YAY! i finally watch SECRET! i watched it on the first day it screened! SO HAPPY(: JAY CHOU IS SUPER CUTE AND ROMANTIC.

haha. the show is really nice. the female lead is pretty too. shes got a kind of very nice look and the role really fit her well. i think shes the only one who can fit this role. their romance is so cute! they keep da qing ma qiao. its like they fell in love when they first met and its so funny. their love is so pure and innocence. haha. and they did many cute things together. ahh! and one part, xiao yu: why you use one hand to play the piano
xiao lun: cos another hand is to hold you
wha piang. so cheeky yet romantic lah. haha. but i dont really understand the ending. but its still a nice show cos JAY CHOU directed it! and hes super cute in the show. he plays the piano so well too! im mesmorised by the way he plays the piano.

“Secrets”
"Follow the notes upon a journey At first sight makes one’s destiny When the voyage comes to an end, return lies hasty keys"

Interpretation:
Playing the notes will allow one to embark on a journey. The first person you see will be the one who will be able to see you. To return to the present, play the piece quickly.

found this here:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secret_%282007_film%29
after reading the page i understand alot things which i do not understand during the movie. but dont read if u havent see the movie!

i think i will dream of jay chou tonight. everytime after watching his film (initial D and curse of golden flowers) i will dream of him. haha. i cant wait for his next film!

anyway, today was a fun day! cos 28 of the ppl in our class went to watch SECRET together(: imaging how long the tickets will be. so cool right!! we took 2 rows. but its fun cos we wore class tee and watched the movie togthr. the cinema is packed with students! and i saw zhangxiang there too. im forever seeing him outside. haha.

the movie is so funny that i think we laughed throughout the entire show. and i cried): haha. my tears really roll down my cheek. its the part when jay chou tries to write " i love you " on the desk but the liquid has no more liquid. haha. so he drew a heart. and he's so panicking. im cried when i see how sad he is. and i also cry when i see how the girl is being bullied in school and when her mother dont believe her and thought she has mental illness. thats so sad.

and we took alot pictures together as a group. haha. the class tee is nice(: imagine a group of ppl wearing the same tee to watch movie. 26 ppl!

and during the cross country, some of the girls in our class walked together. haha. thats so funny. we were literally strolling all the way. and valerie and me even listened to songs. i think none of the sec 4 girls bothered to run. so we were not the last. haha. its so hot there lah! and i put much mosquito repellent! hahhaha.

im happy with my life now except for the studying part. i really want to do well for my studies. really really. but im lazy. stupid lazy pig! im happy bcos ive got so much things to look forward too! especially this week. 5 days of no school day! and im meeting my cousins on friday! we had conference online ytd and we talked much nonsense. ahh i cant wait to meet up with them. and its our new church grand opening on 11 august!!! so cool!!! i cant wait to see the new church! (: happy happy.

FOP was great! i like delirious? !! they are so cool and the lead singer is so handsome too! i love their songs.



MAJESTY [HERE I AM]
Here I am humbled by your majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I’m a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I’m your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

im happy(: bcos im always laughing(: theres many funny things and happy things nowadays. but im not very happy now also. bcos im having a terrible cramp. its really painful!!! i think this is the worst i ever had. its super painful. but i can endure it. i must finish blogging.

today sch was fun. yay. sch is getting better each day. there are so many laughing matters. and im beginning to like my class. weiyin and dehong is so funny. they are always quarelling and asking each other to shut up. and the whole class will laugh. LOL. today's maths test was horrible. it successfully gave me a mindset that im stupid. which im definitely am not. i hate the test. but ill learn to love maths more. the more it wants me to hate it, the more i shall love it. and weiyin brings chocolate for me today! she must love me alot. haha.

then i rushed hme after sch and met emerlyn to study at simei. she had gone to mdm yue house before that and she said mdm yue showed her her baby's picture! we studied at eastpoint KFC. reminded me of p6. well. it was quite productive although we kept talking and laughing. i learnt the whole chapter on northern ireland and sri lanka. so satisfied with myself(: thats why im rewarding myself now.(: then emerlyn was studying organic chem and i tested her. so i managed to learn some also. her studying method is really diff from mine. and she's able to just read once and understand. i cant. i need to read and read to absorb totally.

