MORE genting PICTURES:D
ytd was the redrain concert!! (:(: and those ive invited who came are weiwei janice zhangxiang grace and joan who is asked by grace! im so happy they came!! haha. i think the concert was awesome but the atmosphere was quite wierd. there were too many new friends. and at some part im quite affected by it. but its okay lah. and i managed to make zx jumped when he said i jumped also shorter than him. -_- haha. okie. but i really hoped they enjoyed themselves(: then we went to have dinner and sam teo and i shared food again. we are like forever sharing food.
and for the Genting pictures(:
on the bus to checkpoint.
papa and mummy
still in singapore
i love this picture!!
weiwei stupid face with the bubble gum. haha
bored after long journey...
REACHING(:
cousins!(:
cousins and family(:
my family! :D
mummy and me
brother and me
papa and me
i heard this song from ling's mp3 and i find it very nice (:
Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealousI can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit itI'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door
I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...
the lyrics is nice! i think the lyrics really speak of some ppl's heart but im glad i dont feel that way. haha. cos i have no friends who are so great or whatever and im already perfect in His eyes(:
and this song is nice too(:
and this song(:
SHE -说你爱我
下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
and i shall post my genting photos when i upload them... im lazy to upload. my laziness is killing me....
One life,I lay at Your altar
One love,I have with You
Touch me again,
Fill me as You hold,
My outstretched hands.
One word,You know I will follow
One heart,Broken to you
Use me again,Your mercies follow me
For all my days....
HELLO! im back from genting!!! the trip was a short one but it was super fun!! i miss genting so much. miss the shoppings there. miss the cold weather there. miss my cousins so much too! sgpore is soo hot n humid!!!
i woke up very early on sat morning. around 4 plus and we went out at 5 plus and reached goldenmile complez at 615. then we met lingling weiwei and their family. the bus left at 630.lalala. and the trip is so longgggg... around 7 hrs plus stopping time for eating and toileting. we played and ate and slept in the bus(: we had to eat secretly becos the person in the bus dont aloow us to eat. then we took pics of scenery. and i think i slept for 2 hrs when we reached the moutains. then it goes round and round and round and round. then lingling wanted to vomit.
by 5pm plus, we had reached the first world hotel!! which is our hotel!!! its colourful but looks old. i shared room with lingling and xiao shyan. and our room is connected to weiwei and my bro. so cool right.then both our parents rooms are quite far away...
the first world plaza which is the genting's only shopping centre is awesome!!! its like some kinda palace or dreamland. in the shoppping centre itself, it has an amusement park!!! there are roller coaster, bumper car, boat, basket and everything.!! its wonderful!! the person who own this shopping mall mus earned much!!! the clothes there are cheap!! some of the branded stuffs like bum equipment and diesels are super cheap cheap!!! there's this shop called Padini and the things are nice!! but some are quite ex. there's another shop called Factory Outlet Store. the clothes and everything there are nice too! my bro told me that they sold branded goods which has some small mistakes. therefore, its cheap!!!!! the first day we bought quite many things but lingling and me wanted to shop on the 2nd day! 1st day was too short for shopping. then we ate at the food court. there's this stall selling chicken and we had to cookm it ourself. its like pepper lunch but also different. this one we had to cook the chicken. a piece of raw chicken. we must cook for quite some time. it tasted great!!
after eating, we played bowling(: we were quite lousy compared to others. then the adults went to shop themselves. after bowling, we played arcade. it was away form the shopping mall. we played alot and won many tickets. but compared to others again, we had quite little tickets): then we wanted to played basketball and took neoprints. but there were many ppl. then we played jackpot. i won a soft toy(:
we went to meet our parents at burger king. we bought cup corns. and weiwei n my bro bought marrybrown! its delicious!! my aunt n mom also bought many things.
we went back hotel around 11 plus. then we showered and played cards and slept(:
2nd day as the longest n funNEST(: we ate at the morning buffet. then we bought the indoor amusement park tickets. only my mom and aunt went shopping. the rest of us with our fathers, we went to play. we sat bumber car. and there were many kidslah. they so violent. then i keep bumping until very pain. after that was the funnest.. im going to bold this part : at first only my brother and weiwei wanted to take the euro express which is the indoor roller coaster. haha. then they kept forcing me and ling to sit also. but we didnt want. it was super scary lah.! then my dad also kept forcing us. say dont waste $$$. so we pick up our courage and went to sit! we were super scared!!!!!!! ling and me even screamed before it started. and i scared until i want to go toilet. haha! when it finally started. we were screaming like hell already. then until the scary part, i was laughing and screaming!!! i think we are the only four who were screaming. other ppl were not screaming lah! the turning part was scary! its like im going to drop off!!! then it ended fast too. cos it went fast. after it end, it was not scary at all. haha. then we bought the photo which was taken before the roller coaster takes off. haha!!!
