things to say. jiamin said only people who have alot of things to say have blog. and thats true.

today was FUN! the dinner part was the funniest. we went to subway and the person at the counter was laughing at us. firstly because zhilin was talking and talking and she didnt give money to the person and he was waiting. she was busy talking to weiyin and me. the person then shifted the cashier price stand (dont know what is that called) and tried to hint her. it was super funny. and secondly, because i was asking everyone who was buying subway to chop the card where we can get free goodies after 9 stamps. denise started calling me aunty. hahaha. it's good to have hoGc ppl in subway. i was like asking everyone in the queue to help me get the stamp and i completed it! hahaha! free subway next week for weiyin and me!:D heart to heart today was great. lynette shared about the five languages of love. i have so many things to say later on. when i was doing cafe, i have a call from szemin. at first, i cant even recognise her voice. and i was asking, do i know you? haha. i found out after that that she was my mom's friend's daughter. and the amazing thing was! my mom actually asked her friend to ask her daughter to call me and to come my church. HAHA! my mom can ev. but she herself doesnt want to come): i was stunned. so i asked her to come tmr! exciting! service was the best part of the day. pastor preached about faith and i was really impacted by it. the most powerful part was when he shared about removing the stones in our life. the biggest stone in my life is definitely laziness. i need to get rid of it before i can see the miracle God has for me! faith is living life on the ATTACK!!! ATTACK H2 MATHS! ATTACK PW!!!
FAITH + HARD WORK = BREAKTHROUGH!

i have so many thoughts on my mind right now. i want to say that i really really love my life . its like what pastor said, although im busy, im tired, im stress, but i still love my life. i will NEVER exchange my life for others. and I LOVE HEART OF GOD CHURCH. i've seen alot of things recently and i feel so blessed to be in HoGc. i can never find any place i want to be in. i know there's just something diff about this church since the first day i stepped into this church. i want to be part of this generation who will give God their best years of their life. im so thankful for God to place me in this church. more than just a church, to me, hoGc is my second home where my spiritual family is. words will never be enough to show how thankful i am to be in this house of God. thus, only action can show it. i want to serve in this church all my life. alot of ppl always ask why do i spend so much time in church. i have so many works to do. but i know my piorities well. serving God and His people is my top piority. i admit sometimes i can feel so tired, but coming into His presence always refreshes me. and i love everything i am doing. i love my pastors, leaders and all my friends in hoGc. these are the people who have inspired me and who have helped me to grow so much spiritually. its amazing to see everyone growing in this church. through follow up, through getting started, through vbs, how can anyone not grow in this church. i'm sure not every church does that. thats why im feel so blessed to be in hoGc(: today zhilin shared her testimony. im sure it had impacted many lives. looking at how she was like in the past, she has definitely changed and grow so much in God. she showed me the card i wrote for her last Easter. i still remembered how discouraged i was when she told me she didnt even read her card until after Easter. but prayers and works always help. testimony is the best part of the service. i love to see how God has changed ppl's lives.

also, during heart to heart today, as i've mentioned, lynette shared about the five languages of love. people work is all about love. if you dont have the heart and cant love people, you cant do people work. i've learnt so much today and God spoke to me. people work is tiring. sometimes, we feel discouraged by it. sometimes, we feel so frustrated. right now, im feeling both of these. but its all because we see the burden to help these people. it wrecks my heart to see people not growing in God, to see people coming from broken family, to see people not living their life right, to see people having no purpose in life and to see people whom have never experienced love by the people around them before. and we want to bring them closer to God and to let them experience what we have experienced. however, noone gets save without anyone sharing and sowing into their life. i want to be responsible for their spiritual growth. but its really the 5 languages of love that will help us while getting these souls planted in church. be a real friend to them, not just friendly. love is the greatest thing God has given to us. love can touch people. sometimes, small gifts, spending quality time and words of encouragement can let someone feel loved. i dont want to be just somebody in one's life. i want to be someone who has showed them the true meaning of love, that is when we have Jesus Christ in our life. i just pray that i will have a heart after God, that whatever i do, is pleasing in His eyes. love others.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Livingstone

david livingstone(:

His story inspired me(:

"He took his final breaths while kneeling in prayer at his bedside."

i seriously hate maths so much now): i had been staring at the same qns since 6pm. of cos, i did other subj but now im back staring at the same qns again. i felt so discouraged by this qns. i think im going to fail my maths): well, what to do. the more i hate it, the more i need to love it undeservedly. i'm going to marry h2 maths. i need to do my maths assignment now. i believe that with Him, i'm strong to conquer and overcome any obstacles!