we studied till 730 and im happy to go hme with all the northern ireland stuffs in my head. i sent emerlyn to bus stop and took mrt. and i saw xiao long bao! she was with her dad and they just went running. haha. she scolded me for going to study. im a nerd(: just let me be a nerd for this 3months can. i would love to be but its not easy okay.

anyway the cramp is unbearable now. i wish i was a boy but after watching the 9clock show about army, im happy to be a girl(: yeah. i watched the 9 clock show and did not study. im so guilty now. and weiwei misses me!!! yeah. i miss her and others too. hopefully the next time we meet will not be after o level. i will cry. and yes. i saw shao chun today in the morning and chat with him for awhile. thinking about them makes me smile(: weiwei says shes chionging now and what is angpeijun doing! goodness. and oh. their sch anglican high has to pay 114dollars for prom. whao. i thought mine was ex but after hearing that... i feel so guilty for complaining. but theirs is at hotel while ours is at........some sports club.

i love D5 and HoGc.

i will really miss FTMS house but im happy to move to somewhere bigger! im also happy because my dad read a christian book recently in his office and he told me about it. i hope he read it with an open heart. i kept praying and God really answers my prayer. it doesnt matter whether my dad comes to church but at least now, a seed is being sowed in his heart. Thank You, Lord(:

yay. im happy (:

today was a happy yet tiring day for me. ytd i studies with emerlyn till late at night in the airport and reached hme so late! she broke her promise. she only sent me downstair but didnt sent me to my hse door. but she taught me physics. haha. i suck her knowledge. but well. im not stupid too(: so i slept very little bcos i had to wake up at 8am. not to go to sch for remedial but to have tuition. after hearing from some ppl that they did not understand miss ang lesson today and that electronics was hard, i was glad i didnt go. tuition was better for me. i like my tutor! but i wont be seeing her next week! she has camp): well. i must start studying and thinking myself.

today was my first cafe duty! before that, i was so nervous. but als excited. i kept praying the night before and also in the mrt when on the way to church. and the first duty went smoothly! it was fun pressing the cash register(: haha. although im quite slow at first, but yoyo says im gettng better. haha. and my team partner today was luke. and i still dont know 10 things about him. haha.

the sermon today was about academic excellence which of cos was relevant to me! pastor was so right. noone is born smart or stupid. intelligence is nurtured and it results from thinking. we need to use our brain or we will lose it. so i decided to make use of my brain more which contains 25trillion characters. i love my brain! thats the most powerful assets God has given us. thank God!

this week is a happy week for me in sch and out of sch. if only every week is liddat... haha. but i need to work harder! i definitely cannot give up now!!!

yay. next week is another tiring week. but i like going to sch more becos of my seating place. its fun! and! i found out that i prefered to study outside rather than home. haha. at least i wont see my bed and lie on it. and! i need to bring tobleron(or whatever it is spelled ) next week for weiyin becos i cant accompany to the concert. sorry weiyin!

yay. im going to plan for next week!

its been donkey years since i last blog. haha. well. stress everyday!!! banding and banding and banding. worse still. monday and tues have co. but the performance has ended!! so happy!!! i think we did worse than SYF. but im really angry with all those ppl from other schs who said us lor. but the fact is that we got gold with honour okie!

anyway. sch is getting boring and tiring. there's nth to look forward to. ok. maybe o level which is around 2 mnths time and im still using com! wake up lah peijun!!! but miss ang is really funny!! ytd she talk about those gay stuffs. laugh until my jaw drop. haha. she super funny. our class can be quite fun sometimes too lah. and today pe the guys ran in the rain. so poor thing. luckily we the girls dont have to. thank God. haha.

and sitting weiyin is fun!(: we keep talking and laughing and singing. haha. we even have heart to heart talk. and we agreed to bring food everyday!! yay! at least thats sth fun about school! and we are going to study this sat!(:

lalalalala. i have so many things to do!! haha. my organiser is always fulled. but its fun! my life is so exciting! minus away studying! i need to give some time for studying! yes! i need! study study study.

JAYCHOU NEW SONG!