then we went to sit other boring things cos they were slow! like the fake boat, basket, reindeer and ferris wheel. so slow lah all these! haha. after lunch. we went shopping(: its wierd lah. when i had the $$ to shop, i just cant find anything!!! its difficult to find something i want alot. then we shop for3 to 4 hrs. then we met our parents at burger king again. we went to 4d shows. and wanted to go snow world but its ex. so we didnt go. haha. and we saw our other cousins and neice and nephews there, these cousins of us are older than us by 10 or even 20 yrs. so we are not very close t them. and we used to bully these nieces and nephews. haha. they very naughty lah. but its realy coincidence to see them at genting.
after shopping n playing for a whole day, we went back to hotel. then weiwei tried his shirt and the shirt is too small forhim!! so funny lah!!! he bought S size which obviusly cant fit him. then we kept laughing at him!! LOL!! then he wanted t change. then ling asked my bro to go with him and they can go buy marrybrown whilw we the girls wait in the hotel(: its good to be girls(: then off the went. so we showered. xiao shyan is so cute lah. haha. then they went back with marrybrown! haha we ate on our bed and watch tv. so fun. the chicken is delicious man!! but oily too..haha. then we played cards until 1am and slept.
the next day, we woke up at 630am!!! my goodness. so early. we then went genting hotel for brekfast. the breakfast there was nice. there's different cuisine. like chinese western japanese indian local and blahblah. it was nice!! then the view outside is nice too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after that we went arcade again to redeem our tickets prizes and played basketball. we managed to get 1000plus tickets! haha. then weiwei kept playing until he sweats. so funny lah he.
after that we shopped again n buy last min stuffs. we kept going the same shops that i think the shopkeepers recgonise us(: then my bro sang a malay song then a malay shopkeeper call him pandai which means smart. then he talked to her -_- . there were not many things t buy already. so we just walked around. then we went back to hotel to pack our stuffs.. sad!!!! we are leaving soon!! then i went to a shop which i saw a bag the previous day. i wanted to buy it that day but did not. then when i go the sop again, its sold out!! SAD LAH!!! but nvrm... i bought many things(:
then around230. we went to take the bus and went back.............................. SAD SAD SAD. i dont want to leave the hotel, mall, amusement park, fun and the cold weather!!! but all good things have to come to an end... then we slept in the bus, ate and listen songs... we played many dumb games too. good bye genting.....
reached sg around 11 plus. sian... then we had to separate with our cousins): but ling says we must meet again this june holi! yeah! many memories left behind.... ahh..... so sad... back to this stressful life again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sgpore is so stressful!! that even the ppl walk so fast lah!!!!!!! all so kanchiong and kiasu. what to do? im a sgporean. haha. after i come hme and on hp, there are loads of msges lah. there are so many things left to do!!! there are remedials.. ahh. can i escape back to genting. no i cant. but im looking forward for RED RAIN!! i miss church!
this is really a fun trip!!! bought mny many things(: but i realised i didnt buy much things for my friends. ahh!!and bubble gums is in cousins luggage. my friends are going to kill me. i really think that sgpore shuld consider buildind a mall similar to genting's one. sure will earn money.
hello! i went out with sam yap, pearlyn, jing fen, valerie and vivien today(:
we went to tamp mall and century sq to help sam yap find her bible. and she finally bought it at cantury sq mount zion. after that we went to mac to eat and talk(: then we went back around 5 and i went with pearlyn to buy bubble tea. its a nice day. got to know each other better. haha. and i went for tuition at 7...BORING. haha. but lihui and me keep talking.
anyway its going to be super exciting this holiday. i have super much things to do... and i cant study...):
8 june - meeting for rehearsal and deco, sch seminar
9 , 10 , 11 june - going genting!!(: but that means i will miss sch seminar!! and i will missed ranford sharing testi and prss video!!):
12 june - nothing on yet
13 june - COSTUME PARTY!!! yeah! im acting as red riding hood mother. and red riding hood is older than me!!
14 june - notihing on yet.
15 june - RED RAIN!!