with You, i'm strong
with You, i'm free
to change the world
to be anything
my faith in everything
for nothing's impossible
with You who is living in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all
But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

cool right this pic!

look at whats behind us!

yay! me phoebe and jasmine:D

GIRLS!

jasmine and me!(:

phoebe and me(:

more girls!

we love swensen's!!! 08A02(:

us outside national lib!

the piano is so cool!

it was a tiring but fun day with 08a02! the funniest was when we wanted to go in the esplanade library to take pic but ended up got chase out by a librarian. we were so dumb. haha. we walked across all the bridges there. if im not wrong, there were 3 bridges? yeah. and we walked past vch. it brings back much memories. i miss those times when i would go there and watch performances. oh dear. i spent like $20 on food. horrible! but i enjoyed the dinner!:D prayer session tmr! it's gonna be awesome! EASTER DAY is coming!

i was in the clinic and my dad took a copy of Daily Bread to me. HAHA. so funny. and i was reading it and i happened to see this:

For God so loVed the world
....That He gAve
..........His onLy
.........begottEn
...............SoN
..................That whoever
......Believes In Him
.......Should Not perish,
....But have Everlasting life.

ISNT IT AMAZING! and it wrote that the best place to find love is not in another person but in a book, the Bible. God loves us like no one else ever could. AMEN!:D

the lovely people in my life. i've known them for like forever!:D

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i love HISTORY and im so glad im taking it. because history is His story!(: im looking forward to the topic on religious fundamentalism. i heard from daryl that we can see Bible prophecies come true! AWESOME! and also the establishment of israel as promised in the Bible. cool right!i hope i will have FUNFUNFUN in history! EASTER IS COMING!!! God has begun to drop names in my heart for the people He wants me to invite. Prayer and work will give me breakthrough!:D prayer alone wont help bcos noone will be inviting! similarly, asking people to come without praying wont help too! it will just be like asking them to join some cca or asking them to come for a party. i love easter! im sure all the backslidders and new friends will get impacted and experience His love. 1 John 4:9 says In this the love of God was manifested towards us that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through Him. Lets not forget all the great things He has done for us and more than just ourselves and God, lets spread His love to our family and friends. Pray hard for their salvations! End times bible study is awesome and im so blessed by it. From it, i also see the urgency to bring my family and friends to come to know Christ. we dont have much time left. let Your harvest in, Lord. i want to be prepared. At the end of my race, i want to say that i've fought the good fight, i've finished the race, i've kept the faith.

i was looking at my mom eating sweet potato. i suddenly miss the times in pasir ris sec and 4e6 when everyone used to call me potato. it was irritating then but i miss those times now. in tpjc, noone knows that im called potato. ok. im wierd. its not that i like to be called potato but in conclusion, i want to say that i miss 4e6!!! and all the nicknames we once had.

TODAY IS THE FIRST TIME I SIT AT MY DESK AND DO MY TUTORIALS! of cos i encountered problems, but at least it gives me a sense of satisfactory that i did my tutorials. and yes, I LOVE PE undeservedly.



this pic is so cool!!! mr ng wrote our names!:D

life is great! despite tutorials and lectures in jc, i still love my life because my life is not about me and myself only but its about living for God and His people. i want to lead a love driven life more than a purpose driven life! pastor preached a great sermon last weekend about how love is the beginnings and the end of everything. 1 corinthians 13: 2 states that And though i have the gift of prophesy, and understand all myseteries and all knowledge, and though i have all faith, so that i could remove mountains, but have not love, I AM NOTHING. Truly, if we have all the knowledge in this world but have not love, we are nothing. many people in this world often think that knowledge is powerful and that it can make you rich. but i just pray for a pure heart that can love others, even those who are unlovable. its difficult! its difficult to love someone who is so irritating and so arrogant, its difficult to love someone who never speaks praises of you, its difficult to love someone who mocks at your beliefs. its difficult to love someone who persecutes you. however, i think its even more difficult to bear grudges for years and to hate that someone. why hate when we can love. it doesnt require money to love. all it takes is a heart but yet, billions of people out in the world just cant love. everyday, people are killing, stealing, taking drugs. these are the people whose hearts are only filled with hatred because since young, they had never felt the love from the people around them. if we can fill them with the love of God, they will probably be living a better life. true love CAN make a difference in one's life. God's love has changed my life completely. i just want to be more like Him, want to love like Him.