周杰伦-不能说的秘密
词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖只是和我说再见
想想你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Bored at home(: hee

the library is so cosy

they look small.

they look like they're studying ahh?


from the library

weiwei photography skills no good!

lingling n me on the way to study!

yay im happy cos i went out with my cousins today. we watched movie and went esplanade library to study for only less than 1hr(: but at least we DID study. my cousins are all smart ppl. i can benefit(: haha. then i took some Raffles Institute foolscape paper from weiwei. im cant stand myself. im so lame. im becoming like miss ang.

we were also suppose to go out with my bro gf. but we only met her like for 5 mins? lol. cos we wanted to watch a movie which they had watched before. so they went kboxing. whao. shes very small size. i hope not smaller than me(: haha. she looks okay. but the couple looks shy. haha. their face so red lah. but i think she looks like a sweet and nice person(:

and we watched fantastic four!! (:(: its quite nice and exciting. Jessica Alba is super hot and pretty lah. shes like hot sexy pretty sweet elegant glamourous, even cute and everything. whao thats scary. who can be hot sexy and sweet and cute together. but she is lah. im so jealous. haha. shes like the most beautiful woman in the planet. and johnny looks cute too. haha. but the show is short. at least its not draggy like pirates.

the esplanade library is damn cool lah. so beautiful with many scenerys. i think that part of sgpore is the prettiest. so many tall buildings. i studied abit of chem. then weiwei and kaikai so noisy lah. we are always the noisiest among the rest. and weiwe cant stop eating!! so lingling had to scold him. hes always spending so much money on food! LOL. thats funny!!! then the food in esplanade is super expensive. i bought a cookie and i mean ONE cookie for 2dollars. i just felt like spending money. haha. then we separated at mrt:( lookind forward to the day we can meet again!(:
RANDOM PICS:D

i think we look cute when we are young.(:
my brother beside and two cousins who are now grown up

me and my papa. he didnt change at all! LOL

this song is nice(:


beautiful song(:
- if you see my boy just tell him i miss his smile

i made a terrible mistake today!!! i mistake my conditioner and shampoo and use alot of it on my scalp. i hope my hair wont spoil. im sucha careless person!!!

MORE genting PICTURES:D

euro express - indoor roller coaster!! look at our face

just started and we're screaming!!!

ferris wheel(: but its super small.

bumper car.

boat in the mall

xiao shyan and me

brother and me again

cousins! look at my bro cheeky face. lol.

stupid brother with many bags

me and mummy in hotel(:

2 stupid gays:D

EVERYONE!(:

ytd was the redrain concert!! (:(: and those ive invited who came are weiwei janice zhangxiang grace and joan who is asked by grace! im so happy they came!! haha. i think the concert was awesome but the atmosphere was quite wierd. there were too many new friends. and at some part im quite affected by it. but its okay lah. and i managed to make zx jumped when he said i jumped also shorter than him. -_- haha. okie. but i really hoped they enjoyed themselves(: then we went to have dinner and sam teo and i shared food again. we are like forever sharing food.

and for the Genting pictures(:















on the bus to checkpoint.













papa and mummy













still in singapore













i love this picture!!













weiwei stupid face with the bubble gum. haha













bored after long journey...

REACHING(:

cousins!(:

cousins and family(:

my family! :D

mummy and me


brother and me

papa and me

i heard this song from ling's mp3 and i find it very nice (:




Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealousI can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit itI'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...

the lyrics is nice! i think the lyrics really speak of some ppl's heart but im glad i dont feel that way. haha. cos i have no friends who are so great or whatever and im already perfect in His eyes(:

and this song is nice too(:




and this song(:


SHE -说你爱我
下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红

说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

and i shall post my genting photos when i upload them... im lazy to upload. my laziness is killing me....

One life,I lay at Your altar
One love,I have with You
Touch me again,
Fill me as You hold,
My outstretched hands.

One word,You know I will follow
One heart,Broken to you
Use me again,Your mercies follow me
For all my days....

HELLO! im back from genting!!! the trip was a short one but it was super fun!! i miss genting so much. miss the shoppings there. miss the cold weather there. miss my cousins so much too! sgpore is soo hot n humid!!!

i woke up very early on sat morning. around 4 plus and we went out at 5 plus and reached goldenmile complez at 615. then we met lingling weiwei and their family. the bus left at 630.lalala. and the trip is so longgggg... around 7 hrs plus stopping time for eating and toileting. we played and ate and slept in the bus(: we had to eat secretly becos the person in the bus dont aloow us to eat. then we took pics of scenery. and i think i slept for 2 hrs when we reached the moutains. then it goes round and round and round and round. then lingling wanted to vomit.

by 5pm plus, we had reached the first world hotel!! which is our hotel!!! its colourful but looks old. i shared room with lingling and xiao shyan. and our room is connected to weiwei and my bro. so cool right.then both our parents rooms are quite far away...

the first world plaza which is the genting's only shopping centre is awesome!!! its like some kinda palace or dreamland. in the shoppping centre itself, it has an amusement park!!! there are roller coaster, bumper car, boat, basket and everything.!! its wonderful!! the person who own this shopping mall mus earned much!!! the clothes there are cheap!! some of the branded stuffs like bum equipment and diesels are super cheap cheap!!! there's this shop called Padini and the things are nice!! but some are quite ex. there's another shop called Factory Outlet Store. the clothes and everything there are nice too! my bro told me that they sold branded goods which has some small mistakes. therefore, its cheap!!!!! the first day we bought quite many things but lingling and me wanted to shop on the 2nd day! 1st day was too short for shopping. then we ate at the food court. there's this stall selling chicken and we had to cookm it ourself. its like pepper lunch but also different. this one we had to cook the chicken. a piece of raw chicken. we must cook for quite some time. it tasted great!!

after eating, we played bowling(: we were quite lousy compared to others. then the adults went to shop themselves. after bowling, we played arcade. it was away form the shopping mall. we played alot and won many tickets. but compared to others again, we had quite little tickets): then we wanted to played basketball and took neoprints. but there were many ppl. then we played jackpot. i won a soft toy(:

we went to meet our parents at burger king. we bought cup corns. and weiwei n my bro bought marrybrown! its delicious!! my aunt n mom also bought many things.

we went back hotel around 11 plus. then we showered and played cards and slept(:

2nd day as the longest n funNEST(: we ate at the morning buffet. then we bought the indoor amusement park tickets. only my mom and aunt went shopping. the rest of us with our fathers, we went to play. we sat bumber car. and there were many kidslah. they so violent. then i keep bumping until very pain. after that was the funnest.. im going to bold this part : at first only my brother and weiwei wanted to take the euro express which is the indoor roller coaster. haha. then they kept forcing me and ling to sit also. but we didnt want. it was super scary lah.! then my dad also kept forcing us. say dont waste $$$. so we pick up our courage and went to sit! we were super scared!!!!!!! ling and me even screamed before it started. and i scared until i want to go toilet. haha! when it finally started. we were screaming like hell already. then until the scary part, i was laughing and screaming!!! i think we are the only four who were screaming. other ppl were not screaming lah! the turning part was scary! its like im going to drop off!!! then it ended fast too. cos it went fast. after it end, it was not scary at all. haha. then we bought the photo which was taken before the roller coaster takes off. haha!!!

then we went to sit other boring things cos they were slow! like the fake boat, basket, reindeer and ferris wheel. so slow lah all these! haha. after lunch. we went shopping(: its wierd lah. when i had the $$ to shop, i just cant find anything!!! its difficult to find something i want alot. then we shop for3 to 4 hrs. then we met our parents at burger king again. we went to 4d shows. and wanted to go snow world but its ex. so we didnt go. haha. and we saw our other cousins and neice and nephews there, these cousins of us are older than us by 10 or even 20 yrs. so we are not very close t them. and we used to bully these nieces and nephews. haha. they very naughty lah. but its realy coincidence to see them at genting.

after shopping n playing for a whole day, we went back to hotel. then weiwei tried his shirt and the shirt is too small forhim!! so funny lah!!! he bought S size which obviusly cant fit him. then we kept laughing at him!! LOL!! then he wanted t change. then ling asked my bro to go with him and they can go buy marrybrown whilw we the girls wait in the hotel(: its good to be girls(: then off the went. so we showered. xiao shyan is so cute lah. haha. then they went back with marrybrown! haha we ate on our bed and watch tv. so fun. the chicken is delicious man!! but oily too..haha. then we played cards until 1am and slept.

the next day, we woke up at 630am!!! my goodness. so early. we then went genting hotel for brekfast. the breakfast there was nice. there's different cuisine. like chinese western japanese indian local and blahblah. it was nice!! then the view outside is nice too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after that we went arcade again to redeem our tickets prizes and played basketball. we managed to get 1000plus tickets! haha. then weiwei kept playing until he sweats. so funny lah he.

after that we shopped again n buy last min stuffs. we kept going the same shops that i think the shopkeepers recgonise us(: then my bro sang a malay song then a malay shopkeeper call him pandai which means smart. then he talked to her -_- . there were not many things t buy already. so we just walked around. then we went back to hotel to pack our stuffs.. sad!!!! we are leaving soon!! then i went to a shop which i saw a bag the previous day. i wanted to buy it that day but did not. then when i go the sop again, its sold out!! SAD LAH!!! but nvrm... i bought many things(:

then around230. we went to take the bus and went back.............................. SAD SAD SAD. i dont want to leave the hotel, mall, amusement park, fun and the cold weather!!! but all good things have to come to an end... then we slept in the bus, ate and listen songs... we played many dumb games too. good bye genting.....

reached sg around 11 plus. sian... then we had to separate with our cousins): but ling says we must meet again this june holi! yeah! many memories left behind.... ahh..... so sad... back to this stressful life again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sgpore is so stressful!! that even the ppl walk so fast lah!!!!!!! all so kanchiong and kiasu. what to do? im a sgporean. haha. after i come hme and on hp, there are loads of msges lah. there are so many things left to do!!! there are remedials.. ahh. can i escape back to genting. no i cant. but im looking forward for RED RAIN!! i miss church!

this is really a fun trip!!! bought mny many things(: but i realised i didnt buy much things for my friends. ahh!!and bubble gums is in cousins luggage. my friends are going to kill me. i really think that sgpore shuld consider buildind a mall similar to genting's one. sure will earn money.

hello! i went out with sam yap, pearlyn, jing fen, valerie and vivien today(:
we went to tamp mall and century sq to help sam yap find her bible. and she finally bought it at cantury sq mount zion. after that we went to mac to eat and talk(: then we went back around 5 and i went with pearlyn to buy bubble tea. its a nice day. got to know each other better. haha. and i went for tuition at 7...BORING. haha. but lihui and me keep talking.

anyway its going to be super exciting this holiday. i have super much things to do... and i cant study...):
8 june - meeting for rehearsal and deco, sch seminar
9 , 10 , 11 june - going genting!!(: but that means i will miss sch seminar!! and i will missed ranford sharing testi and prss video!!):
12 june - nothing on yet
13 june - COSTUME PARTY!!! yeah! im acting as red riding hood mother. and red riding hood is older than me!!
14 june - notihing on yet.
15 june - RED RAIN!!
16 june n 17 june - RED RAIN

im so happy!!! cos i managed to invite many of my pri sch friends to RED RAIN!!! i promise they wont regret it! haha! they have made the best decision to come this concert. so far those who have confirmed are weiwei janice zhang xiang ming de and grace who is going to ask joan(: prayers work! there are stil many more who i will be asking and WILL go. yeah.

i still have so many things to do this holiday. i need to watch shrek 3, meet up with sze min who is my mom's friend daughter and go ubin wth pri friends. and the most impt thing! is to STUDY. i hope i will find time for all THESE. i need to exercise also!!! napfa is coming.. ahh... i just hope holidays never end!!!

i love the show pride soo much! i watched it during sec 2 n takuya was so shuai. then few days ago zhilin told me bout the show and my brother ask me how to sing the theme song of the show. then i suddenly recall all the wonderful memories of the show. so i went to watch again!!! AHH SO SWEET!!

here's the song



i love this song(:

my mom bd on 12th may (:

my cousins(:

YAY. im going genting on 9th 10th 11th with my cousins! :D:D:D