16 june n 17 june - RED RAIN
im so happy!!! cos i managed to invite many of my pri sch friends to RED RAIN!!! i promise they wont regret it! haha! they have made the best decision to come this concert. so far those who have confirmed are weiwei janice zhang xiang ming de and grace who is going to ask joan(: prayers work! there are stil many more who i will be asking and WILL go. yeah.
i still have so many things to do this holiday. i need to watch shrek 3, meet up with sze min who is my mom's friend daughter and go ubin wth pri friends. and the most impt thing! is to STUDY. i hope i will find time for all THESE. i need to exercise also!!! napfa is coming.. ahh... i just hope holidays never end!!!
i love the show pride soo much! i watched it during sec 2 n takuya was so shuai. then few days ago zhilin told me bout the show and my brother ask me how to sing the theme song of the show. then i suddenly recall all the wonderful memories of the show. so i went to watch again!!! AHH SO SWEET!!
here's the song
i love this song(:
today was a great day(: just that i missed emerge!!! it was the finale but i have tuition. anyway i canceled my a maths tuition last min and meet my primary sch friends. cos it's hard to find a date to meet again. all of us are busy humans(: i miss my pri friends SOOO much!!!!!
me weiwei siqi shaochun zhangxiang and ryan met at 10 at bedok mrt. and thanks to HoGc culture. i was the earliest(: yup. but thats not a very good thing too. i have to wait very long for them cos i reached 10 mins earlier. then we proceed to vivo!
we watched pirates of carribean. personally, i dont think its a VERY nice since i didnt understand the plot well. but its exciting lah. alot of fighting. lol. yeah and orlando bloom is handsome lah. but the girl is pretty too. i think her name is keira something. then we watched till the credits end cos ryan said there was somemore clips.
after that sufyan and richard came to join us. we bought burger king and since there's no space, we went outside to the top to eat. it was super hot. many ppl were taking pics there. so we took some too. then siqi and me went to the pond there and walk. we took more photos. and we stayed there for quite a long time talking. richard is so skinny lah!! 42 kg leh. wth! haha. and i found out that many of them had not done well for mid yr. haha. im not an exception. also, many of them want to poly. really hope we can be in the same sch again next time. but i still must aim for jc! its great to see old friends again. so we took alot photos and all the photos are in either siqi or ryan's phone. i miss pri school......
at around 3, i went back with ryan cos i have tuition and he had sth on. i went for tuition at 5. and the chem tutor super funny lah. he gave me and lihui ate sth and he say its given by his boss. and he say its not very nice. lol. he very funny. then lihui and me kept talking and he kept saying us. haha. after that i went for dinner with family and i met amelin at coffee shop. hhaha. get to know her much beter(: we talked quite alot(: shes a nice person. and im a niceperson too!! then she told me that she knows zx and that he has a gf. my goodness. all my pri school friends have gfs... tsktsk. after eating i went with my brother to alter jeans. my brother super good today. he ate dinner with us. but thats bcos da sao is sick. hope she gets better.(:
anyway i really love my pri sch frens much and treasure everytime with them. hope it will not be long before we meet again! but many of them have also changed lah. but they are still so funny. all jokers. haha. yeah. and its raining red this june!! COS RED RAIN IS COMING!! (:(:(:
hello!!!
today was a happy day (: cos i bought many things. study camp was boring. i kept wanting to sleep....... 8 to 5. who can stand 9 hrs of studying...
anyway i went to expo with my dad and mom! yipee. theres food expo and jieru told me theres a branded sale. haha. so i pulled my parents there. on bus no. 12 to expo, i was sitting beside ming de and i didnt know it! so funny lah. then after he alight he msged me if i was in bus 12. then he said he was just beside me but scared he recognise wrongly. funny. its like sitting beside someone u knew yet u didnt know that.
at the branded sales, i bought a abercrombie jacket and some tops. haha. the thing there was super messy. i kept digging for treasures. my dad bought a crocodile shoes. i mean the brand not the animal. there were many branded stuffs on sales but i think its all those cannot sell finish then sell here one.
after that we proceed to food expo! there were so many ppl pushing here and there probably becos it was the last day. then we saw 2nd aunt and my nephews there. they were just beside us and at first we didnt even notice. funny again. many shopkeeperes were shouting here and there. haha. then all the kiasu aunties keep pushing me.
my mom bought quite alot food because they were cheap!!! the shark fins only costs 2 dollar. but when we reached hme, we found out that its going to expire soon. lame rite. but stil can eat lah (:
haii. i suddenly miss my childhood and p6 years alot. when i was young, i used to be very close to my brother. i read his diary and he would write alot thing about me. now i barely see him at hme. i miss my p6 years also. i miss 6B. there were no troubles and problems last time and we were all so innocent. life was so fun in the past. we would play gunbound tgthr n blahblah. sec one was fun too. like what val says. we were carefree at that time. i miss my pri sch friends sooooooo much!!!!!! i thank God for them. although i still meet them but i dont meet the whole of 6B. i really wish i was still p6 or p4 or p2. now, all i can do is study and study....... i dont want this kind of life. i dontwant to grow up! im not saying that my life is miserable cos i still have God!!! im not saying that 4e6 is no good. but theres just sth missing lah. i feel that everyone only cares about themselves. they only care about their own results and compare. we cant even study as a class. however! i should start looking ahead. theres still many things that God wants me to do. i thank God for letting me have such wonderful memories but i must stop looking back. im glad to be in hoGc and i must not take things for granted. i should love my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope i can find happiness in studying.
its been a long time since i last blogged! so i am here to blog! life has been great with God beside me. and i studied almost everyday cos there's alot test this week. and mid yr is coming! i pray that i will do well even though i know that i had not put in my best. im going to study real hard next week. thats a promise i made to myself. and i must MUST MUST score distinction for chinese O Levels!
today was the sports day. so sian! every year also the same thing. but it was quite okay cos there was no cheer this year and everyone went to different house also the teachers dont care. so some of the 4e6 girls sat togthr. and we talked and ate and joked here and there. our class didnt win the telematch! sad. felt that its a waste of time there. haha. but its okay lah. at least we can sit with our own friends. its better than last year.
after sports day, i went to eat with lihui. we really can talked alot lah. haha. then she went off for tuition and i went hme to change before going for cg. cg sermon was great. its about progressive commitment and how we should be progressive in our commitment to God. its great and i know that i must get out of my comfort zone so that i can take the first step of faith. after cg, i went hme with muying. and i alight with her at bedok and i take 28. and i saw my chem tutor. he suddenly pop out infront of me and i was so shocked that i shout EH! haha. and i read a book i borrowed from library called ' a thousand tomorrow ' . i didnt hear of the author name before but i borrowed it because the book is from the love category. lol. its a nice book!!!!
its about "a talented cowboy, angry and isolated and a mysterious woman with a secret. Love found them in a way it seldom finds anyone " actually the story is bout this boy called Cody whose father left him at a young age and he's always so filled with anger and he went to be a bull fighter. then there's this girl called Ali. and she's a horse rider. but she has an illness called cystic fibrosis. its a lung disease. in spite of her illness, she carried on being a horse rider. both of them are natonal champions, top of their game but alone and wanted to stay that way so that they'll be able to concentrate on being a champion. however, they fell in love which they thought they won't. its a nice story!! its like i can felt the emotions and everything of the character. im halfway through. :D
next week im going to study reall hard (: i believe in myself that i will do well. Please kill all the laziness in me! Thanks.
Hallelujah
Our God reigns
went sao mu today at chua chu kang cemetery. i had a terrible sunburn. but my parents are worse than mine. haha. my shoulder is hurting. and i carried a sling bag so ther's a mark at my neck there. so ugly and wierd lah!
today was fun cos i got to meet my cousins! the adults seemed so busy preparing the things and we just stay at the shade and played. i woke up super early at 7 plus. so tired... anyway we talked and joked alot as usual. its really fun being with them cos we all talk nonsense. and the best part is we all understand one another! and there's a happening today. because of this stupid police officer who kept wanting to quarrel with my big cousin who want to park his car. and that officer dont allow him but there's a mercedes parking there too. so unfair! and he kept wanting to fight with us. then all my uncles went there to negotiate with him. then they shout so loud and make a scene. we got more people of cause we win. haha. but no lah. that stupid niger kept finding problems with us. then we wanted to join the adults and fight with him. haha. then we wanted to use the umbrella to poke him. we kept making fun of him.
after the problem is resolved cause we see him small and gave him to him and parked the car at another side, we went to buy icecream!! yummy. its super hot lah. and the icecream seller confirmed earn alot $$. then we went to ah ma tombstone after walking a long distance from ah gong tombstone. then the few of us ate and played lah. then weiwei saw other group of ppl and their children are helping their parents, he felt so guity. cos we did not do anything! we came here just to play. and then we squeezed into a car!! there's 11 of us and we squeezed into the car to enjoyed the aircon! lol!!! imagine 11 ppl in a car! and we took many stupid photos inside the car. then we had a little nephew and the car was playing those children nursery rhymes. lol. ling said even nowadays those nursery rhymes sound hiphop! LOL. then we kept singing. weiwei n my brother kept singing into our nephew's ear and he started to beat them. lol. then there;s a cute song.
it goes like this :
i have an apple and you have two
you give me an apple and i have two
i eat one apple and give one back to you
i have no more apple but you have two.
so cute right! but sounds so dumb!! then we kept singing cos this song is so addictive!!!
around 2 plus we went back to tampines. we ate and a coffee shop and went hme. ahh. sad. but we are meeting on mother's day!
the Good Friday's service was great. i really felt God's presence. Jesus died for us on that day but He's still alive in our heart. i love Jesus! Thank's for all the things you have done for us. You are our Beautiful Saviour!!!
i love this song alot!
When I woke up today
And thought of all the things You’d done
I find myself here
Feeling oh so overcome
You gave Your life away for me
Truly my heart belongs to You
So let me say
How could I ever thank You for
What You did at Calvary
When You bled and died for me
How could I ever turn away
Knowing that You paid the price
That I could never pay
When I think of the way
That You died upon that Cross
Bearing my sin
Even though my heart was lost
You gave Your life away for me
Truly my heart belongs to You
So let me say
How could I ever thank You for
What You did at Calvary
When You bled and died for me
How could I ever turn away
Knowing that You paid the price
That I could never pay
WOOO! PRSSCO GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! THE FIRST EVER GOLD WITH HONOURS ACHIEVED BY A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL!!!!! SO COOL RIGHT!!!! SUPER HAPPY!!! :) didnt regret joining CO :)) all our hard works paid off. many of us cried cause we realy put in much efforts and time and we DID it!!!!!! we wanted to get GOLD WITH HONOURS but didnt expected it. its just so amazing!!!! ohh until now i still havent overcome the excitement and shock. maybe other people dont feel anything. only the CO ppl truly understand because we had been putting in lots of efforts practicing till late at night. having intensive pratices. and always getting scolded by ding lao shi. but its all worth it! in fact we deserve the GOLD WITH HONOURS :) i hope i dont sound proud. but im really very happy!!!!! thinking back at all the pratices. in the past i would keep complaining of the late practices. but now i miss it. i miss TECC too!! ouhh....
yesterday was the big day. and thanks to ding lao shi the CO people did not have to go to school!!!! :D we were supposed to be in school for the first 2 periods but miss ding wants us to rest more. and we started pracitices at 930am. and we had lunch at around 1230. some of us came together and prayed for CO. God is always with us giving us strength. The glory goes to Him! and we left school at 2.
supposed to reach there at 230 but we were late like 3 plus. the people there kept scolding us cos some of us were tuning and they didnt allow us to tune. then we procceed to the tuning room and practice awhile. the people there kept chasing us out lah. then many teachers came. mdm yue was there to support us too. miss cheng was also there. we then went up to wait. we were all so nevous!!! i almost cried. everyone was like asking us to calm down but the more they said that the more nervous i was. then zhang bin was there. i will miss him soo much!! he's so funny and cute. he asked us to touch our hair if our hand sweat. and finally we went up the stage. its okay lah. i was not nervous anymore. and everyone has the zhuang tai. we smiled during jian kuai and during awa san we were serious. ohhh. i will miss co now. i never like co so much before.
waiting for the result was so long and we were so nervous. and finally they annoucned!! GOLD WITH HONOURS! so happy. haha. we did it. and everything is possible(: now im sure many people are going to treat us. yay:D
super happy today!!! dinglaoshi say we have reach the standard of gold with honour!!!!! clapclap! after so much hard work. but of cos we canot be too confident. we must continue to work hard. its only 10 more days.!!!!
today's practice was the best! i dont really know why also. but its quite fun. i wore almost the same shirt as steph and hers is so crumpled. dinglaoshhi didnt really scold ppl today lah. which is good and she praised us. i think erhu did quite well today(: and guan yue did improve alot. erhu is the best lah! haha. lalala.
after practice we went to eat supper! cos our dinner was like super early around 4 plus. wanted to pasa malam but the pasamalam closed already! then we wait here and there for so many ppl. then saw many our school ppl. dont really know why they are there also. and when we went to the cd shelter to put our instruments, we saw many children practicing taekwando. and their teacher was so fierce!!!! the teacher was like kicking the poor boy. but their parents are behind and they didnt feel pain for their children. haha. then the erhu ppl sit togthr for supper :D i bought macnuggets. and we ate and talk. and my water bottle is well loved by ppl. alot ppl want to buy!
then emerlyn and i went off first cos we were super tired! so we went to the bus stop. and sth funny and stupid happen. haha. kok peng was bounching da basket ball when suddenly it roll off to the ROAD! lol. and there were so many cars lah. then got one car stop infrontof the ball and all the cars behind have to stop. so dumb. the whole traffic was stopped by that ball. then so paiseh lah. haha. and that stupid agnes keep went go back early so i take 28 alone. so scare lor. the bus so little people.
i feel that actually co is okay. the people are quite fun lah. we can all get gold with honour if we are motivated (: im glad to be in CO and im lucky to be in erhu! yay! and im on msn now. stupid muying call herself muying sulphate. and i am peijun carbonate ! :D oh yeah tmr agnes is coming HoGc :D God is accelerating. i pray that we can get gold with honour so we can cry and cry and cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today i went for service and i just have the urge to blog.
today's sermon was great. pastor talked about fasting. and he told us how we can seek God for help if we pray and fast. pastor also talked about how our church need to move to a greater place. yes. but we do not have money and authority. he also told us how we are kicked out frm parkview sq. thats very sad. when he said that i almost teared. but we have God!!! and we will all fast and pray to seek help from God.
after service there was the adult service. then me muying jieru and jingfen went to join in the worship and praise. and i suddenly have a vision that i want to see my parents there too. that will be the happiest thing that can ever happen to me.
then we went to have late lunch or early dinner at sakae sushi. sam teo and me ate alot. haha. we shared 4 plates. and after that samteo fiona jingfen and me went back. jieru and muying were having follow up there. so cool la! haha. then met a new fren also from our zone one. oh gosh. i forgotten her name. haha.
anyway i wan to say that i really feel that Heart of God Church is a wonderful place to be in. today pastor told us about how other people look down on us as we are mostly youths. i felt really sad as those ppl are christians too. i can really feel like a family in HoGc. thats great. we are spiritual ppl(:
my life is great with God. our God is awesome!
hello.
i went for co in the morning today. today practice was horrible lah. dinglaoshi threw sucha huge tantrum. den she scold everyone in erhu. please lah. she like screaming here n there. when she as us play of cos we will scare and play not nice right. i dono wats wrong with her man. but its for our own good? whatever. den after co went to val hse to change clothes and put erhu.
after that we meet brian at mrt. and saw muying in the mrt. we went to meet the rest of cg at foodcourt. ate our lunch and interact. den muying and me tried the waffles. den we saw sth very cute. call jidanzai. haha. da shape very cute. then she took a picture of it.
today's service was not at church but at a place called YWCA. we went there after lunch. it was not that big afterall. i still prefer to be in church. we praise and worship God. the songs were really nice(: there were many testimonys today. and of cos there were val zhenghui and carlo's ones. haha.and pastor said carlo can be a pastor. lol. he talk very funny but its really amazing how his life changed. and they talked about our project for valentine's day. everyone was whao-ing. and after that pastor Glen Berteau from USA who came to preach about things that make man turn their back on God. then he called those first timer to come to the front. its very touching seeing many ppl at the front. God is reaching out to them. im sure they will come back next week. its really good. 4 new frens joined us today(:
after service i did not join them for dinner cos i wanted to go hme to eat with my parents. i donwan them to feel that i always go out till late. so i went hme with pearlyn. but reached hme at 9 plus. it was still late...
ytd was da hmecoming and it was super boring. supposed to meet the class for breakfast but i overslept. and i watched the most dumb movie anyone can watched. i wasted 8dollars on it. but its okay. i shall not complain(:
i shall spend my holidays really well and really study hard. my L1R5 for common test is 22. how can it be man! ANGPEIJUN! this must be the first worst test i ever have. but it shall be my last time scoring such grade. STOP BEING LAZY!
This is my heart's cry
To worship You alone
And to know Your voice
With all that I have
With all that I am
I will praise Your name
ahh another week had past and cny is overing. so damn sad can..... i donwan cny to past.
ytd qiyun qianqian lihui and hupsong came my hse. we played cards and watched D.O.A. around 6 plus dey went off. and 6th uncle came and fetch us to lili hse (: its at chua chu kang! so far!
by the time we reached dere its already 9!!! we ate satay and chicken there. then some of dem played x box. haha. then there was crab!!!!! yummy. and we gamble. we played in between and blackjet. i was so unlucky lah. i lost one dollar. but is my bro money. ahahah. my bro and weiwei always bet alot lor. so dey lose alot oso. and lili was so lucky lah. haha. then we wanted to join the adults. they were also gambling.
after that we lao yu sheng!! we also lao yu sheng on friday night. soo nice. then we played x box and blahblah. we wanted to go and play fireworks but its already 11 plus. so we will play next sat. they coming my hse! so happy!!! then we took pic and went hme at 1am. i will miss my cousins so much lah. hope sat will coome fast :DD
TMR HAVE SS TEST AND CHINESE TEST AND ORAL.THE TEACHERS WANT OUR LIVES IS IT. THEY MIGHT AS WELL KILL US. they just dont understand da stress we are getting. its still CNY ok!!!!
it was CNY last sunday. and i had alot aot of fun. with my cousins especially. and i ate alot!!!
cny 1st day i went to my dad's side 1st aunt hse. then we ate chicken rice for lunch. at evening we went to my mom's side 2nd aunt hse. i was closer to my mom's side cousins. and i had so much fun. we gamble and i earned ten cents!!! ONLY. the we played cheat and snap. so fun!!! we were screaming n everything.
then at around 9 we went to 3rd uncle hse. it was near to 2nd aunt hse. den we went to playground andplayed fireworks!!! so fun!! den got da sound one. so scary lah. da fire keep spurting. i should have taken more pictures. haha. it was really a fun day. i really love chinese new year since small. it was the best festival holiday :)
2nd day i went to my mom's side 2nd aunt hse at bedok and 1st aunt hse at tampines. we palyed pocker card again. cheat is so fun la! haha. den at 1st aunt hse which is near my old prss we went to the void deck and play poker card(: lol. did not get caught lah. we oso didnt gamble (:
den we proceeded to 5th uncle hse. den we played in the bedroom. we ate pizza. and the fun part came. we were playing alot childish games like concentration and guess whose the leader all those. haha. den i teach dem a tititutu game. dey keep laughing cos its quite stoopid. den we played truth or dare!!! haha. i did 2 dare. so stoopid lah da dare! haha. den weiwei roll on the floor in front of the adults!!! LOL. his ideas all so dumb. ask me to act powerpuff girl infront of the adults.
den we played prank call!!!!!!!!!! (: so funny lah. my brother caled someone den he say he very sad. want commit suicide. da person like so scare den hung up. we called all the ppl we hate. haha. den make fun of dem.most of them got da same reaction. dey hung up da fone. lol.
den went hme at midnight. da 2 days slept at 3. got dark rings le.
3rd day i went to hupsong and peiyun hse. got 2 redpackets(: wanted go yuan lao shi hse but i need to go my dad's side 1st uncle hse. there's buffet there. so i eat aot. as i said. im not close with my dad's side ppl as all the ppl dere are grown ups. so i was super sian. i miss my mom's side cousins! haha.
and now today da 6th day im going my mom's side 6th uncle hse wihich is so near my hse!!! 5 mins walk. haha... i hope got crab!!! wanted to invite qiyun dey all over but had chem practical jus now. so ill invite dem tmr.. co tmr. SIAN. tmr i going my cousin hse. whao! its going to be a super fun day!!! im going to meet my cousins in less den an hour time. so byebye!!!
SIAN SIAN SIAN everday is a SIAN day. da same routine. study co tuition study co tuition study co tuition. i don like dis kind of life. sometimes i think back during sec 1 n 2. so relax. during sec 2 i was so happy to come to sch. i oways like another day. the feeling is justnot the same now. now. every morning the first thing that comes to my mind is. CAN I NOT GO TO SCH. i dono y. isit bcos we change sch or what. HAI. but things are not so bad after all. like what pastor say. i shuld stop living in the past cos the future will be better. YES. AMEN. but i really dono how to study. i dont have the mood to study. i wan to slack. i wan to do things that i like.
anyway CNY is coming!!! yay! new clothes. its hard to find nice clothes nowadays. went to far east on sat with emerlyn. and after walking for like 4 to 5 hr. i only bought one shirt. i like my new yr clothes. can new yr quickly come... but after that means COMMON TEST. kill me lah. ok. i shall end my post happily. yay! 4E6 having steamboat togthr!
wed - chem tuition , emaths tuition , study A maths
thurs - co , cg
fri - o lvl results out , shopping
sat - co , pri fren outing , service
sun - tuition , go aunty hse eat steamboat
and i SHALL NOT LOSE FAITH. becos if i have Faith i can even move the mountain! Lord, i pray that You will keep me strong.
i wanted to blog ytd but was too tired so i decided to blog now. it was a wonderful day:)
ytd was the esplanade concert for CO. :D so coool. we got da name tag!! haha. reached sch at 7! so early lah. den we sat da bus to there. haha. then we scan our pass. so fun. den we went there. and we got a dressing room. all the erhu girls squeeze in one. so small lah da room. but the toilet is nice. haha. den we rehearse and everything. haha. until noon den we ate lunch. den the erhu girls went to the room and sing songs and hear songs. we practice jian kuai de liang feng too. and some of us also help each other make up. i think we bonded and i think im begginin to like erhu. da ppl are so fun. and da concert start at 4! my parents and bro came!! haaha. but i did not see dem during the concert. then da concert was quite nice. some of us were nervous. i kept wanting to laugh during the concert. cos its like so quiet. and da concert end! :Dwe had to leave the nice place. but we got to keep the cards!! i went to find my family. had a hard time finding them. den we walk a long way to suntec and to bus stop to take bus. and trave a long way to parkway. den we walk from there to east coast cos my dad said there got a steamboat restaurang. but after a longgggg longgg walk. da ppl there say da restuarant had closed down!! den we travell a lonng lonnng lonnng way back. wanted to eat roland. but my bro say theres a steamboat in parkway parade. so we went. there were many ppl. but we managed to get a seat fast. thank God. and we ate and ate for an hour pluss...we were supper full by then.hahaha. da food there is nice. the restaurant was so pack lah. then we walked around parkway parade. my dad bought two tops from topman. i wanted to buy a top from topshop but did not lah. then my mom bought a bag from charles and keith. i cant find my mango top anymore. sad lah.. my bro and i shopped on our own. CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!!!! we then took a cab hme. :DD then it drizzle in tampines. what a tiring day but defitnitely a wonderful day. Thank God for this day. Today is my parents 18th marraige anniversary. and they are working. thats da reason we celebrated it ytd. i hope to spend more time going out with my family again.
and dis is the second time im repeating!! CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING. YAY..!!! this is going to be a boring week...... studying n studying.
School had finally started 3 days ago lah... hate it lah. i cant watch tv cant touch my com and had to listen to all those teachers. nothing good happen lar. late on first day of sch. SIAN. supposed to go for yoga but im super tired. no rest al these days. wed thurs have co and today had to go to childcare... im a human also ok. i need rest. and early in the morning tmr have CO. i cant even study. i hate this kind of sgpore stressful life lah. i donwan to break down before o levels. i want to watch BAI WAN BAO!! so sad its going to end. its really a nice show. i think almost all sgporeans watched it. evryone toking bout fan shu dan!! haha. and i wll miss the song which is sang by milubing. after this show i promised not to watch any more show. but i wan watch the peak!. sian. i need to study.... since i did not go yoga today. i need to have some sense of responsibilty to do it myself now. BYE!i saw on him on
thurs
and fri
morning. im so happy!!! he was standing infront of me :D i
hope
he
saw me too...
i stil cant figure out wad sch he is from. his
uniform
is so
unique. looks like
temasek but not. i heard his
voice
too!!! cos i
heard him
talking on the fone. i
dono why
im
so happy
after seeing him.
like a kind of
feeling which
makes
my
heart sink.
haha. not sink. jus
make my heart
go...... i dono
how to describe
it. its so amazing. i hope
our
eyes would
met
some
day. i noe itts
impossible to
tok to
him. but i
pray that a
miracle
would
happen.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! had a nice new year eve with my cousins ytd :)))
we met around 2 and proceeded to safra. we played bowling and archery. its soo fun playing with dem lah. we also played daytona at arcade and played a soccer thing. we keep screaming. dat soccer thing is so fun! then we played till around 6. and we took a cab to my hse. we managed to squeeze 5 ppl inside :D
we went my hme and we ordered piza hut and kfc delivery. i think althougether around 60++ we really can eat alot. then the adults ate rice and duck and vegeatble blahblah. we watched just my luck. and talk andplay. then 8 plus the food come and we eat and talk. then we went down to play firework.. my hse downstair basketball have no ppl so we have the whole court to play. i saw my hse busstop and felt sad. cos sch is reopening!!!i hate it la. anyway. we went to fitness corner and played. i did pull up. today we really did many exercise! then we played firework and ran around like mad ppl. its so fun! :DDDDD but it started drizzling. we continue to play but the rain got bigger.so we played finish the box of firework. then we went back. and just in time to watch countdown at vivocity on channel 5!!!
milubing was there too. ahahahah. then we zi high infront of the tv. then we countdown with dem!!!! HAHAA. so fun lah. we were shouting. then we exchanged present:)) we played card and watched LITTLE MAN. nc16 show. so damn funny lah. but its so... err. dono how to describe it.and we slept at 4 plus. :)
woke up at around 9 today after got woken up by my 2 idiotic cousins. xinkai and weixuan. those 2 guys really didnt sleep at all lah. they heard my brother snoring! and we the girls slept soundly last night(:
its really a nice celebration. its 2007! :( sch reopening..... i still haven complete my hw. im so dead.
new year resolution!
1 - STUDY HARD FOR O LEVEL ( GET INTO VJC ) quite imposibble
2 - dont get distracted easily
3 - Live a healthy life. eat right and exercise :D
4 - SMILE AND LAUGH.
5 - spend more time with family
6 - make GOOD friends
7 - have CONFIDENCE in everything i DO
8 - DON WASTE MONEY OR SPEND TOO MUCH $$$
9 - have PERSERVERANCE
10 - BE A NICE AND GOOD PERSON :D
still have alot alot more.
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