met up with my pri sch's friends ytd night. weiwei, janice, siqi, shao chun, zx, richard and ryan were there. we had a great time talking about the past and the present. janice, zx and me are the only ones in jc. the rest scored well, but are going poly. with zx around, there was never a a moment of silence. haha. he was saying that he wore weiwei's blouse by mistake during p6! i can still remember it vividly and it was super comical! we talked about all the funny incidents that had happened. i really miss the times during pri school. life was so relax then. i wish i had a blog during p6, at least i can look back and read my pasts. everyone changed. some change for the better, some for the worse. but im glad to say that i've change for the better! hahaha! because of Jesus Christ in my life!:D

Live to Love to Live
Learn to Love to Learn
Lead to Love to Lead

im chatting with 13 messenger now!!! so cool!!! yay today is a great day. in fact, everyday is an awesome day! my life is so packed with activities but i still love it! its better than slacking at home. today, we had rehearsal! it was so funny. we indeed had much fun. sunday is going to be an exciting day!!!(: end times bible study tmr!!! i cant wait for it!!! its gonna be awesome(: march holidays are coming soon! im definitely going to find a day to go out with my og and pae's cg. i need to meet my pri sch friends too! we were supposed to meet on sunday evening but i doubt i can go. there are just so many things on! well, i love my life! i will never want to exchange it with others!:D

yay!!! dionysus og 19!!!

huishi and me after o2 night

the shirt we drew!

BLUR!

i miss orientation and my og!!! most of them are in sci classes but at least i still can see them except for mathieu who went to acjc. rich kid lah. sally seems to hate acjc alot. all the spoilt brats are there. haha. i love tpjc! i love my life right now!!! but i need to be prepared to suffer in jc. im always daydreaming in lectures. ahh!!! stop it! i need to stop using the com. anyway, i havent bought tpjc uniform yet! the queue is super long today that it ended in the carpark. many waited for more than 1 hr. joanne was saying that it looks like ppl queueing up to buy toto. haha. i need to spend so much money!!! but thank God zongkang sold me his gc for only $100. he wanted to sell me $90 but because i made him come all the way to tamp and waited so long, i paid him $100. and he didnt realise it until he went home. haha. well, i have to stop using this com!!! i love HISTORY!

Place in me a deep desire
to know You as i'm known

i love tpjc! i love sch! i've heard many people complaining about jc's life even when it hasn't really started. im so glad i love it right now. its the people in the school that make the difference. they add colours to my jc life!(: even if i can appeal to other jcs, i will only want to stay in tpjc. i have known so many friends there and the people there are so fun. everywhere i go, there're always ppl i know. sometimes, i even said hi to ppl whom i dont even know. like today, i get to know many many new friends from bedok green, north vista, coral blahblah! its so fun to know new friends! the prayer group in tpjc is also growing! there are more and more ppl coming today. and i was late-.- daryl is just so amazing! last week, he had a sharing with us and it had really impacted me. even carlo who crashed tpj and joined me was like WHAO. haha. and next week we will be having workshops teachings on how to evangelize and we are going to share gospels with our friends before Good Friday. AWESOME RIGHT! daryl shared with us not to be ashamed of our faith. we are the child of God! lets be a blessing to others!(: weekend service was just so awesome. presence of God was so so so so strong!!! it was like re dedicating my life back to Jesus again. i want to love Him more and more and more. more than just loving Him, i want to love His people as well. its hard to love people who dont deserve my love. its REALLY REALLY HARD. how can i smile at someone who is so unlovable. but i know Jesus loves everyone that while we were still sinners, He died for us. i want to love like He has loved us. we love because He first loved us. from today onwards, im gonna pay attention in lectures and do all my tutorials! i've made a covenant with God to study REAL hard for the next 2 years and put in all my effort. im not study for myself, neither am i study for anyone else. im studying to glorify Him, to be a good testimony. He is my motivation!!!(:

tpjc orientation was not that bad after all! ytd o night was the fun-nest ever! everyone is just super high. i was late as i had cg before that. after cg, i just rushed back to tpjc with an empty stomach! i was soo hungry!!! vanessa is just so sweet. she went to the gate and fetched me into the hall. it was so dark inside the hall that i could hardly see any familiar faces. they were playing some lame games. the most fun part was when the band was playing. everyone was jumping and so high! its like watching some rock concert-.- at first, i was standing at the back with my og ppl. suddenly, amelia saw me and pulled me away to the middle. i started to get high and jumped along with the people. hahaha. and i saw huishi's backview!! she was like high-ing herself and jumping! so funny! so i tapped her and she just made me jumped with her. hahaha. super funny. she was telling me after that that she was so happy to see me. lol. i went to eat supper with her after the orientation. was supposed to eat with her guy friend and amelia and some other ppl. but i told her its wierd so i just pulled her away. hahaha. i miss my og so much now! i prefer this og to the previous one except for some ppl who i like in my previous og. haha! i prefered dj as my ogl and i still like joanne and aihui to be in my og. i also like ares cheer! and ares won last night-.- so i went around telling ppl that i WAS from ARES! haha. but im in DIONYSUS lah. but its still a great family. i prefer my new og guys to the previous one. because they are more fun and gentleman. when the girls do not have slippers to wear, they will sacrifice their slippers. during the game when we were supposed to roll on the mat of flour and keptchup, they said that they will go first and absorb all the flour. haha! so funny! but the girls are like... always dontwant play this dontwant play that. vanessa and me were the most enthu ones lah. during mass dance, many ppl just want to hide at the back. mathieu chose me as his dance partner and we were so horrible at it. its quite irritating at times when ppl just dontwant to participate in the activities. i dont mean that they have to be very enthu but cant they just participate and enjoy themselves. huishi's og was the worst lah. only 2 ppl attended the o night. there was only 1 guy during the wet games too. its so funny. she told me she rolled on the mat twice! haha! and she played this game and she went like 10 times because noone in her og wants to go. i was laughing like mad when she told me that. i miss 08a01 so much! i had been talking to zongkang last few days and we were calling each other Boa's husband and Jay's wife. haha. and he told me that he will miss us!!! huishi and me will miss him too! kept talking about xiaodingdang to vanessa and it was so funny. however, i have to confess that i no longer feel the way i felt anymore. its just so different. xiaodingdang is just too nice to be true. mister nice person. i wont know what God has for me in the future. but i will definitely trust Him. even if He gives to me a man who is blind or has thousands of pimples on his face, i will still obey Him. noone knows me best except Him alone. He knows the one who is right for me and He will find one suitable for me. i will just wait patiently for Him to bring that someone to me. i know that will be when true love appears.


love surprisingly and creatively,
it was my dad bd on last thurs. i drew a card for him and put in his bag in the morning before he went to work. at night, i had dinner with my family. when my dad and mom went to fetch my aunty hme, my bro gf, bro and i faster prepared the cake and candles. dingdongdingdong. my parents were back and we off the light! whahaha. my bro and i had done this durng mother's day last yr. and my dad was saying "this again" LOL! but he was touched lah. i just knew it. we sang happy birthday song for him(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!:D

ok and i shall write " aili is a very very very cute and adorable person! " -.- lol.

HAI! my ogl is a girl. so sian! hahaha. why is the pae og not my jae og! or why is my pae cg not my jae og! but i need to know more people(: i shall be friendly tmr and smile more. i miss 08a01! now my class in tpjc.net is 08Aj1. sian!!! i pray hard that i will still be in the same class as most of them and have the same civics tutor!! but i will definitely continue be good friend with huishi bcos we are in interact and we're planning to take the same subjects. thats good. hahaha. thank God she didnt go tj! hahaha. i woke up early in the morning to receive the moe's sms. and i received many other smses to ask about my posting. after that, i continue to sleep again. hahaha. and i was woke up by a call again. yay! dean and jiamin are staying too! the j1 repeat students in our class also called to ask about my posting. so sweet of them. haha. i feel bad for ponning school today.

i went to sp with weiyin to accompany her to appeal to another course. the mac there was so yucky. the fries are tasteless. ewww. and the buildings are really old. hahaha. many ppl were there to appeal too. at around 5.30pm, i went to meet zhenghui to study in church together. there were so many ppl in church today and they were walking all around. so it was quite distracting. in the end, we didnt study and end up talking to people. i love church so much!!! its a great place i want to be in forever.

i thank God for tpjc. i thank Him for the prayer grp in tpjc and i thank Him for daryl who is the leader of the grp. he's just so spiritually matured! now, im beginning to see the reasons why God had put me in tpjc. if it isnt for Him, i might have ended up in poly. thank You, Lord. Your plans for me are always so amazing!(: